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today is a great day to remember doyle is a canon bisexual king because they confirm the visions can only be passed on through love, which means in cordelia's alternate universe, doyle loved angel and kissed him before he died instead -
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ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  thatā€™sĀ  aĀ  wholeĀ  lotĀ  oā€™Ā  littleĀ  lambsĀ  lininā€™Ā  upĀ  toĀ  beĀ  slaughtered.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  maybeĀ  commentĀ  isĀ  aĀ  stretchĀ  šššš˜šš˜Ā  šš‘šš˜šš—ššŽššœšš,Ā  butĀ  doyleĀ  hasĀ  neverĀ  beenĀ  goodĀ  atĀ  bitingĀ  tongue,Ā  especiallyĀ  notĀ  asĀ  eyesĀ  cautiouslyĀ  watchĀ  theseĀ  supposedĀ  -Ā  potentialsĀ  trainĀ  inĀ  buffyā€™sĀ  yard.Ā  halfĀ  -Ā  demonĀ  hasĀ  beenĀ  onĀ  š—²š—±š—“š—²Ā  theĀ  momentĀ  heĀ  enteredĀ  sunnydale.Ā  theĀ  airĀ  isĀ  thickĀ  here;Ā  Ā  everyĀ  cornerĀ  drownsĀ  inĀ  unpredictableĀ  powerĀ  Ā  &Ā  Ā  evenĀ  inĀ  humanĀ  form,Ā  sensesĀ  areĀ  overwhelmedĀ  byĀ  thatĀ  undeniableĀ  scentĀ  ofĀ  imminentĀ  danger,Ā  theĀ  firstĀ  evilĀ  makingĀ  anĀ  alreadyĀ  -Ā  strongĀ  hotspotĀ  evenĀ  moreĀ  š©šØš­šžš§š­.Ā  losĀ  angelesĀ  suddenlyĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  seemĀ  soĀ  bad.Ā  itā€™sĀ  aĀ  visitĀ  forĀ  him,Ā  leavingĀ  behindĀ  homeĀ  temporarilyĀ  toĀ  transportĀ  anotherĀ  futureĀ  slayerĀ  toĀ  buffy,Ā  guidedĀ  toĀ  himĀ  byĀ  vision.Ā  evenĀ  theĀ  powersĀ  thatĀ  beĀ  areĀ  inĀ  thisĀ  fightĀ  withĀ  slayer.Ā  heĀ  nervouslyĀ  tapsĀ  fileĀ  againstĀ  palmĀ  aĀ  coupleĀ  ofĀ  timesĀ  beforeĀ  armĀ  extends,Ā  passingĀ  itĀ  over.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  everythingĀ  weĀ  gotĀ  onĀ  herĀ  isĀ  inĀ  this.Ā  sheā€™sĀ  young.Ā  noĀ  parents,Ā  noĀ  family.Ā  foundĀ  herĀ  atĀ  aĀ  teenĀ  shelterĀ  runĀ  byĀ  ourĀ  friend,Ā  anne.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  aĀ  name,Ā  ššŒšš˜šš’šš—ššŒšš’ššššŽšš—ššššŠšš•šš•šš¢,Ā  buffyĀ  herselfĀ  aidedĀ  inĀ  bestowingĀ  uponĀ  theĀ  ownerĀ  onceĀ  uponĀ  aĀ  time.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  doesnā€™tĀ  listenĀ  toĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  ofĀ  š š®š¢šššš§šœšž,Ā  soĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  youā€™reĀ  gonnaĀ  haveĀ  yourĀ  handsĀ  full.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  although,Ā  theyĀ  seemĀ  fullĀ  enoughĀ  asĀ  itĀ  is.Ā  doyleĀ  hasnā€™tĀ  beenĀ  backĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  deadĀ  long.Ā  rippedĀ  outĀ  ofĀ  hellĀ  dimensionĀ  byĀ  wolframĀ  Ā  &Ā  Ā  hartĀ  toĀ  sweetenĀ  theĀ  dealĀ  offeredĀ  toĀ  angelĀ  andĀ  yet,Ā  itĀ  seemed,Ā  notĀ  aĀ  wholeĀ  lotĀ  hadĀ  changed.Ā  theĀ  worldĀ  continuedĀ  toĀ  beĀ  atĀ  š—½š—²š—暝—¶š—¹š—¼š˜‚š˜€Ā  š—暝—¶š˜€š—ø.Ā  apparentlyĀ  sacrificeĀ  onlyĀ  wentĀ  soĀ  far.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  angelĀ  suggestedĀ  itĀ  mightĀ  beĀ  bestĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  hungĀ  aroundĀ  forĀ  aĀ  while.Ā  mightĀ  helpĀ  triggerĀ  someĀ  visions,Ā  beingĀ  inĀ  theĀ  thickĀ  oā€™Ā  it.Ā  iĀ  personallyĀ  wouldā€™aĀ  preferredĀ  aĀ  paidĀ  vacationĀ  toĀ  hawaii,Ā  butĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  iā€™mĀ  here.Ā  ifĀ  youĀ  needĀ  it.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚
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aĀ  partĀ  ofĀ  doyleĀ  understandsĀ  whyĀ  theĀ  powersĀ  thatĀ  beĀ  handĀ  -Ā  selectedĀ  himĀ  forĀ  thisĀ  particularĀ  mission.Ā  Ā  Ā  āø»Ā  Ā  Ā  anotherĀ  ensouledĀ  vampireĀ  inĀ  needĀ  ofĀ  aid.Ā  wasnā€™tĀ  thatĀ  hisĀ  speciality?Ā  andĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  stopsĀ  toĀ  considerĀ  theĀ  comparisons,Ā  theĀ  realisationĀ  thatĀ  theyĀ  arenā€™tĀ  soĀ  šššš’ššššššŽšš›ššŽšš—ššĀ  theseĀ  daysĀ  sinksĀ  in.Ā  fromĀ  š—±š—²š—®š—±Ā  toĀ  ššš„š¢šÆšž,Ā  theyĀ  bothĀ  sacrificedĀ  itĀ  allĀ  toĀ  saveĀ  theĀ  world.Ā  toĀ  atoneĀ  forĀ  pastĀ  sinsĀ  and,Ā  ifĀ  theyā€™reĀ  honest,Ā  toĀ  impressĀ  aĀ  girl.Ā  spikeĀ  isĀ  aĀ  farĀ  cryĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  ruthlessĀ  vampireĀ  heĀ  metĀ  whenĀ  angelĀ  investigationsĀ  firstĀ  opened,Ā  butĀ  thenĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  soĀ  isĀ  angel,Ā  tangledĀ  withĀ  theĀ  enemyĀ  inĀ  anĀ  evilĀ  lawĀ  firmĀ  theyĀ  onceĀ  activelyĀ  foughtĀ  against.Ā  aĀ  lotĀ  hasĀ  changed.Ā  tooĀ  muchĀ  almost.Ā  still,Ā  heĀ  followsĀ  visionsĀ  magicallyĀ  restoredĀ  toĀ  himĀ  theĀ  sameĀ  dayĀ  hellĀ  spatĀ  himĀ  backĀ  out.Ā  itĀ  happenedĀ  inĀ  aĀ  flash.Ā  lindseyĀ  wentĀ  up,Ā  doyleĀ  cameĀ  down,Ā  andĀ  whileĀ  everyĀ  instinctĀ  wantedĀ  toĀ  takeĀ  himĀ  toĀ  šØš„šĀ  šŸš«š¢šžš§šš¬,Ā  guidanceĀ  fromĀ  aboveĀ  insteadĀ  broughtĀ  himĀ  toĀ  thisĀ  bar.Ā  toĀ  theĀ  onceĀ  -Ā  fearedĀ  williamĀ  theĀ  bloody,Ā  whoā€™dĀ  alreadyĀ  Ā  Ā  (Ā  Ā  accordingĀ  toĀ  thoseĀ  migraineĀ  -Ā  inducingĀ  visionsĀ  Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā  beenĀ  fooledĀ  onceĀ  byĀ  aĀ  manĀ  claimingĀ  toĀ  beĀ  him.Ā Ā 
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ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  thatĀ  isĀ  aĀ  trulyĀ  colourfulĀ  pictureĀ  youā€™reĀ  painting.Ā  justĀ  asĀ  šš™šš˜ššŽšššš’ššŒĀ  asĀ  iĀ  remember.Ā  although,Ā  ifĀ  yeā€™Ā  donā€™tĀ  mindĀ  meĀ  sayinā€™,Ā  youĀ  wereĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  scarierĀ  backĀ  then.Ā  hadĀ  thatĀ  wholeĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  ššžšÆš¢š„Ā  š¦ššš²Ā  šœššš«šžĀ  imageĀ  workinā€™Ā  forĀ  yer.Ā  this,Ā  thisĀ  sightĀ  iā€™mĀ  seeingĀ  rightĀ  here?Ā  itā€™sĀ  lessĀ  devil,Ā  moreĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  pityĀ  partyĀ  forĀ  one.Ā  iĀ  donā€™tĀ  wannaĀ  useĀ  theĀ  wordĀ  pathetic,Ā  butĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  doesnā€™tĀ  haveĀ  to.Ā  theĀ  š—¶š—ŗš—½š—¹š—¶š—°š—®š˜š—¶š—¼š—»Ā  lingersĀ  heavyĀ  inĀ  theĀ  air,Ā  eyesĀ  wideningĀ  justĀ  slightĀ  inĀ  aĀ  playfulĀ  manner.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  youĀ  wereĀ  aĀ  lotĀ  nicerĀ  toĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  guyĀ  pretendinā€™Ā  tā€™Ā  beĀ  me.Ā  yā€™know,Ā  badĀ  hair.Ā  weird,Ā  littleĀ  temporaryĀ  tattooĀ  fix.Ā  terribleĀ  fashionĀ  sense.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  heā€™sĀ  oneĀ  toĀ  talk.Ā  resurrectedĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  deadĀ  andĀ  doyleĀ  stillĀ  sitsĀ  inĀ  thatĀ  sameĀ  brownĀ  leatherĀ  jacketĀ  cordeliaĀ  usedĀ  toĀ  mockĀ  himĀ  forĀ  wearing,Ā  butĀ  theĀ  ššššŠšš–šš’šš•šš’ššŠšš›šš’šššš¢Ā  offersĀ  himĀ  comfortĀ  inĀ  anĀ  otherwiseĀ  unfamiliarĀ  situation.Ā  handĀ  extendsĀ  then,Ā  offeringĀ  itĀ  toĀ  theĀ  blondĀ  vampireĀ  asĀ  aĀ  formĀ  ofĀ  introduction.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  ā€˜mĀ  doyle.Ā  heĀ  whoĀ  seesĀ  theĀ  future.Ā  iĀ  hearĀ  youā€™veĀ  beenĀ  lookinā€™Ā  forĀ  me.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚
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SPIKE TRULY THOUGHT HE WAS DONE FOR WHEN HE WATCHED AND REVELED THAT PURE RAY OF SUNSHINE THAT BEAMED THROUGH THE HELLMOUTH IN SUNNYDALE STRAIGHT FROM THE POWER IN HIS NECKLACE. he was at peace and content with the idea of sacrificing himself for the greater good and, an even better reason, for buffy summers: the love of his absolutely pathetic yet interesting life. he'd do anything for her and he did exactly that. he did this thinking there would be no resurrection for the soul he obtained and yet, here he was, living and breathing in this dank, dark pub ----- well, partially living, anyway.
HE NEEDED A DRINK ( OR THREE ) TO BURY THE FEELING OF DREADFULNESS THAT FOLLOWED HIM LIKE A SHADOW EVERY DAY SINCE HE'S BEEN BACK. he had been grateful for winifred to fix what happened to his corporeal body but that didn't fix the notion of feeling like you were caught between two worlds without a single, meaningful purpose. his existence was forced upon with no trace of why or how or what this meant for him or the future. was he supposed to go look for buffy? was he supposed to stay here and help angel fight the forces of evil within this law firm? he really needed some guidance. without him even knowing his prayers were about to be answered, @frstsoldier had just walked through the doors of the pub spike was sulking and brooding in; in the corner where only one light dimly shed some visual of a vampire drinking and tearing up. he sniffled and wiped at his glistening, blue eyes, looking over to this right to see someone staring a little too long at him. this irritated him. ā€œ aye, mate, if you like what you see why don't you take a bleedin' picture, yeah ? otherwise, sod off and leave a man sulk in peace before i take your beady lil' eyeballs out and feed em' to the next person that looks at me all quizzical [ .... ] ā€ he stated firmly, turning a little so his shoulder faced more to the stranger.
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headĀ  brieflyĀ  glancesĀ  overĀ  shoulderĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  joinsĀ  him,Ā  caughtĀ  inĀ  theĀ  actĀ  ofĀ  pouringĀ  scotchĀ  intoĀ  afternoonĀ  coffee.Ā  aĀ  littleĀ  ššŽšš”šššš›ššŠĀ  toĀ  takeĀ  theĀ  edgeĀ  offĀ  hisĀ  latestĀ  visionĀ  -Ā  inducedĀ  migraineĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  orĀ  maybeĀ  itā€™sĀ  moreĀ  inducedĀ  byĀ  theĀ  thickĀ  tensionĀ  lingeringĀ  inĀ  everyĀ  cornerĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  hyperion.Ā  angelā€™sĀ  absenceĀ  growsĀ  moreĀ  noticeableĀ  everyday,Ā  especiallyĀ  forĀ  šØš„šĀ  šŸš«š¢šžš§šĀ  whoĀ  hasĀ  yetĀ  toĀ  beĀ  reunited.Ā  hisĀ  resurrectionĀ  couldnā€™tĀ  haveĀ  comeĀ  atĀ  bothĀ  aĀ  BESTĀ  Ā  &Ā  Ā  worstĀ  time.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  iĀ  wasĀ  sentĀ  toĀ  him.Ā  Ā  Ā  āø»Ā  Ā  Ā  byĀ  theĀ  powersĀ  thatĀ  be.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  bodyĀ  turnsĀ  toĀ  faceĀ  hope,Ā  handĀ  notĀ  holdingĀ  mugĀ  pointingĀ  upĀ  towardsĀ  theĀ  ceilingĀ  forĀ  furtherĀ  direction.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  wellĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  iĀ  sā€™poseĀ  thatā€™sĀ  whatĀ  happensĀ  whenĀ  yeā€™Ā  sacrificeĀ  yourselfĀ  toĀ  saveĀ  yerĀ  friends.Ā  peopleĀ  trustĀ  you.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  thoughĀ  truthfully,Ā  doyleĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ifĀ  itā€™sĀ  trustĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  asĀ  šš›ššŽššœšš’šššš—ššŠšššš’šš˜šš—.Ā  theĀ  acknowledgementĀ  thatĀ  theyĀ  needĀ  allĀ  theĀ  helpingĀ  handsĀ  theyĀ  canĀ  get,Ā  andĀ  someoneĀ  withĀ  anĀ  eyeĀ  intoĀ  theĀ  future?Ā  heĀ  comesĀ  inĀ  handy.Ā  gunn,Ā  fred,Ā  wesley.Ā  theyĀ  donā€™tĀ  knowĀ  him.Ā  theĀ  onlyĀ  twoĀ  peopleĀ  whoĀ  trulyĀ  didĀ  wereĀ  goneĀ  andĀ  forĀ  thatĀ  reason,Ā  heĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  blameĀ  theĀ  š—±š—¶š˜€š˜š—暝˜‚š˜€š˜Ā  heĀ  canĀ  smellĀ  emittingĀ  fromĀ  hope.Ā  truthĀ  beĀ  told,Ā  halfĀ  -Ā  demonĀ  isnā€™tĀ  tooĀ  sureĀ  ifĀ  heĀ  trustsĀ  herĀ  either.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  weĀ  builtĀ  thisĀ  wholeĀ  thingĀ  together.Ā  angelĀ  investigations.Ā  helpingĀ  theĀ  helpless.Ā  oā€™Ā  course,Ā  weĀ  hadĀ  aĀ  smallerĀ  officeĀ  backĀ  then.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚
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Great,Ā  anotherĀ  additionĀ  toĀ  theĀ  teamĀ  plaguedĀ  byĀ  visionsĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  powersĀ  thatĀ  be.Ā  Brilliant,Ā  trulyĀ  fantastic,Ā  justĀ  whatĀ  sheĀ  needed.Ā  AngelĀ  isĀ  missing,Ā  herĀ  andĀ  ConnorĀ  areĀ  atĀ  eachĀ  other'sĀ  throatsĀ  withoutĀ  theĀ  otherĀ  evenĀ  knowingĀ  whoĀ  sheĀ  isĀ  andĀ  nowĀ  theyĀ  addĀ  this.Ā  .Ā  .Ā  demon,Ā  toĀ  theĀ  mix,Ā  justĀ  whatĀ  sheĀ  needed.Ā  SheĀ  doesn'tĀ  trustĀ  him.Ā  NotĀ  evenĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  bit.Ā  MaybeĀ  that'sĀ  richĀ  comingĀ  fromĀ  theĀ  girlĀ  whoĀ  wasĀ  hereĀ  toĀ  killĀ  herĀ  brotherĀ  butĀ  hey,Ā  whatĀ  wasĀ  familyĀ  withoutĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  betrayal, right?Ā  IfĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  honestĀ  withĀ  herself,Ā  itĀ  wasĀ  gettingĀ  harderĀ  andĀ  harderĀ  toĀ  followĀ  through.Ā  OpportunitiesĀ  passĀ  by,Ā  opportunitiesĀ  sheĀ  graspsĀ  onlyĀ  toĀ  failĀ  toĀ  followĀ  through.Ā  ItĀ  wouldĀ  beĀ  soĀ  easy,Ā  especiallyĀ  withĀ  AngelĀ  missing.Ā  .Ā  .Ā  butĀ  sheĀ  can'tĀ  bringĀ  herselfĀ  toĀ  doĀ  it.Ā  FindsĀ  herselfĀ  worriedĀ  forĀ  theĀ  fatherĀ  she'sĀ  gottenĀ  toĀ  know,Ā  evenĀ  ifĀ  heĀ  doesn'tĀ  trulyĀ  knowĀ  her.
DoyleĀ  isĀ  anĀ  unfortunateĀ  roadblock,Ā  aĀ  complicationĀ  sheĀ  mayĀ  haveĀ  toĀ  takeĀ  careĀ  ofĀ  (Ā  ifĀ  sheĀ  canĀ  ),Ā  couldĀ  sheĀ  trustĀ  theĀ  powersĀ  thatĀ  beĀ  wouldn'tĀ  figureĀ  itĀ  out,Ā  thatĀ  heĀ  wouldn'tĀ  haveĀ  aĀ  visionĀ  andĀ  she'dĀ  beĀ  busted?Ā  She'sĀ  avoidingĀ  him,Ā  butĀ  decidesĀ  thatĀ  hasĀ  toĀ  stop,Ā  findsĀ  herselfĀ  seekingĀ  himĀ  outĀ  inĀ  theĀ  kitchenĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  hotel,Ā  aĀ  mugĀ  ofĀ  blackĀ  coffeeĀ  cradledĀ  betweenĀ  herĀ  handsĀ  asĀ  sheĀ  sitsĀ  onĀ  theĀ  kitchenĀ  counter,Ā  allowingĀ  silenceĀ  toĀ  fallĀ  overĀ  themĀ  forĀ  aĀ  whileĀ  beforeĀ  sheĀ  speaks.Ā  "Ā  SoĀ  youĀ  workedĀ  withĀ  himĀ  before?Ā  "Ā  sheĀ  asks,Ā  straightĀ  toĀ  theĀ  point.Ā  "Ā  TheĀ  othersĀ  seemĀ  toĀ  trustĀ  you.Ā  "Ā  theĀ  unspokenĀ  'IĀ  don't'Ā  isĀ  implied.
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@frstsoldier liked for a starter.
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hitĀ  theĀ  heartĀ  forĀ  aĀ  starterĀ  fromĀ  allenĀ  francisĀ  doyle.Ā  Ā  Ā  lengthĀ  mayĀ  vary,Ā  butĀ  iā€™mĀ  feelingĀ  somethingĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  longerĀ  thanĀ  oneĀ  -Ā  linersĀ  ifĀ  iĀ  canĀ  manage.Ā  Ā  Ā  ifĀ  youā€™reĀ  aĀ  multi,Ā  pleaseĀ  suggestĀ  someĀ  charactersĀ  andĀ  Ā  /Ā  Ā  orĀ  someĀ  fandomsĀ  forĀ  meĀ  toĀ  pickĀ  aĀ  characterĀ  from.Ā  Ā  Ā  youā€™reĀ  alsoĀ  welcomeĀ  toĀ  specifyĀ  ifĀ  youĀ  wantĀ  aĀ  certainĀ  verseĀ  fromĀ  here.
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fingersĀ  skimmingĀ  easilyĀ  overĀ  keyboardĀ  momentarilyĀ  pauseĀ  whenĀ  cordeliaĀ  elaborates.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  right,Ā  sureĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  iā€™veĀ  heardĀ  thoseĀ  peskyĀ  demonsĀ  willĀ  doĀ  anythingĀ  toĀ  stopĀ  melroseĀ  placeĀ  gettinā€™Ā  pickedĀ  upĀ  forĀ  anotherĀ  season.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  andĀ  thoughĀ  voiceĀ  dripsĀ  withĀ  š­šžššš¬š¢š§š Ā  š¬ššš«šœššš¬š¦,Ā  thereā€™sĀ  stillĀ  anĀ  elementĀ  ofĀ  softnessĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  smileĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  turnsĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  atĀ  her.Ā  itā€™sĀ  admirable,Ā  inĀ  hisĀ  opinion.Ā  Ā  Ā  āø»Ā  Ā  Ā  theĀ  ššššŽšš›šš˜ššŒšš’šššš¢Ā  inĀ  whichĀ  cordeliaĀ  fightsĀ  forĀ  whatĀ  sheĀ  wants.Ā  theĀ  girlĀ  hasĀ  aĀ  dreamĀ  andĀ  unlikeĀ  some,Ā  sheā€™sĀ  fightingĀ  toothĀ  Ā  &Ā  Ā  nailĀ  Ā  Ā  (Ā  Ā  asĀ  wellĀ  asĀ  theĀ  occasionalĀ  vampĀ  Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā  toĀ  chaseĀ  it.Ā  evenĀ  now,Ā  sheĀ  sitsĀ  inĀ  š—µš—¼š—½š—².Ā  sure,Ā  thatĀ  hopeĀ  involvesĀ  wishingĀ  potentiallyĀ  dangerousĀ  supernaturalĀ  activityĀ  uponĀ  theĀ  castingĀ  directorĀ  ignoringĀ  herĀ  calls,Ā  butĀ  still.Ā  itā€™sĀ  hope,Ā  andĀ  doyleĀ  isĀ  nothingĀ  ifĀ  notĀ  aĀ  lovesickĀ  foolĀ  forĀ  hopeĀ  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  orĀ  rather,Ā  aĀ  lovesickĀ  foolĀ  forĀ  her.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  yā€™know,Ā  š©š«š¢š§šœšžš¬š¬,Ā  iā€™mĀ  notĀ  exactlyĀ  sureĀ  thisĀ  isĀ  theĀ  kindaĀ  researchĀ  angelĀ  hadĀ  inĀ  mindĀ  whenĀ  heĀ  toldĀ  usĀ  toĀ  lookĀ  outĀ  forĀ  aĀ  newĀ  case.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  Ā  itĀ  isnā€™tĀ  inĀ  doyleā€™sĀ  natureĀ  toĀ  beĀ  theĀ  ššŸšš˜šš’ššŒššŽĀ  šš˜ššĀ  šš›ššŽššŠššœšš˜šš—Ā  andĀ  evenĀ  asĀ  heĀ  tries,Ā  heĀ  canĀ  alreadyĀ  feelļæ½ļæ½ himselfĀ  succumbingĀ  becauseĀ  whoĀ  inĀ  theirĀ  rightĀ  mindĀ  saysĀ  noĀ  toĀ  cordeliaĀ  chase?Ā  notĀ  himĀ  apparently,Ā  thatĀ  muchĀ  isĀ  shownĀ  asĀ  gazeĀ  turnsĀ  backĀ  toĀ  computerĀ  screen.Ā  Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā  Ā  ā€¦Ā  Ā  butĀ  whatĀ  theĀ  bigĀ  guyĀ  doesnā€™tĀ  know,Ā  wonā€™tĀ  hurtĀ  him.Ā  donā€™tĀ  worry,Ā  weā€™llĀ  findĀ  outĀ  whatā€™sĀ  keepingĀ  youĀ  fromĀ  yourĀ  inevitableĀ  redĀ  carpetĀ  fameĀ  inĀ  noĀ  time.Ā  iā€™veĀ  seenĀ  youĀ  rehearsingĀ  inĀ  frontĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  mirror,Ā  soĀ  iĀ  knowĀ  itā€™sĀ  notĀ  yourĀ  material.Ā  Ā  ļ¼‚Ā Ā 
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ANDĀ  ITā€™SĀ  NOTĀ  ASĀ  THOUGHĀ  HEĀ  EVERĀ  TRULYĀ  PLANNEDĀ  TOĀ  FOLLOWĀ  THROUGHĀ  WITHĀ  NOTĀ  HELPING.Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  āø»Ā  Ā  Ā  Ā  ofĀ  courseĀ  heĀ  wasĀ  gonnaĀ  help,Ā  Ā  especiallyĀ  whenĀ  itā€™sĀ  missĀ  chaseĀ  asking.Ā  Ā  whenĀ  hasĀ  doyleĀ  š—²š˜ƒš—²š—æĀ  beenĀ  ableĀ  toĀ  sayĀ  noĀ  toĀ  cordelia?Ā  Ā  itā€™sĀ  stillĀ  funĀ  toĀ  pretendĀ  otherwiseĀ  though;Ā  Ā  Ā  sittingĀ  slouchedĀ  inĀ  chair,Ā  Ā  joinedĀ  handsĀ  restingĀ  casuallyĀ  againstĀ  abdomenĀ  Ā  Ā  (Ā  Ā  andĀ  whateverĀ  crumbledĀ  shirtĀ  heĀ  foundĀ  inĀ  theĀ  washerĀ  thatĀ  morningĀ  Ā  )Ā  Ā  Ā  likeĀ  thereĀ  isnā€™tĀ  aĀ  š¬š¢š§š š„šžĀ  š¢š§š­šžš§š­š¢šØš§Ā  inĀ  himĀ  toĀ  move.Ā  Ā  heā€™sĀ  justĀ  tryingĀ  toĀ  getĀ  aĀ  riseĀ  outtaĀ  her.Ā  Ā  testĀ  theĀ  boundaries,Ā  Ā  seeĀ  howĀ  farĀ  theyĀ  canĀ  beĀ  pushedĀ  beforeĀ  heĀ  regrets.Ā  Ā  everydayĀ  doyleĀ  learnsĀ  somethingĀ  newĀ  aboutĀ  cordelia,Ā  Ā  eachĀ  littleĀ  tidbitĀ  asĀ  ššššŠššœššŒšš’šš—ššŠšššš’šš—ššĀ  asĀ  theĀ  last.Ā  Ā š˜©š˜¦'š˜“Ā  š˜Øš˜°š˜µš˜µš˜¢Ā  š˜„š˜°Ā  š˜øš˜©š˜¢š˜µĀ  š˜©š˜¦'š˜“Ā  š˜Øš˜°š˜µš˜µš˜¢Ā  š˜„š˜°Ā  š˜µš˜°Ā  š˜¬š˜¦š˜¦š˜±Ā  š˜µš˜©š˜¢š˜µĀ  š˜Øš˜°š˜Ŗš˜Æš˜Ø.Ā  Ā  besides,Ā  Ā  sheĀ  lookedĀ  š—°š˜‚š˜š—²Ā  whenĀ  sheĀ  wasĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  riled.Ā  Ā  deepĀ  breathĀ  isĀ  finallyĀ  released,Ā  Ā  purposelyĀ  overĀ  -Ā  emphasizingĀ  hisĀ  apparentĀ  defeatĀ  asĀ  halfĀ  -Ā  demonĀ  FINALLYĀ  stands.Ā  Ā  Ā  "Ā  Ā  Ā  wasĀ  thaā€™Ā  soĀ  hard?Ā  Ā  yā€™know,Ā  Ā  youĀ  shouldĀ  considerĀ  beingĀ  aĀ  littleĀ  nicerĀ  toĀ  theĀ  peopleĀ  yeā€™Ā  askingĀ  favoursĀ  from.Ā  Ā  Ā  "Ā  Ā  Ā  browsĀ  raiseĀ  inĀ  aĀ  teasingĀ  manner,Ā  Ā  bumpingĀ  hisĀ  shoulderĀ  gentlyĀ  againstĀ  hersĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  roomĀ  forĀ  himĀ  toĀ  workĀ  magicĀ  onĀ  theĀ  computer.Ā  Ā  fingersĀ  tap,Ā  Ā  hittingĀ  justĀ  theĀ  rightĀ  buttonsĀ  toĀ  grantĀ  themĀ  ššŠššŒššŒššŽššœššœĀ  toĀ  protectedĀ  database.Ā  Ā  Ā  "Ā  Ā  Ā  alrighā€™,Ā  Ā  whatĀ  areĀ  weĀ  lookinā€™Ā  for?Ā  Ā  Ā  "
She'd whined, she'd cajoled, and finally, gotten a bit mean about it. Old habits died hard, after all. There was a certain sense of triumph when he gave in, but Cordelia knew she wasn't out of the woods yet. She still had to tell him why she needed this little favour. Cordy wrapped a dark strand of hair around her finger. One part flirtatious, and more than a few parts anxious.
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"Well...see I went out for this role, like a month ago, right? Haven't heard a thing about it, and y'know how it is in this town. They're real eager to reject you. Been callin' back and I'm lucky to get a machine! It's weird, and I dunno, maybe I'm just paranoid, but I thought maybe you'd look into. Maybe...maybe something happened. Or ā€” Maybe it's something more sinister?"
She sounded a bit enthusiastic, her voice going up on the word 'sinister'. Anything to not have to face the fact that her audition had been so bad as to render her utterly forgettable.
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Doyle calling Cordelia princess.
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HADESTOWN. ( 2 / ? ) roleplay starters of anaĆÆs mitchell's hadestown. feel free to edit according to scenario / pronouns.
LIVIN' IT UP ON TOP.
on the road to hell, there was a lot of waiting.
she's never early, always late.
these days she never stays for long.
good things come to those who wait.
i'm an outdoor girl.
are you wondering where i've been?
brother, when you're down, you're down.
when you're up, you're up.
let's not talk about hard times.
pour the wine, it's summertime!
right now we're livin' it.
who makes the summer sun shine bright?
who's doing the best she can?
let me tell you something that my mama said to me.
you take what you can get, and you make the most of it.
who says times are hard?
brother, pass that bottle around.
to the patroness of all of this, [ name ]!
ALL I'VE EVER KNOWN.
i was alone so long, i didn't even know that i was lonely.
out in the cold so long, i didnā€™t even know that i was cold.
this is how it's always been.
all i've ever known is how to hold my own.
now i wanna hold you, too.
for a moment i forget just how dark and cold it gets.
i don't wanna ever have to let you go.
i don't wanna go back to the lonely life.
i knew you before we met and i donā€™t even know you yet.
all i know is youā€™re someone i have always known.
say that youā€™ll hold me forever.
say that we'll stay with each other and it will always be like this.
WAY DOWN HADESTOWN.
that was not six months!
better go and get your suitcase packed.
guess it's time to go.
did you ever wonder what it's like on the underside?
but those who go they donā€™t come back.
down there, it's a bunch of stiffs.
brother, i'll be bored to death.
gonna have to import some stuff just to entertain myself.
takes a lot of medicine to make it through the wintertime.
where do you think they come from?
an eye for an eye!
you're early.
i missed you.
A GATHERING STORM.
he came too soon.
he came for her too soon.
it's not supposed to be like this.
this is how it is.
hey, where are you going?
touched by the gods is what he was.
i have to finish the song.
finish it quick!
the wind is changing.
there's a storm coming on.
we need food.
we need firewood.
did you hear me? [ name ]?
EPIC II.
his loneliness moves in him, crude and black.
he thinks of his wife in the arms of the sun and jealousy fuels him and feeds him.
with a million hands, he builds a wall.
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CORDELIA & DOYLE in RM W/A VU 1x05 | ANGEL (1991 - 2004)
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doyleĀ  pissedĀ  meĀ  offĀ  soĀ  RIGHTEOUSLYĀ  goingĀ  outĀ  likeĀ  that.Ā  Ā  āø»Ā  Ā  butĀ  heĀ  knew.Ā  Ā  heĀ  knewĀ  whatĀ  heĀ  hadĀ  toĀ  doĀ  andĀ  šššš’šššš—ā€™ššĀ  ššŒšš˜šš–šš™šš›šš˜šš–šš’ššœššŽ.Ā  Ā  usedĀ  hisĀ  lastĀ  breathĀ  toĀ  makeĀ  sureĀ  youĀ  š—øš—²š—²š—½Ā  š—³š—¶š—“š—µš˜š—¶š—»š—“.Ā  Ā  š˜ŖĀ  š˜Øš˜¦š˜µĀ  š˜µš˜©š˜¢š˜µĀ  š˜Æš˜°š˜ø.
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[ i. CARRD.] ļ¾  [ ii. HEADCANONS. ] ļ¾  [ iii. MEMES. ] ļ¾  [ iv. BLOGROLL. ]
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Angel the Series | 1x09 "Hero" ā†’ 2x11 "Redefinition"
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PRE ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP PROMPTS * Ā assorted dialogue to help set up already existing relationships between your muses and give them past scenarios to reference, adjust as necessary
CHILDHOOD BEST FRIENDS
we were only kids back then. we didn't know any better.
you promised me we'd be friends forever.
you've changed quite a bit since i saw you last.
how are your parents doing? will you tell them i said hi?
i've known you for years, and you haven't changed a bit.
you've always been like this.
remember the last time this happened?
sure, i made a lot of mistakes, but so did you.
do you remember how we met?
you always stood up for me, no matter what.
i've always had a lot of love in my heart for you.
when i was struggling, you were always there for me.
I TOLD YOU TO STAY AWAY
i thought i told you to stay away.
you've got a lot of nerve, showing your face around here again.
i really don't want to see you again.
you're supposed to call and warn me before you show up here.
there's never going to be a "next time."
this is the last time you show up like this.
last time i said i never wanted to see you again, and yet here you are.
you can't just show up here unannounced.
you remember what happened the last time you showed up.
every time you show up here, shit hits the fan.
you're putting us all in danger by showing up here.
don't you have somewhere else to be?
ROMANTIC FEELINGS
i'm sorry, but i can't stop thinking about you.
after the time we spent together, you've been on my mind.
can we discuss what happened between us?
the last time i saw you, you were going to say something... and then you stopped.
did you mean it? any of it?
i wish we were still together.
would you go on another date with me?
it's hard to deny how you make me feel.
you've always had an effect on me.
i can't stop thinking about the way you look at me.
GENERIC "I'VE KNOWN YOU FOR A WHILE"
do you remember what you told me?
i can't believe this is happening to us again.
the last time this happened, we were better prepared.
i tried calling you a hundred times, but you never answered.
this was never supposed to end like this.
didn't you see my text?
i know you better than anyone else.
you can't lie to me. i can tell when you're lying.
you're making "the face" again.
you promised me you'd stop doing that.
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ANGEL REWATCH ā†³ 1.07 ā€œBachelor Partyā€œ
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ANGEL (1991 - 2004) 1X09 | HERO
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