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free space is “if i tell anyone they’ll just pity me”

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Me @ fp: its fine dont worry about it Fp: Ok.. If you say so. Fp: *doesnt continue to give me attention and ask whats wrong* Me @ fp internally: why dont you love me,,, why doesnt ur world revolve around me if u say u care??? if you hate me so much just say it??? fake lmao.

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#7

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i feel bad for being happy about making an appointment for hrt lol

#anyways kill me rn

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fun psychosis things

- *having fun* oh shit am i real

- *wakes up and its quiet* looks like im the last one on earth 

- the Bugs

- googles “red bumps on legs”

- i need to do something with my life like… rob a bank

- googles “red bumps on arms”

- kill them. you gotta.

- hidden cameras

- someone in here can read my mind

- googles “red bumps on face”

- #yolo

- sits on bed and dissociates for 10 hours 

- i have No Feelings, i am no weakling

- im so emotional why doesn’t anyone love me *cry*

- kill the cat (why?) you gotta

- REALLY SEXUAL THOUGHTS IN PUBLIC AND IT’S WORSE WHEN THERE’S A MIND READER AROUND

- *someone does something that slightly annoys me* “kill them”

- googles “red bumps on back”

- SENSORY OVERLOAD

- relating to things that aren’t even close to what i feel ever why do i do that

- my posters are watching me get dressed

- the government is watching me

- something around the house is… Not Right

- my family has been replaced

#THE MIND READER ONE IS SO ME NDNNDNDG

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levels of dissociation

level 1 - whoop there we g level 2 - nutter butters level 3 - hey whats level 4 - hey whats level 5 - hey whats level 10 - hey whats level 69 - hey whats level 100 - hey

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me, splitting: dont you dare talk to me don’t even look at me don’t think about me forget i even exist. i never want to see you again and i wish you’d just die

also me, splitting: how dare you ignore me when i’m clearly upset with you you should be trying to fucking fix things i bet you don’t even care that you upset me

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me: hey can i do this

fp: do what u want, its ur decision

me:

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