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im stuck baby sitting so ill be even less active :)) ) : ) 

#rip in peace me #╳ ┊: ╼ out of character. #ooc. #out.

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friends r over today n tomorrow so i might not be on much ;)

#╳ ┊: ╼ out of character. #ooc. #out.

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im probably going to bed soon but look @ what i did frick u all

#not evn close 2 being dne buT #╳ ┊: ╼ out of character. #ooc. #out.

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Bethany needs more love.

i think this every day of my life. 

#╳ ┊: ╼ out of character. #ooc. #out. #its just so real 2 me #bethany hawke #bethany

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sort of............... wanna ............ make an aveline blog

#talk me out of it #╳ ┊: ╼ out of character. #ooc. #out.

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“Maybe cats will take over when we all die. That’s a nice thought. I hope we all die.”

    ❝a softer world❞   ask meme

           ❝  Everyday I’m more and more convinced that you care more about            cats than you do the human race.  ❞  

#revolutionarydissent #anders pls #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS

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fenrirtevi.

“I am sorry. I don’t know you.” 

       ❝  Are you joking, Fenris?  -- because it’s not very funny. . .  ❞  

#fenrirtevi #pls #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS

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❝a softer world❞ ask meme

“There are some secrets I will take to my grave. But I don’t want loving you to be one of them.”

“I said I’d love you forever, and I really meant it at the time. I guess that’s my problem.”

“Maybe cats will take over when we all die. That’s a nice thought. I hope we all die.”

“I want to open a travel agency that sells tickets to places that only exist in dreams. Try to find that cheaper online.”

“I like my witches like I like my books. Properly respected for their cultural importance.”

“If weird public sex is wrong, then being wrong is wicked hot.”

“There will always be someone better than you. But, on the bright side, who cares?”

“It’s better to burn out than to have to keep living.”

“Literally every creature should be more afraid of you than you are of it. Because you are terrible.”

“I’m not unreasonable. I don’t want to live forever. I just want to live longer than everyone else.”

“I’d like my obituary to hint at a sequel.”

“All anyone talks about are the elaborately staged psycho-sexual murders. I also have a dog walking company.”

“I would kill for you. But then again, I like killing.”

“Before we teach computers to love, maybe we should teach them about personal boundaries.”

“You won’t believe this one weird trick for getting through your day! Crying!”

“Doctors hate me! I don’t blame them. I’m garbage.”

“Live every day like you already died. Be quiet, is what I’m saying.”

“Wherever you go, there you are, murdering more people.”

“If there’s one thing in this ugly, ruthless world I can trust, it’s kitties.”

“Truth is stranger than fiction if you don’t read much.”

“Life is a party. Enjoy yourself, quick! Before somebody asks who invited you.”

“I would throw myself down a flight of stairs if only you would love me. Well. Also if you won’t.”

#╳ ┊: ╼ ΛƧΚ BӨX MΣMΣ

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lethendralisandvengeance.

Now it was his turn to blush. He felt that heat rise even to his ears. This intimate contact with another person was so new, so different. He didn’t really know how to react. Just relax, a voice told him, Don’t overthink it. A soft sigh left him -contentment?- and his body relaxed with it. His fingers curled around Bethany’s and he slowly let his cheek dip down to rest against her hair. Those dark locks were softer than they looked.

Fenris shut his eyes and grinned. “It was just a way to get my feelings sorted out. Like how people write things on paper then rip it up,” he explained, “But I am glad I sent it anyway. The cards were all on the table; no more hiding, no more games. And it felt amazing.

    Bethany could  f e e l  how tense Fenris was, smiling when she felt him relaxing into it.. so she could do the same.  Quite honestly she hadn’t expected to have something like this with him, which is why she kept it hidden for so long.  There was no need to bring it up if it would only make him uncomfortable, or her being uncomfortable around him.

   The reasoning behind the text was something that Bethany had done herself far too many times, normally ending with her ripping it up and cuddling up with the blankets in her bed.   ❝ — It was really sweet, Fen.  ❞    she sighed, letting go of his hand to move her own up to his cheek, leaning back to give him a soft grin. She had no idea how someone like him could be interested someone like her..  her expression was soft and she kept her eyes on him.      ❝  I’m sure one of us we’ve ended up slipping up eventually.  ❞  

#╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS #lethendralisandvengeance

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custosxiusti.

“It’s alright. I am a templar, that is my occupation.” He smiled and rubbed the back of his neck nervously. “I am not particularly religious; I just need a paycheck. So you won’t ever see me abuse any mages, its awful how templars treat people. I hope to eventually change it.” 

       A Templar. . .    not a threat. This was something she’d have to get used to, thinking not all templars wanted to lock her up for the rest of her life.. that or want her dead. Eden seemed like a good man.. for a Templar.  She hopes there’s more like him within The Circle.   ❝  . . . I’m glad to hear it. Honestly, The Circle really isn’t as bad as I made it out to be in my head. Just -- seeing all the tranquils running around Kirkwall...  It can be sort of intimidating.  I hope you’ll be able to change it too, not just for my sake.  ❞

freehawke

#custosxiusti #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS

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          Don’t be deceived by my appearance                                                 I’m     S T R O N G E R     than you think

#╳ ┊: ╼ ᵗʰᵒᵘᵍʰᵗ ᵖʳᵒᶜᵉˢˢ

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💘 (sibling affection)

    She’d been crying forever before Garrett had decided to help her with the wound she had accidently inflicted upon herself…    small hands gripping onto the pieces of clothing on her brother’s body – whimpering coming close to an end. it wasn’t as if hawke was a healer of any sorts, but she was glad he wanted to help – tried to; at least.

    She was simply playing a game with Carver, a stupid game before she tripped and fell and hurt her knee. She’s been learning some healing magic whenever she practiced, but she still wasn’t good enough to try it on herself – so instead she’d try to make it home with Carver before running to Garrett to try to tell him what had happened, asking him to help, and being forever thankful when he agreed.

   The area looked bad to her, so she tried to look away..  even if she knew that just because she wasn’t looking at it it wouldn’t go away. what she was surprised of was the pain   s l o w l y   easing itself away, to a point where she almost felt comfortable. Almost.   As this happened she’d lower her gaze back to the wound, and then to her brother again — an approving grin spreading across her features. 

    ❝  — thank you, brother.  ❞    she’d whisper; arms flinging around his neck and giving him a rough squeeze.  of course, the wound still s t u n g.. but she appreciated the fact that he put in the effort to attempt to help her.   That’s all that she could ask for. 

#thebloodychampion #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS #lil sis so happ her brother help her w. lil cutted #:') nice

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diplomacies.

            “If you behave like that, you’ll never get any better.” Marian reaches forward to ruffle her little sister’s hair, an expression of amusement crossing her features. She glances to the burned tree Bethany has been glaring at, then back in the direction of Lothering, before returning her gaze to her sister.

           “You’ll get better, Bethany. Just give it time. Watch me.” She tilts her head towards the tree again, straightens up, and steadies herself. A hand is extended, fire creeping down the length of her arm and gathering in her fist before she has a nice little ball of flame; she breathes in once, and lets it loose– just in time for it to hit the trunk, dead center.

           “See? Just like that.” She steps back again, giving Bethany room. “You can do it, just try again. Remember what Father told us about focusing.”

         Bethany can’t help but slip out a small smile as her sister ruffled her hair, and           her eyes moved away from the tree and towards her sibling -- watching her as           she flawlessly did what Bethany had been struggling to do for what seemed like           hours, but probably didn’t realistically last   that long.    

         Focusing,  patience,   that was something that had always came so naturally to           Marian.  It seemed so much easier than it actually was... not that she didn’t enjoy          practicing with her, she just didn’t feel like she’d ever do as well as her sister. . .          ❝  It’s different for you, you’ve always been so good at magic. It’s like you don’t          even have to try!!  ❞     && she’ll sigh, her hands raising once more to try to cast          the spell she was practicing.            lips pursed as she kept her eyes on the tree..          pausing for a moment.          ❝  — you’re never bad at anything.  ❞

#diplomacies #lil birb just want 2 be like big birb #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS

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sorceressofsass.

Maybe it was just her mind, but that sounded bad. Attaching Isabela’s name to anything had a way of twisting the meaning though. ‘I was learning things’ had a different connotation than ‘I was learning things with Isabela’. 

“And what kind of magic were you practicing that creates a rat’s nest in your hair?” The bristles on the brush tugged at her hair, eventually making Kaitlyn sigh and set it aside to search for a comb instead. This was going to be a bit.

   It made sense as to why Marian thought what she had, and at her question she  c h u c k l e d.   Of course, it wasn’t as if she learned any sort of spell in the duration of practicing. Isabela was no mage, but she tried. Though this mainly resulted in explosions and burnt hair ends. 

        ❝  just a few fire tricks. I don’t think the spell’s the problem so much as me trying to cast it.. You will be able to get the knot out though, won’t you?  ❞   as she left to retrieve the comb, Bethany would raise her hand to try to pick away at it herself -- even if she was probably just making matters worse. 

#sorceressofsass #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS #hawke woW u fukin dirty #bethany doesnt mind they'll lose their mother soon enough HA so

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sibs

#shit nice #╳ ┊: ╼ i иєvєя тнσυgнт i'd мiรร нiм тнiร мυcн #╳ ┊: ╼ νιѕαgє

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custosxiusti.

“Yes. We have chatted a bit before, I think he likes me.” Eden chuckled as he let the cat curl back up into his hood. 

“Your name is…Bethany, right? I’m Eden.” 

         ❝  thank you,     again..  ❞     she felt like she was saying that far too often, and as the cat retreated back into the man’s hood --- the smile stayed on her lips. It was nice to have someone do something for her in the circle, she’s spent so much time away from her family she’s forgotten what it’s like to have someone do something nice for her.

            ❝ — Eden?    --------------    I suppose I should’ve known your name too... you’re a Templar, aren’t you?     . . .  sorry if that was rude,  I’ve sort of just been trying to stay out of the sights of most of them..    the  last  thing    I want is to get in trouble now that I’ve actually agreed to come to the circle.  ❞

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eyeslostintears.

“That’s why I’m here to charm them away.”

     ❝  seriously Garrett!!  If the Templars catch me, the best thing I      can hope for is them locking me up for the rest of my life   ---  if      they don’t kill me straight away. You can’t just   c h a r m   them      away.  ❞

#eyeslostintears #bethany is a party pooper #fact #╳ ┊: ╼ ᏒᎬᏢᏞᎥᎬS