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Random life update i guess

- I am in college getting my second degree. I have an associates in early education and getting a bach in elementary education.

- I turned 22

- I got engaged! To my boyfriend of 3 years. Trying on a wedding dress made me have a breakdown about my weight but hey I’m marrying my dream man

- we adopted a kitten

Those are the positives. My ED was easy for awhile as in, I was able to eat. But it’s back and I’m so tired of this shit I just want to eat and not think about gaining weight.

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in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it , in two weeks you’ll feel it , in four weeks you’ll hear it , in 8 weeks you’ll see it.

IN TWO WEEKS YOU’LL FEEL IT, IN FOUR WEEKS YOU’LL HEAR IT. IN EIGHT WEEKS YOU’LL SEE IT.

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The fact I will never truly know the amount of calories in what I consume is enough to send me over the edge

#ed bllog #tw ana shit #ana rant #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #tw ed rant #notprojustusingthetags #tw ana diary #pro a4a

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why not me

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Does anyone know of good milk substitutes that isn’t almond milk?? I cant have tree nut products in my house and all ana recipes call for almond milk..

#ed bllog #tw ana shit #tw ed diet #ana meal #ana rant #ana trigger #ed not sherran

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Some of my favorite thinspo✨🍓

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˗ˏˋ low cal starbucks drinks for autumn ! ´ˎ˗

♡. Skinny Iced Apple Crisp

Order: Grande iced americano [15], 2 pumps apple brown sugar [40], 2-3 pumps SF vanilla [0], splash of almond milk [~10], cinnamon [0]

Total cals: ~65

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♡. Skinny Pumpkin Cream Cold Brew

Order: Grande cold brew w/ cold foam [45], 1 pump pumpkin sauce (can be mixed with the foam) [30], 2 pumps SF vanilla [0], splash of almond milk [~10], opt. pumpkin spice blend [0]

Total cals: ~85

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♡. Pumpkin Toffee (hot or iced)

Order: Grande americano [15], 1 pump pumpkin sauce [30], 1 pump toffee syrup [20], splash of almond milk [~10], opt pumpkin spice [0]

Total cals: ~75

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♡. Pumpkin Chai (hot or iced)

Order: Grande chai tea latte w/ almond milk [110], 1 pump chai [20], 1-2 pumps SF vanilla [0], pumpkin spice [0], opt. pumpkin sauce [30] or add espresso [5] to make it a dirty chai

Total cals: ~130-165

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♡. Caramel Apple Coffee (hot or iced)

Order: Grande americano [15], 1 pump cinnamon dolce [20], 1 pump apple brown sugar [20], 1 pump caramel [20], splash of almond milk [~10], opt. spiced apple drizzle [~40]

Total cals: ~85-125

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♡. Pumpkin Hot Chocolate

Order: Short hot chocolate w/ almond milk, no whip, 2 pumps mocha* [100], 1 pump pumpkin sauce [30], pumpkin spice blend [0]

Total cals: 130

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♡. Spiced Vanilla (hot or iced)

Order: Grande americano [15] or grande cold brew with foam [45], 2 pumps SF vanilla [0], 1 pump cinnamon dolce [20], cinnamon [0], splash of almond milk [~10], opt. if getting foam you can ask for it to be blended with cinnamon

Total cals: ~45-65

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**Not a barista, all information from Starbucks website or multiple other websites!! Always round up!! <3**

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fave th1nsp0

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Do you guys cry because someone ate your safe food? Because im weeping on the kitchen floor because my bf ate my safe food i was saving

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My long distance best friend is supposed to visit me for my birthday in October and I hope I can lose at least 15-20lbs before then to shock her

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if only

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Low cal Ana sweets

Been getting cravings lately so I made this <33

BLOCK DO NOT REPORT

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And i oop-

#tw ana diary #tw ana shit #ana rant #tw ed rant #ed not sheeren #ed bllog #tw ed diet

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Someone unalive me why the fuck is my snacks higher than my meals. Please send me safe/low cal foods

#tw ana fast #tw ed diet #ed not ed sheeran #ed bllog #tw ed rant #ana trigger #tw ana shit #ana meal

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ALT FEM TH!NSP0

i KNOW these aren't all one catagory(alt, emo, grunge, etc) but i thought it'd be nice to make one of these! It was pretty fun to do

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Saving this🖤🖤🖤

Lunch was the highlight of my day ☀️

Not to mention it was super hot outside in Miami

My lunch was…. (Insert drumroll)

Starbucks Ice coffee

Venti ofc

With almond milk & sugar free vanilla syrup

48 Calories

It’s a super skinny coffee 💋 your welcome loves 💕

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My current favourite winter food🧡🍠

Total calories: about 156 kcl

1 mashed sweet potato (about 115 kcl)

1 teaspoon honey (21 kcl)

1/4 glass milk/about 50 gm (20 kcl)

A dash of cinnamon + vanilla extract to taste 💕

Before peeling the sweet potatoes I bake them for like 10 minutes to give them better taste and softer texture. then I peel and mash them, add the rest of the ingredients and mix together. It's tasty and healthy and reallyy filling. I usually go for double the ingredients!