freefolkfightorflight

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How do you stop crying?

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Molly Moonstone

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I just miss you

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I’m just gonna ruin my life 🤷🏻‍♀️💔

#faster now

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I guess I’ve reached near the end of my rope with papi.

It’s hard for me to set real boundaries

I’ve kind of laid it all out.

I didn’t put a timeline on it though and I should have because it’s been 3 days with no response. 💀 I didn’t think it was necessary. Silly me.

I love him. I don’t want to be done. It’s been almost 4 years. But in the same breath ITS BEEN ALMOST 4 YEARS WHY ARE WE GOING BACKWARDS. I’m trying to be patient and whatever. But it doesn’t come easily. I want to have the damn conversation but he always pushes me it away or leaves…which is why I wrote the letter. Take the time to consider my words/feelings and let’s make a plan…. How much time do you need Jesus

It’s hard. My self respect. Self worth. Whatever. It’s shit. I don’t feel worthy of taking up space or speaking up about wants/needs. But I’m at the point where I can’t continue how it is.

Blah. I don’t want to start over with anyone else. I might end up a spinster w a “friend” every evening of the week. Sucks that my landlord lives beside me and is a preacher. The witch is now a ho🤷🏻‍♀️🌙

#he will tell my dad #sorry dad

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Does every man stop trying?

Stop worshipping?

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nature artwork by Andy Goldsworthy

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Despite popular belief I do not exist solely to listen to everyone’s bitching.

#I say as I bitch to y’all #but like good god #I’m honestly weary of man babies #so. gd. weary #like I got it #you’re miserable #from YOUR OWN GOD DAMN CHOICES IM OUT OF EMPATHY #I can’t listen anymore when there are ways to fix or at least improve this #I can’t I cannottttt #this post is not about papi #thank GOD

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Yesterday I cried all day

But I cooked pretty food

#I haven’t cooked in ages #depression is for real #living off take out and cheese sticks #I’ve been craving fresh artichoke and eggplant #but the grocery didn’t have either #this hit the spot though

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I’ve had bronchitis for 4 weeks. I think that maybe it’s turned into pneumonia. I finish my antibiotics tomorrow night. I’ll give it a few more days and I guess I’ll go back to the doctor. I can’t breathe without wheezing and I’m exhausted and coughing constantly and I’m really fucking over it omg. I just wanna sleeeeeeeep😭🥺

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Sometimes I make poor decisions…

#everyday

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“I beat teen pregnancy…because I’m bisexual!”

#things I hear as a bartender

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I need to be kissed and licked from head to toe. Ok?

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Months of romantic sweet behavior only to have today be the day he’s an absolute asshole. Cryin myself to sleep until work calls

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God my papi is so delicious wtf

#honestly questioned my affection for men until him #Jesus Christ #💦🥵🔥

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Men who tell me I should smile more…get really angry when I tell them they should suck my dick🤷🏻‍♀️

#fuck everyone #you should smile more sir #🙄🙄🙄 #I’m a bad bartender I guess #I hate you all💖