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Kisara

#‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › visage. › #<3 #no thoughts head empty #just her <3

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sobs... when will kisara be more than just a lady with a nice booty... this is her most recent artwork.... 

#LOOK I KNOW SHE HAS A NICE BOOTY #but CAN I SEE SOME COOL ART WORK OF HER ARMOR AND SHIELD? #EVEN JUST FISHING #FIGHTING A FISH #BOOTY IMAGE UNDER READ MORE... #also her body suit... *narrows eyes*... where the sleeves be? #tbd.

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kisara just caught a bunch of fish cause she was in the zone... now she has to prepare an entire banquet cause she can’t let them go to waste... who is coming?

#when you overfish the amount of fish for the dish you needed to fish #SOBS #poor fish

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i wish someone would gif the scene of kisara being angry... like the way she switches from sorrow to anger to sorrow.... like... the emotion is so raw... it just flows through her unfiltered. but that’s the thing about kisara.. she never holds back on her emotions. she doesn’t let them boil inside her until she’s bubbling with them. their essence may linger after they have left, but she never lets them drive her. it’s the reason why she’s able to move on but not let go of the important lessons that the past has given her. though like anyone she can be plagued with moments of weakness where her emotions run a little too wild from a memory that rises to the surface.., but she never lets them in long enough to damage the core of her being. she doesn’t let it steal away her love and compassion. 

#‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › meta. › #how do you get to that stage in life #cause... i wanna know #kisara is so strong #and i'm so happy she has people around her to depend on and that depend on her

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𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞?

𝐒𝐄𝚨.   you're drowning.   a sea of emotions,   responsibilities,   people,   things,   everything.   you just can't handle it all,   you need to escape,   but you can't.   even talking to someone and being told it's okay,   compliments,   nice things people say,   it all adds up to drown you further.   guilt,   for feeling this way when everyone's being nice and you're not enough.  will you sink or swim?

tagging: @ilqaras​, @verursachen​, @viivyre​

#you guys don't understand how much this hurts #kisara is notorious for trying to just DO everything for everyone #that's how she feels useful #it's how she distracts herself #and the fact that it's SEA #that lake... #it will always be haunting her #she sometimes has nightmares of drowning in THAT LAKE #so i just... wanna cry #‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › quiz. ›

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i was watching a show last night that reminded me of the way migal died... and how traumatizing that was for kisara. later on she understood why he had to do it... but like still that initial shock is not something that goes away... and she definitely had nightmares about that. also the thought of going to that underground ‘lake’ disgusts her and makes her sick... so she wouldn’t even be able to go their to mourn him at where he died...

#‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › meta. › #‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › headcanon. › #like later kisara understands that her brother was so close to dying and probably in the verge of it. #he was force fed the fruit of helgan for who knows how long #and only one was needed.. #and then kisara had to witness that thing at #niez..

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Yellow Canopies, London

Photographed By Freddie Ardley

#‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › aesthetic. › #‹ 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐲. › scenery. ›

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...the moon, shining like a chip of splintered ice.

Fumiko Enchi, from 'Masks', tr. Juliet Winters Carpenter

#‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › musing. › #sometimes dohalim's expression of describing things poetically rubs off on kisara #especially when it comes to scenery and nature

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verursachen​.

𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐟𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞.“ i think enjoy is an understatement. i can tell how much care you put into it. “ for us.  a voice slowly unraveling into the sweetness that existed all along; barred by literal and metaphorical thorns and unspeakable pain. kisara was like the hearth fires; a place for all to return; and shionne the constant flame that would not extinguish her light for the wayward. both women with no limits to their own ways of showing tender mercies that were clearly second skins to them.

“ i had no idea that me enjoying it…made you so happy though. i’m — glad. how could i mind that? if anything , i can’t remember eating food so delicious.“ no impatient tapping on her arms this time in discomfort or annoyance. the true soul before her burned brightly at both ends . 

“ i’m hardly as good as you are in cooking but , i feel you do so much for everyone. myself included. it’s obvious you’re most skilled at the task, yet . . um, i was thinking — “ she looks away with pause then purpose; opening herself like this at all was a harrowing and painful experience as much as it was natural to be in the steadiness of her companion. her friend. 

“ well, i’d like to help cook with you if that’s alright? i know i’m essentially a novice, i pretty much only knew porridge starting this whole thing, but? i learned a lot last time we were ‘training’ together; and i’d like to ease your shoulders and well, um, just…spend some time alone. i suppose it’s a bit weird to hear that from me.” her smile – is it mirthful almost? 

                          “ that alright with you, ‘captain? ‘ “ 

𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐣𝐨𝐲 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐜𝐞.    how could she hide such an immediate burst of happiness that swelled from within her at no warning? the depth of shionne’s own well was so deep with love and understanding,    her kindness knew no bounds.    how she was able to contain it for so long was a curiosity,    but then again,    kisara was the same.    she had never cooked with so much love.    the way they all made her feel so appreciated and needed.    kisara could feel the layers tearing away,    showing new sides that she was unaware of.    how far they had gotten.    kisara had always wanted to be a friend that shionne could count on in times of need.    but she didn’t know that in return she would get the same out of shionne.    she was a bit naive in the way that she felt she was the only person who could care for others in a way that convey love through actions and doing.    it had been her duty for so long.    she felt foreign to allowing others to take on that burden—burden,    that word didn’t feel like it belonged in with acts of kindness and love.    because,    she didn’t feel burdened at all when doing for others.     how had she allowed the word to shift as it was —as if having someone do for her was a task worth complaining about.     she felt at ease now,    wanting so much to convey herself in an intimate way.    one that she would not often partake in,    but in this case,    shionne’s thorns kept her from embracing her to express her love and acceptance.  

❛ i can’t even begin to tell you how happy it makes me that you want to cook more for my sake.    ❜  captain? she emits a soft chuckle,    before seating herself and making certain there was a place for shionne that kept them at a comfortable yet close distance.    kisara absently wondered if there would be a day that she could take shionne’s hand in her own to properly express how she felt.    the thought was enough to sadden her at times.    how lonely shionne must have felt for so long.    how shionne is still capable of so much compassion is enough to baffle anyone.    ❛  i would appreciate that a lot.    ❜ kisara admitted,    her smile glowing now.    could shionne feel the warmth that she wished to share? ❛ but,    how about this? i give you a few new recipes so you can practice on those.    that way you're also learning something new.    ❜ a cant of her head as her smile grew.    she liked to hand out challenges,    and she thought that the challenge would be something that shionne would enjoy.    a way to help and perfect her own way of cooking.     ❛ so,    what do you say to that,    shionne? ❜

#it's ok i wrote u a lil novel too ;; #i love them sm... #also thank you! #i love your psd for shionne and her border ;; #‹ 001. shionne. &. kisara. › 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 › verursachen › #‹ verursachen. › shionne imeris. › #‹ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. › prose. › #‹ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫. › reply. ›

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#THEM THEM THEM #i love them so much #like kisara and shionne just openly supporting each other and not having a toxic relationship? #I LOVE THIS #there's absolutely no jealousy between them #they may admire parts about eachother and sometimes want to be more like them #but never in a catty way #i love them #‹ 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜. › kisara &. shionne. › verursachen. › #‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › character. › #‹ 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐲. › shionne imeris. › verursachen. › #‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › visage. ›

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You are beautiful because you let yourself feel, and that is a brave thing indeed.

Shinji Moon (via quotemadness)

#‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › introspect. › #i love that kisara has such a big heart #she doesn't shy away from her emotions #she embraces them fully #which is why her emotions are so passionate when she does #i love her so much

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𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞 𝐝𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐞𝐫,   𝐞𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐥𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐩 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐢𝐫.   kisara stood in the stillness for a moment before picking up her shield and mace.   her movements were deliberate and sharp,   though she did not wield a blade,   she did not lack in speed of her strikes.   she had also relied on the shield for more than protection.   caught up in her own training she did not notice the approach of another,   nor the presence that merged in with the air.   she felt startled at the sight,   and immediately lowered her weapons—not to appear hostile.  

❛ ah… ❜ it’s an audible noise that escapes her,   she bows her head slowly and raises it until their eyes meet once more,   ❛ to what might i owe the pleasure? ❜ she can’t hide the excitement that bubbles underneath her.   she fixes her stance until she stands tall,   ❛ could you have come to train with me? or maybe you acquire my assistance—to whichever,   i would be more than honored.   ❜  /  @viivyre​ ❨ arturia pendragon ❩ ♡

#viivyre #hi sue ;; #please let me know if i over stepped at all #unplotted starters have me nervous #and feel free to correct anything i might have mistaken #also i hope kisara and arturia get along #also i am open to plotting further #:) #‹ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫. › closed. › #‹ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. › prose. › #‹ viivyre. › arturia pendragon › #‹ 001. arturia. &. kisara. › 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 › viivyre ›

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#‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › visage. �� › #i love this women so gd much

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ilqaras​.

❛ the lie became the truth. ❜   ❨   .  .  .   /   ✐ 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐚 𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐨𝐦 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫   [ status:  accepting ]  ❩

𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝𝐬 𝐞𝐜𝐡𝐨 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝,    𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐲 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐭—𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐨𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞.    she clenched her fists,    holding back the rage and tears that could swell within her when the past consumed her.    a deep breath is taken as the silence takes over and she left with an emptiness so overwhelming that she longs for a need to fill it.    lies… all of them lies? her head can’t wrap around the truth fast enough to make it clear to her.    to make her see that deep down beneath all of the sadness and rage,    her brother did not falter in his beliefs.    she was the dreamer.    she was the one to hope for the better tomorrow.    yet now she felt an untamable fury inside of her—and she did not know where to place it.    the anger from being lied to,    the anger from not being told the truth from the very beginning,    

❛ migal… ❜ she said softly for her ears alone.    another deep breath came to relax her as she lowered her shoulders.    she felt defeated.    every moment she thought of her brother,    she could only remember the senseless violence done against him,    and how she did nothing to stop it.    ❛ my brother,    he would be happy to know that you fulfilled his legacy… his dream.    ❜ kisara lowered her eyes,    fearing that the pain would threaten to seep through them,    ❛ he believed in you dohalim… and i do too… ❜ she raised her head—realizing without conviction placed behind her words they meant nothing.  

#because we couldn't have happiness i guess #‹ 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠. › prose. › #‹ 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫. › reply. › #‹ ilqaras. › dohalim il qaras. › #‹ 002. dohalim. &. kisara. › 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝 › ilqaras ›

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Nottinghamshire, England

#‹ 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐚. › aesthetic. › #‹ 𝐠𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫𝐲. › scenery. › #looks like a place kisara would want to try to fish in

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@ilqaras​

Faiz Ahmed Faiz, from “Before You Came”; tr. by Naomi Lazard

Text ID: the gold when we meet, the season ablaze, / the yellow of autumn, the red of flowers, of flames,

#this just reminded me of kisara and dohalim... #‹ 𝐝𝐲𝐧𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐜. › kisara &. dohalim. › ilqaras. › #‹ 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐝𝐲. › introspect. ›

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who do i have to pay to make more gifsets of k.isara, and tales of arise in general? ;;

#tbt.