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#christopher hitchens

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colonial America was a treasure to the king of England. To him, all were slaves paying him treasure to live on his land. That all changed with Thomas Paine “common sense”. The white former “serfs” fought and defeated the king to be free from paying him. That meant they got to be “the king” and got very rich off the free labor of former Africans enslaved by them. That free labor paid off the war debt and funded the birth of the United States. Everything you know about the new US was funded by slavery. That's incentive. Dread king George III without slavery, beloved George Washington, representative government, Bill of rights, an army and navy with it. Freedom for white male property owners before 1920. It grew to freedom for everybody by 1964. A first in human history. We colonize to drive off nuclear arms. So it's not freedom world wide. But access to wealth has never been greater for minorities. Lil Wayne? He's a young black man grew up poor. Very rich now. Blacks enjoy access to free education, mortgage, employment and suffrage. Blacks access socialized health and welfare equally with whites. So, deduct that from reparations and call it even.

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Back when the US Press Gang put you in a jungle die so Dow got tax money for napalm. Just kidding, Honeywell got the money. And GE. It did inspire egalitarian thinking, all socioeconomic classes besides the rich getting shot at to pay GD.

#press gang #military industrial complex #egalitarian #napalm death

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Daddy aged out of eligibility for being drafted. boom, who are these new people in the house and cars in daddy's spot in the driveway? They were mommy's rotation of paramours, "replacement of him" candidates. This was a good idea for both of them but it was hell on a small boy used to daddy being around the house. Instead, gatherings of teen and twenty somethings took his place in the house. They made me miss him. They were inhospitable. I didn't know it, but I was a threat to them. I went to public school and had contact with the larger adult population of the community. These gatherings were composed of young adults who had reasons for secrecy. They were marijuana users at a time when that practice was a felony by itself. To do it around a small child was a lot more serious than even that offense. So they didn't like me. I'd be in the house when they were there, just a month after my dad had moved away. The same place that was my comfort zone and it was made miserable by this new group . I'd be in the house when they wanted to burn a joint. It was not ok to do that in the house when I was there. Then somebody just did it. I was seated on the couch next to somebody else who also was next to somebody else and so on. It was kind of a circle of friends, me aside of course. I was facinated by what happened, It smelled so weird. It got passed from one to the next of the circle. When it reached the person next to me, somebody across from both he and I said something out loud like"hey, wonder what a kid is like stoned". I don't remember what reaction there was but the little pipe that ended up in my mouth. It burned my lips. The smoke was terrible tasting. I didn't get high from it. but something happened that changed me forever. I didn't get high. I didn't get addicted. I got accepted. I got warmth. I went from the pain of having these people make me miss my dad so much to these people restoring comfort to me. They must have trusted me for the first time. All because I tried the pipe. That's what made me want to do it again. If I couldn't have dad move back in and be what it was before he left, I could have this warmth from these people. I became a trusted person, a confidant. A guy had girl trouble, a girl had guy trouble. I was there to talk to. I was a little bit advanced in talking, my dad had a big vocabulary and it rubbed off. So when I talked it naturally came out. They were astonished that I was so well spoken and could command vocabulary they hadn't really used before. I was a stoner because I wanted my dad but got them. Pot did something for me. I wasn't miserable for the first time in a long time. The next day I went to school, kindergarten. But I knew never to talk. It was deliverance from pain and I cultivated that deliverance by keeping quiet. It worked. The next month, I still wanted that warmth from strangers who could give it only if I was down. Missing daddy wasn't so bad anymore. Daddy aged out of eligibility for being drafted. Boom.

#vietnam war #cannabis #feelings

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All the other occasions I've seen red I came to in a strange bed next to unconscious strange girls. Picked through a box marked lost and found. Walk of shame in girl pants like iggy. Girl pants are dumb. Oh, my overworked junk.

#walk of shame

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250 thou years watching and ignoring humanity's violence and degradation... but no...sky friend waits until the latest 3 thou to lift a finger for humanity...err...OK the tiny fraction of them in a single tribe in Mediterranean desert ignoring the vast majority living in the Americas, Asia, Africa and australia. A fairy tale for tourists enabling despots to induce fear in subjects to preserve their own power at the expense of individual freedom. A great ruin of happiness and free will thus ensued so one king could be happy. Get in the way, be found guilty of heresy.

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Although I did use SQL in applying that math to inform the transit agency on the timing they'd out of expansion money. Then I used related rates to build correlated sub queries. This put Kelly girls out in the street. A transit system was enhanced. Onlyfans was created.

#onlyfans

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I get the anti trump position. Using anti Vietnam War to support that position likens him to people innocent of diverting taxes to Defense contractors at the great expense of Vietnamese and American lives. He is evil. They are not evil. They are not cowards. They stood for peace

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the other thought is decision making. You knew all this yet waited until now to go in cold with no rapport. Instead you invested your effort in non digital retail grocer business. You had all that time to get internships yet you toe'd the line at a job. What choice is left but to maximize return on that. Look for niche opportunities along the way. Avoid traps like organized crime. Unicorns don't all just happen the same. I never understood kids who stuck around in college who didn't do STEM. This outcome is exactly what kept me in STEM. who wants to end up right where they were at 18 after college. I mean I did end up at big box wholesalers as a life raft until rescue. But STEM made all the difference. I got to the point where I was automating the job doing database programming. It wasn't what I wanted but it was a big deal. Enjoy life. Help others. A business degree was an obvious indicator that I would need a daddy to get out of kitchen and warehouse work. It wasn't for you. You thought it was OK; that you'll just finish and put a suit on ignoring the 500 classmates you saw every day who had daddys and therefore could afford to sit through it.

#stem #nepotism

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Notice by a land owner of successful removal of a scofflaw's car...If ownership wasn't theft I'd add my congratulations. All that has happened is a car thief was inconvenienced and put into fraudulent debt by a property thief. It's bizarre that one thief is villainized here while the other is lionized. They should both be in chains.

#marxism

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Maybe I should continue to believe in you. I do know who you are. And I know also all the worrisome tendencies you've always had, starting with being an addict and the AA drivel that's been hammered into you. It's a small misstep from alcoholism to assholism and some get stuck there. I feel about you the way one feels about a lovely child lost to mental illness. I know that's too close to reality in so many ways but you get the idea. I can't just scratch you off my mind, along with the entire dichotomy about you. I feel like the blind vaisha, except one eye sees good and the other sees evil, instead of past and future. Yes, you are appalling. Yes, I miss you.

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Since we truced in Korea, the Dow chemical/GE/Boeing/Raytheon/GD/Rocketdyne/Aerojet gravy train at the expense of our young men and 7 million Vietnamese children is why we send the military into conflict. Successful democracy abroad depends on slavery not American victory or belief. That's why democracy fails in the UN era- free labor is a war crime. We impoverished a generation of Americans in the depression to reduce the choices to military service and hunger to make the war machine. That's what I see when those Jets make noise.

#climate criminals #climate emergency

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The go to on that is being unable to reuse recent innovations in processes. I come up with a great idea, implement it then later after many days I agonize in self doubt, which kills my memory of the innovation. Then only to re deduce the whole process.

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LBJ is the assassin's mastermind. He had huge motive, means and opportunity. He was very close to indictment when Kennedy won. He was days from arrest when he took the oath. he had a trusted death squad in dallas since the 1940s. He also was in possession of a Bible when no Bible could be found for his oath. He knew to threaten all present to intimidate them into never leaking him packing a Bible. He was the head of the murder conspiracy to assassinate Kennedy. His network was in the plaza to finish any botched job. E. Howard hunt was on the sidewalk by the schoolbook building in a disguise.

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Ownership is theft. Free the political prisoners whose 1st,4th,5th&9th amendments' protections are infringed by your regime. You are liable. Confiscate all private property for distribution to the prisoners. Then sing this thuggish tune as you replace them on the sidewalk. Rubber bullet courtesy to you.

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I go missing too. I'm pretty ugly by comparison so that's maybe why heartfelt posts are yet to exist. Like most strays, I like to put a whuppin on the neighbors. Is that weird.

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Lost mine at a movie trying to get right with a local deputy's daughter. Wasn't full of folding cash but man you'd ve thought launch codes given how stressed I was. Launch was a success for those scoring at home. Come to think, I did. Score. At home.