ghxst--boy

[ghxst--boy]

Lost and found

It’s always been you for 9 years and I can’t wait to finally wrap my arms around you again. #love #patienceisgold #iwaitedforyousofuckinglong 

[ghxst--boy]

Word.

It's the last month of 2019 so I'm gonna say it: what the fuck was that

[ghxst--boy]

It's called "perfume", not "alternative shower water". Jeez people, learn the difference...

[ghxst--boy]

Kinda missing the feeling of cuddling while falling asleep.

[ghxst--boy]

“Losing a relationship hurts. But losing yourself in a relationship hurts deeper.”

— Unknown

[ghxst--boy]

Drinking the first time after a year feels kinda relieving, even tho I just wished I was normal like everyone else. My mind is a fucking prison and I hate it. I'll probably regret posting this but #fuckit. I hope that my anxiety will leave me someday and that I can finally say that I am happy from the bottom of my heart. Fuck depression and self doubts. If you're struggling; hang in here, you're not alone 🖤

[ghxst--boy]

"I wish I didn't play the parts that break you"

[ghxst--boy]

So this is what it feels like to have an anxiety attack where you literally wanna die.

[ghxst--boy]

It's exactly the same weather like four years ago today.

[ghxst--boy]

"When you think I've said enough, tell me, and I'll bite my tongue

But don't you think I won't remember

Like a diamond in the rough, you didn't see for what it was

And cut a hole right through the center"

Bad Omens - Burning out

[ghxst--boy]

You're the only thing that gets me high and I hate it.

[ghxst--boy]

I'd rather be at home than where I am right now.

[ghxst--boy]

Yesterday I thought about you the whole day. It was fucking hard not to text you on your birthday. I still miss you, no matter what happened between us. Because we had something special and I'll never forget the good side of you.

[ghxst--boy]

i remember us kissing in the moshpit

[ghxst--boy]

Take me through the night

Fall into the darkside

We don't need the light

We'll live on the darkside 🖤

[ghxst--boy]

"I'm still questioning myself

Was it all worth it?

Was it all worth it?

What if this story had a diffferent end?

A different end"

Invoker - Lost//Alone

[ghxst--boy]

"Now, don't come find me 

I won't be here waiting

I so can do it alone 

You're not worth staying

Weren't listening but now there's no way you won't hear

There's a voice emerging in the night so loud and clear

I'll turn it up like you turn me down, I'm not afraid

Hit play, hit play

It's the sound of walking away" 🥀

Hate love those lyrics.