gemjitsu

[gemjitsu]

Hello, I am new here. 🤚🏼I’ve never blogged, but I’m using this as a healing space. I’ve always been fair at writing, and I hold a lot of emotions within and I have never felt comfortable sharing my feelings. I feel okay about sharing things here, as I do not know anyone who uses this platform, and I can remain pretty well anonymous if I want to. 🥸 If you have anything to say to me, I only ask that you be kind, and respectful of my process. I googled some quiz questions, I’m shy and sensitive, don’t really know how to do a bedazzling intro. Lol 🤩

Is my name named after someone? No. My name is Tiffany, and my mother told me my name came to her in a dream. 🪬🔮

What is my zodiac sign? I am a Sagittarius Sun and Moon, Pisces Rising. 🌝🌚🐠

What is my favorite color? I love all colors, and my favorite changes frequently but I think right now I really like fluorescent red and shades of blue. Pink also is one of my favorites. 💜💙🩵💚💛🧡❤️🩷🎨

My favorite sport? I’m not much of a sports follower but I have been training jiu jitsu for about a year. 🫱🏼🤛🏼🥋

What kind of clothes do I like to wear? Comfortable clothes. If I could live in sweat pants and it would be socially acceptable, I would do it. 🥱

My favorite number? 3, 11, 13, 28 🍀

My favorite month of the year? November! 🍂🍁🍃

What is my favorite food? Anything sweet and spicy combination. I love Chinese food, and Mexican food. Love to cook! 🌮

What is my favorite song? Which genre? This is very hard to decide as I enjoy all sorts of music and have many favorites. My feel good song is “Roots” by The Green. 💚 🎼🎶

What kind of weather will make me feel uncomfortable? Probably a tornado, doesn’t sound too comfy. 🌪️

What is my current job? I am a physical therapy assistant. ⚕️❤️‍🩹🏃🏼‍♀️

Am I a disciplined person? Very disciplined. 🪷

Do I have any tattoos? Yes I have 4 tattoos. A yin-yang, a cherry blossom, some feathers, and a mountain goat. ☯️🐐

What is my pet’s name? 2 Dogs, Julius and Lilah, 1 cat, named George. 🐶🐶🐱

How do I go to work? Drive myself, thanks. :) 🚙

Where do I come from? Wyoming🇺🇸

What is my sexual orientation? Straight, Married. 💍

Do I collect anything? Yes. I collect gemstones/crystals, herbs, oddities, esoteric things. 💎🔮🌷☀️🌙✨🌿🍄

What kind of cars do I like? Subie gang. 🫶🏼

Describe my relationship with my family. It’s pretty complicated… I love my family, but shits kinda everywhere, and crazy. 😵‍💫

Do I intend to have children? At this point, if it happens it happens but I’m not really planning for it. I have two step children who are 17 and 19. 💫

If I could be someone else, who would I be? Me, but an improved version of me. 😇

Is my current job the same as my dream job? I love my job. I don’t know what my dream job is, I’d love to do something with art or holistic healing but it’s hard to say. I have too many interests and I get bored too easily to confidently say. Like if I could get paid to go to college and learn all the jobs, I would. I just love to learn. 🤓🤓🤓

When was the last time I was angry? Why? Who am I angry with? I get angry at jiu jitsu for sure. 😡😂

How did my worst breakup go? Not well, but for the best. 👍🏻

When was the biggest fight between me and my parents? Why? Well, I didn’t tell my dad that I got married, he found out 5 years later and was very hurt that I didn’t include him or the rest of my family in on my special day. I got married at the courthouse, my husbands best friend and my best friend as witnesses, and no one else was there. The plan was to have a real wedding one day, but I never could afford it. 🤫

Do I easily trust others? No. I have a select few I consider trustworthy. 🤨🤔

What kind of people do I hate the most? I don’t really hate anyone. I just can’t stand people who bum off of people and don’t even try to get a job. Oh! And people who intentionally litter. 🙄😑

Who was my first love? Why did we break up? Josh was my first real love. I had lots of “boyfriends” when I was younger…truly I was super boy crazy!! And a prude. 😆 I always thought the grass was greener somewhere else, and I got bored easily in relationships, and judgy. Idk, I stuck with Josh for two years, and then he started wearing girl pants and starting acting emo, and THAT was not my jam. Lol Dodged a bullet I think. He’s a cowboy now, and has a bunch of kids and baby mamas. He seems happy overall from what I’ve gathered on social media over the years, and that is comforting to me that everything happens for a reason. He’s a good person. I do only hope for the best for him and always will. 🛹👍🏻, 🖤😭👎🏻, 🤠👩‍🍼👩🏻‍🍼👩🏼‍🍼

What is my biggest fear? Why? I fear I will never feel comfortable in my own skin. 😰

What makes me most proud of myself? I do not often think of this. I spend more time putting myself down than trying to build myself up to be honest. I’m working on that though. For now, I guess I will say I’m most proud that I just keep going even when shit sucks. 😂 I’m also proud of my accomplishments and my artsy creations. 😊

If I could have one wish, what would it be? I would wish for more love and happiness and less anxiety and worry. 🥰

How comfortable is death for me? Trying to avoid it for now, I haven’t lived enough yet. Working on it though. ☠️

How do I like others to see me? I like them to see that I’m caring, and healthy, happy, and fun. 🤩

Who is the most important person in my life? My therapist would tell me that I’m supposed to feel like I’m the most important person in my life. I’m trying to learn how to agree. My family and friends are the most important. 🤷🏼‍♀️

What is true for me no matter what? You have to fight for your peace. ✌🏻

What was one failure that I turned into my biggest lesson? I failed many times, but I get back up and try again. Like my professor tells me, “Just keep showing up. Cuz ain’t nothin’ getting better if you ain’t showin’ up.” 🥷🏼

What are my priorities right now? I’m setting small achievable goals for myself right now. Currently working on self care, mentally, physically, and emotionally. I also have a family oriented goal of trying to make more of an effort to just be happy and enjoy the little things. 🛁🧘🏼‍♀️💆‍♀️

Do I believe that fate is predestined or self-determined? I do believe there are timely coincidences to note about throughout life. I believe we ride energetic waves to our greatest potential if we “tap in” and can stay tapped in without all of life’s stressors affecting the ability to do that. I also believe in luck and love. I believe in karma. I believe that all humans (myself included) as a whole… we can do better at some things. 👁️

If a relationship or job makes me unhappy, do I choose to stay or leave? I always stay. 😬

How many scars do I have on my body? Just one. On my nose. It’s honestly barely noticeable, but I see it and it’s a reminder of my strength. 💪🏻

Have I been in a traffic accident? I’ve been in a few. All come with lifelong lessons. Be present, be alert, be sober, and wear your seatbelt. ⛑️

What song do I only sing when I’m alone? “Sinner” by Leilani Wolfgramm. I don’t really sing in front of anyone though. So most songs I sing are when I am alone. I also love to sing the song “Vintage” by Blu DeTiger. 🤗