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ghostluvy · 15 days
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Dream boy ⟢ Yandere x Reader (P.3)
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Part 1 / Part 2
1.4k words
TW (cannibalism, abuse, weapons) 18+ only
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The atmosphere was very off. Nothing was different but everything was out of place.
It was cool. The air was stale and smelled of roses. Your skin pricked with goosebumps. “Where’s Merrin?” You whispered out.
Sliding off the bed and the hardwood floor only added to the chill. As you walked closer and closer to the door to exit the bedroom the rose scent got stronger and stronger. “Hmm” you hummed conflicted.
Something is going to happen and you can feel the eerieness. Merrin is home and he’s done something. You can sense it. Taking a deep breath for courage you open the door and step out and there’s Merrin standing right next to the door leaning on the wall. Staring at you like prey to the predator.
“Merrin, what are you doing?” You ask uneasy.
“I was waiting for you to wake up. Today is a very special day for the both of us.” He said with a smile taking over his face. “It’s our anniversary!” He lets out an excited squeal and lunges for me in a crushing hug.
“Oh love, We are going to become one today and forever!” Merrin takes a sniff of your hair and looks down at you with his freakish grin. “Uh… Merrin what do you mean? We’ve had sex before...” You say skittishly.
“No, no, no, silly actually one you in me and me in you my beautiful.” He strokes your hair and licks his lips.
“Come, I have a lot prepared for today” he pulls you towards the kitchen where the knife set he bought lays out on the table. There are no chairs, only pillows on the floor that is covered in rose petals. You can barely see the white tile floor.
You can feel yourself get more and more unsettled. “I’m going to die aren’t I?” You whimpered out.
“Of course not love you know if you die I die this is just us showing our love and commitment to one another.” He says with a passionate look on his face.
A tear slips out of your eye and down your cheek Merrin wipes it away and pulls you down to one of the pillows.
Then grabs a knife and hands it to you.
“A paring knife” Merrin says smirking “It’s small but good for small things like peeling.” Letting out a little giggle he grabs another knife. “And a boning knife it’s pretty obvious what it’s for.” He lets out a laugh at this ‘joke’.
Holding the knife he handed you, looking at it and back at him. “What is this for” confused why he gave you a knife if he was actually going to hurt you.
“We are going to have each other, that way we’ll be together forever, we will be one!” He shouts out excitedly once more.
“I don’t know what you mean?” You say.
“We are going to eat each other, love” He replies with his sinister smile.
You cry harder, the tears won’t stop falling down your face and your nose gets snotty.
Merrin shushes you and rubs your back giving you light neck kisses.
“Why?” You sob.
“Why not? My dear we love each other. All we’re going to do is cut out a piece of each other and consume it as our ultimate commitment to our relationship.” He says calmly to you.
“Please no” you whine. All Merrin does is wait for you to calm down while grinning ear-to-ear.
It takes nearly twenty minutes for you to calm down and you’re all flushed with tear stained cheeks and a frown that won’t fall off your face.
Yet again Merrin hands the knife back to you and reveals his thigh.
“You can cut from here” he points to his inner thigh. “I’ll let you pick where I cut from, it's only fair” he giggles.
“Merrin we can’t do this, it's not normal. This is not normal, please can we just watch a movie or go for a walk.” You cry out. “please Merrin” you desperately try to change his mind on doing this.
“I know you don’t like it as much as I do, my love is normal and my love for you is so strong we have to do this to be together.” Merrin says, stroking your arm.
All you can do is look at him with tears in your eyes, defeated. You nod and point to your upper arm near the shoulder.
Merrin nods his head understanding and shows you his thigh again. You hold your knife up and move your fingers against it, placing it on his thigh.
“I don’t want to hurt you.” You whisper. Merrin replies “You could never hurt me, love.”
He puts his hand on top of yours and puts more pressure on the knife making the contact to his skin deeper.
The small knife digs deeper and deeper into his flesh where a triangle is carved into his skin. It goes further in the squelching and oozing is all you can hear. Your face is buzzing and your hands are numb.
You want to close your eyes badly but that would only make this worse along with the mutilation to his leg.
Time moves slowly but soon enough you have a piece of his thigh in your hand leaking blood covering the pillow, your shirt, and hands.
Merrin shakes a little letting out a small whine. He looks at you in the eyes with a lovesick expression like you just did the deed of a lifetime.
He strokes your chin and gives you a deep and loving kiss on the lips. He gently smiles at you holding out his knife.
It’s long, thin, and sharp. Deadly, it's scary. “Merrin I’m scared” you anxiously say.
“Shhh, you are safe with me beautiful” Merrin shushes you and traces your upper arm with the boning knife. “I’ll be quick I promise” he whispers with that deranged smirk he gets.
Tears continue to slip out of your eyes as you feel the knife dig into your arm. You can feel it move around and the knife goes more into your arm. You feel sick. The pit of your stomach is curling.
You whimper and swallow the bile down. Your nerves are screaming and the warm blood that was once in your body is showering you. Your lower arm and body are drenched in crimson. You feel fuzzy, the pain stops and you shake completely numb.
“Huh?” Merrin tapped you back to reality.
He had a chunk of your flesh in his hand. He hands it to you. “Here, give me mine we’ll feed each other” He smiles “I love you so much” he pulls you to his lap.
Handing him what once was attached to his leg. Merrin holds it and lets out a small chuckle.
He moves the piece closer to your mouth and you move to do the same.
“We’re going to get sick” I say.
Merrin with his lovesick look says “No, our love is too strong to kill us” and shoves the piece of flesh into my mouth and puts the bit in my hand into his mouth.
You hold your breath trying not to spit it out or worse. You shake your head with more tears sliding out. Merrin chews, having a small closed-lip smile on his face in satisfaction. A few minutes pass and he finishes chewing and savoring your tissue.
“You taste wonderful, we should have done this sooner, you are divine”. Merrin says overjoyed.
The flesh is still in your mouth, your cheeks are slightly puffed from it and you don’t know what to do.
Before you can even think of doing something Merrin holds your jaw closed. “Please eat it, baby,” he says. You clamp your jaw down. The tissue mushes in your mouth and blood oozes out of it. You gag, Merrin still has your jaw held shut.
So you continue to grind your teeth into the flesh quickly to make this hell stop.
Swallowing down felt dry even though it was very wet.
You shook from what you just did. You feel overwhelmed, your arm has its own heartbeat and feel hot, your brain is fuzzy and Merrin’s thigh is in your stomach.
Merrin brings you into a hug and he grips you tightly. Kissing your face all over he has a smile stretched on his face. You’re slumped in his lap exhausted from everything that just happened.
Merrin picks you up and walks to the bedroom for a nap and later he’ll claim your insides again.
“I love you” Merrin says cuddling into you.
This is going to be a long day…
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A/N: There’s the end to that crazy ass story. The next piece I’m planning on weighting is a long one that’s has something to do with a monster… Anyways requests are open feel free to ask. <3
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ghostluvy · 18 days
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Dream Boy ⟢ Yandere x Reader (P.2)
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0.9k words
Part 1 / Part 3
TW!!! (Mention of c*cannibalism, weapons, m*rder, a*buse)
“I wish I could eat you”
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Everything is fuzzy, your head feels so light, and all you hear is static.
Light comes to your vision, it's blurry, the static is humming.
“Merrin?” You think it’s him no one else hums when you sleep. You were with him right? Who else would you be with?
“Dear, you scared me.” He caresses your hair. “I thought I hugged you to death.” Merrin giggles pulling you into his lap holding your cheeks to look at him.
He stares into your eyes for a few moments with that uncanny smile he always gets around you.
Everything was still slow to you out of focus and woozy. Like you’ve been spinning fast then lay on the floor.
“Look at me!” Merrin yells frustrated. “You look everywhere but never at me.” He holds your face tighter, cupping your face so you can only look ahead.
He sighs and pulls your face in for a kiss. Not responding fast enough he gets more upset. “Why don’t you love me?!” Merrin pulls your head down to his where your foreheads meet. He takes more exaggerated sighs.
Letting go of your head you bounce up only to see him with tears in his cloudy blue eyes. “I never hurt you, I have only shown you love.” Another inhale. “Why do you do this? Why are you always scared now?” A tear falls down his face and your oversized white shirt is in his fists.
“I wish you would be how you used to be, so happy and loving to me.” A huff is let out once more. You feel trapped knowing no matter what you say he’s going to react in an unfavorable way.
“Sorry, I do love you Merrin.” As you say that as he pulls on your shirt harder making you get pushed into his chest.
His arms only tighten and breathing gets difficult. Your body gets more tense by the second. “Merrin” You puff out, tapping his shoulder rapidly trying to pull away from him. “I can’t-“ grasping out words became impossible as he squeezed your ribs harder.
“Shhh” he smirks “You’re so cute like this all desperate and needy” Merrin stands the both of you up and lets go of you.
You fall to the floor and choke on getting air back into your abused lungs. Your ribs feel like they’re going to cave into your body. Some spit on the side of your mouth is wiped off by Merrin. He laughs at your misery and kneels to kiss you.
It’s gross your mouth is covered in spit and Merrin is licking your lips and chin then shoving his tongue in your mouth for a ‘taste’ as he calls it.
Merrin pulls away to catch his breath and you go back to taking deep inhales and exhales to get the air your body desired. He looks down at you “you taste so good, why can’t you always love me like that, sweet.”
“Okay?” You grasp out confused , not able to comprehend anything from the lack of air. You sprawl out on the floor arms and legs stretching out thinking (“I want to go home.”)
“I’m going to bed Merrin, I’m tired” you tell him in hopes he’ll just let you sleep. “It’s only 5 you aren’t sleepy come with me to the kitchen I want to show you what I bought”
“Huh? Can’t it wait I’m really tired Merrin” Praying this will work and I can sleep.
It didn’t work Merrin pushes you toward the kitchen where a small leather box is layed on the counter. He grabs one on the chairs from the table and places it next to the counter. “Sit sence you are so tired.” He taps the cushion on the chair and I walk over and sit on the cold metal chair.
Merrin opens the box ecstatically and inside is a knife set. The handles of each knife are rosewood, a light red tint and glossy. As he picks on up to show me the sharp object your reflection is clear and you can imagine the violence these will cause.
Your eyes are wide and you start to shake. Merrin gets his eerie smile again looking at your neck. Leaning down he gives it a small peck and a light bite. He lets out a quiet moan.
“The things I could do to you.” Looking at you with raw desire. “These knives are beautiful, never as beautiful as you love” Merrin moves the knife close to your neck “the color red is undeniably stunning”
“But your shade of red it’s the most gorgeous” He hums, pulling the knife away and back to the box set on the counter.
The chair you're in feels hot too hot it’s not cold anymore it’s burning you. And all you can do is grip the sides of the chair hoping he doesn’t crave your taste for now. Knowing that last time he had a craving it nearly killed you.
The shaking hasn’t stopped as fear is seeping out of you onto the chair like spilled ink on paper. He laughs and holds your thighs. “You're shaking dear. Am I making you nervous?” The grin never leaving his face as he says “I’m not hungry yet, don’t worry my one and only.”
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Writers note:
I wasn’t expecting to get any likes on my other post so I decided as a thank you to get out of my comfort zone and write again. I hope y’all liked this because I’m iffy on it. <3
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ghostluvy · 19 days
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Dream Boy ⟢ Yandere x reader
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Reader is fem but no physical description <3
This was inspired by a dumb dream I had and some past experiences :)) lmk about any spelling errors. This is my first public post!
Maybe part 1 of something…
Tw (r*pe , c*nibslism and a*buse topics)
Part 2 / Part 3
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“The way your body felt on me.” He smirked his eyes, skimming my body once more.
“I knew you were made for me the moment I noticed you”
“So fragile and all mine!” He grabbed my wrist tightly like a snake wrapping around its prey.
“You feel so good, I’ll never have enough.” Leaning into my neck he takes a inhale of my scent and kisses it.
Looking at him… The man that once gave me butterflies now makes me nervous. The kind of nervous that strikes your fight or flight. The nervousness that I wish to bleed out of my body. “Love, look at me.” He pulls my wrist again pushing me onto him.
“Merrin” You pause not knowing what mood he is in.
“What is it, My One?” Holding you tighter, your throat closed up from the discomfort he gives you. The feeling from the previous night came back. Merrin was always a little odd but that’s what you liked about him, he was different like you. You yourself have always been a little unique, but you liked that it always left a mark on others because you were different… a good different.
The other night Merrin made dinner as a date. Just you, him, and each other's company. It was a good night until it got darker and he decided it was time to share bodies.
This was not normal though. Merrin knew you weren’t comfortable with your looks and body. He knew you so well that you weren’t into the idea of intimacy. Yet a plate broke and the walls cracked. The light blue sheets turned black just like his eyes that were once a dusty blue changed into a creature of inky black.
The ink colored your skin purple. And he called you beautiful. If only you listened to your gut telling you no when you thought he was handsome months ago.
“Sweet” Merrin shakes you to get your attention back. “What were you looking at? Look at me, only me, love.” He says pinching my chin to look in his eyes again. “Sorry” you say, pulling your head back and rubbing your chin, soothing the annoying pain.
“Um… Do you think we could go outside today? Even on the porch just to feel the sun for a little bit?” You ask in hopes he would let you have some peace.
“Another time” Merrin says in a slightly annoyed tone. He pushes you onto the couch and lays on top of you breathing you in almost like he’s trying to sink into your skin.
Merrin holds his breath and looks at you with a demented look shading his face.
“I wish I could eat you,” he whispers, twisting his arms around you.
All you can see again is ink and the sun bleeding through the curtains
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