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Haha.. don't mind me... Creeping back in... Labeling this blog low/sporadic activity...

#[ ooc // i don't even have my own attention. ]

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#pff #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / jack ; i believe that you could lead the way! #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / davey ; my dear we're both a bit too cynical come close i'll give you something spiritual! #rip #he is too in awe of liam to publicly roast him and i think that's hilarious

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Caroline: Why didn’t you say good-bye? You just left. Tyler: You want to talk about this now? Caroline: Well, if we’re going to die, I might as well know the truth. Why did you leave me?

#i like how they still have not even been nice to each other once and i am still like #look at them this is their ship tag uwu #♡ -- w. heartsunholy / hotshot ; don't be so sentimental no this love is accidental!

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#dumbass smh #☆ -- isms ; i don't wanna be the next best thing!

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#NFHSJDHHD #♡ -- newsies ; you're still our brothers and we will fight for you!

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anyone: interacts with race in a gentle way

me: so you have chosen death?

#☆ -- ooc ; be more christie! #I'm sorry he's like this

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@voiceofmany @heartsunholy

#oh baby.. #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / davey ; my dear we're both a bit too cynical come close i'll give you something spiritual! #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / spot ; they say love is pain well darling let's hurt tonight! #♡ -- w. heartsunholy / hotshot ; don't be so sentimental no this love is accidental! #anyway are u guys sure about loving me LMAO

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They did not expect you to fight. They expected you to cower down, bow before them, accept the fate that they had thought out for you. All the more satisfying, then, to smirk up at them through the blood, saying i'm not done yet. You have no idea of the extent of my defiance.

#u tell em bb #☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?

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Don’t set yourself on fire to keep others warm.

#hm 🤔 #☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?

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#sigh #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / jack ; i believe that you could lead the way! #♡ -- w. voiceofmany / davey ; my dear we're both a bit too cynical come close i'll give you something spiritual!

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seize the day (newsies) x philly pride flag

#ahem #☆ -- aes. ; always holding on to stars! #☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?

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back kiss. (Davey)

The kiss brought him out of a light sleep and back into the world again, turning his head away from the light of the window before blinking open his eyes. He’d been sleeping on his stomach, his arms wrapped around the pillow he was resting his head on, no shirt in sight. He could do that now. This was his room, his space to come and go as he pleased, to leave open or lock the doors whenever he wanted.

He’d really lucked out.

It was strange to have to adjust to having freedom like that. There were certainly worse things in the world, so there would be no further complaints coming from Anthony. Not even when his parents dragged him along on outings, singing pop music embarrassingly loudly with the windows rolled down.

Less than a year ago, he didn’t have a space that wasn’t shared. He didn’t have the freedom to take a car and leave whenever he wanted. The only time he took off his shirt was to shower or change, maybe to swim if he got lucky, and even then he was uncertain---the scars on his shoulders and upper back raised questions, and sometimes he didn’t feel like answering. He certainly didn’t dare speak of his identity of any kind. He kept his mouth shut about Albert’s freckles and Jack’s blue eyes. He could relax a little at school, or rehearsals, but otherwise he was on edge, everything bottled up and locked away in the farthest corner of his mind he could possibly reach.

Now he was napping on a summer afternoon with his shirt off and his boyfriend, who his parents must have let in, was waking him up with a kiss that was most certainly right on top of one of those scars. He didn’t care. He rolled over and dragged Davey onto the bed with him, set on replacing the pillow in his arms with something---someone---else instead, even as the other boy laughed and feebly protested.

He was pretty happy now.

#me / giving you modern au fluff knowing they still have shit to sort out in that au: this is fine #this. turned into more abt race than both of them but listen i just i love???????? #voiceofmany #( asks! )

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#owie #☆ -- isms ; i don't wanna be the next best thing!

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anne carson, ‘plainwater’

[ID: “What are we made of but hunger and rage?” end ID]

#oop #☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?

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#bitch #☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?

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should i get my life together or should i just keep being sexy and chaotic

#omg #☆ -- isms ; i don't wanna be the next best thing!

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The truth was I was tired way underneath my skin. I was tired where even I couldn't see. I do not know how that happened. How I ended up like that. It all happened so fast.

— Rebecca Wells, The Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood

#☆ -- musings ; i just wanna be someone well doesn't everyone?