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i miss rping here so much damn

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#reflection; #i'm laughing #her face #fsaflasjflaf

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     “They haven’t turned against me.” At least not all of them. Kate couldn’t see Sawyer turning his back on her. Or even Jack. Some of the survivors would, of course, but not them. Definitely not Sayid. But she didn’t want to let Ben’s words get to her so she defiantly crossed her arms over her chest, wincing slightly from the pain that flared up.

      “Maybe I just wanted away from you and your controlling behavior.” Plus, she missed the freedom of the beach and being able to do what she wanted. Being able to help her friends. Kate had always been a flight risk. Being trapped in the community for so long was making her anxious.  

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      Every time she attempted to escape, the worse her condition was when his men had brought her back to his doorstep. He was actually unsettled by the fact that one day, they might bring her back dead. But he made sure there wasn’t a note of sentimentality in his cold warning. She needed to be kept in check. But the concern in his expression and tone in his next words couldn’t be missed.

     “And here I thought you’d be more reasonable at this point. What are you trying to return back to? All your friends have turned against you, as you know. If anything, this place is your refuge.”

#undermycontrol

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why is it tho that whenever kate mun is on, I can blast through replies like it’s nothing ????

#save; #// I LOVE YOU AND UR BEN SO MUCH OK SO MUCH #undermycontrol #outofhandcuffs;

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     Kate had been confused when she’d woken up in a sterile white environment and the panic quickly set in when she couldn’t figure out where she was. The panic had come on so quickly that a few nurses nearby administered a fast-acting sedative when she removed all of the medical attachments and IV and wouldn’t listen to them. So by the time Ben showed up she’d been resettled on the hospital bed with the blanket tucked in around her. Even if she wanted to leave between her injuries, weakness, and drugs she couldn’t. And she didn’t like it.

     Her hazel eyes flicked over to look at him when the words come rolling off the tip of his tongue. Kate didn’t say anything. She just watched almost suspiciously as he approached her bed and then placed his hand on top of hers. The brunette swallowed thickly and raised her gaze to the ceiling instead. She didn’t really wanna be touched at the moment but it wasn’t an angry grip. Or a threatening one. For the moment she’d allow it. But she didn’t know for how long. “Why are you here?” she asked, her voice exhausted sounding.

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    Ben stood from his seat in the waiting room of the medical facility as the nurse approached him. As soon as he heard she was stable enough for him to see, his first impulse was to rush into the patient’s room, heedless of the judgement of others. How long had it been since he last saw her? A few months, perhaps, but to him, it felt like much longer. Passing the threshold, he immediately witnessed her laying on the hospital bed. Memories rushed into his consciousness from her very presence, the good and the bad times. There must have been an adamant reason why his heart nearly palpitated out of his chest when he got the report that she was found, alive.  He had missed her.   That fact was suddenly clear to him.

     “Hi, Kate.” Those words were softly uttered, as if not to disturb her, and the name that left his lips invoked a familiar ache that now troubled him for a different reason. She didn’t look quite like herself. Or how he remembered her. Someone had broken her more so than he could ever break her. There was no hesitation in the way his hand settled on top of hers, fingers tightening around bruised skin as if to make sure she was really here.

#undermycontrol #// OK BUT I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE HERE

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“Next time don’t run from me or the consequences will be worse.”

@undermycontrol

          Bruising. Black eye. Cuts and scrapes.

She’s had worse and he’s threatening her with it. But the words he SELECTS and the way he SAYS it makes her blood run cold. Wayne. She’s heard that same exact expression from him before. Back when she was a young teen living at home. It became something he said fairly frequently. Whenever things were really going to take a turn for the WORSE. Her expression revealed the emotional pain for all but a moment before a well-used mask replaced the trauma of her past.

                    “You don’t scare me, Ben. Do your worst.”

#asks; #undermycontrol

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Possessive/ Captor Starters

(The following quotes are from thread and rp’s I’ve done in the past with people.)

“If you love me and I mean truly love me. Then show me.” “I’d kill for you.” “Get on your knees and beg for my forgiveness.” “Turn around.” “If you don’t stop talking I’ll gag you again.” “You ran away once stop asking me to untie your hands.” “Good. I don’t want you to see this madness.” “The next time you run away I’ll shoot your leg and drag you back in the house.” “If you look at him/her one more time I’ll make them disappear.” “I saw you go into his/her house again. What was it for this time?” “Don’t you lie to me.” “The ropes not too tight so shut up.” “Maybe if you beg a little more then I’ll accept your pathetic apology.” “You’re mine no matter what you tell yourself otherwise.” “All these little head games you like to play. I’ll show you what true games are.” “Sweet talking me to gain my trust isn’t going to work.” “It’s not a noose it’s a leash.” “What did I tell you about not using pet names?” “I already told you why you can’t come out of the bedroom.” “If you’re good then I’ll unlock the door so you can roam the house.” “Will you be my good girl/boy?” “That’s my girl/boy.” “Give us a turn.” “You have five seconds to put that on and I’m not turning around to give you privacy.” “You’ve mistaken me for someone who is merciful.” “Your tears are a waste of good suffering.” “You can scream all you want. I reinforced the walls just for you.” “You’ve got the phone. But are you fast enough to dial the police before I catch you?” “Even if you did escape the animals would get you first.” “This will help you sleep.” “I won’t let anyone hurt you. Ever. Because I’ll hurt them first.” “Try not to move too much. I had to give you a heavy dose.” “Don’t make me do it again.” “I couldn’t stand the thought of you being out of my life. I just had to have you. You can understand my reasoning for that right?” “I’m not crazy. And I’m not obsessed. I just don’t like others touching my things.” “Next time don’t run from me or the consequences will be worse.” “I’ve waited so long for you. Don’t tell me no.” “I’ll show you my definition of love.” “Quiet. We’ll just wait until they pass by then we’re gone.” “I wish you could accept me the way I accepted you.” “Where did this little act of defiance come from all of a sudden? Guess you didn’t learn from before.” “If I let you go now you’ll go to the cops.” “It’s too late to turn back now. We’re already here.” “Don’t ever try to escape again.” “I’m the monster that’s haunted your dreams.” “Why can’t you just love me?”

#meme; #// side-eyes ben tbh

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kate in every episode:

deus ex machina “So, did you know before or after you asked him about his latest outbreak?”

#reflection;

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*casually crawls onto the scene*

yep i’m alive

what’d i miss?

#outofhandcuffs;

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I tried not to ship it.

me before becoming shipper trash (via spookiis)

#outofhandcuffs;

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     “Or for once you could relax a little bit.”

       “Well, sometimes Kate, having a certain amount of control is necessary.”

#// oh my god lmao #chat; #undermycontrol

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#v; teen idle #bate; #// crying

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     Kate hadn’t thought up a story just yet for the nasty bruising on her arm. She’d thought she’d have more time before someone noticed. She went with the first thing that came to mind. “--Fell on it. Climbed a tree and didn’t manage to stay off the ground.”

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       Ben glanced down at her harshly bruised arm with a glimmer of concern. “—- what happened ?”

#chat; #undermycontrol #v; teen idle

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     “Because it’s a way for you to keep control of a situation. To have continuous power over people.”

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    “No, I didn’t Kate. Why would I want to upset you in this case ?”

#// oh ben #// i'm so curious as to what he did lmao #chat; #undermycontrol

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❝ I didn’t mean to upset you. ❞

“I’m not in the mood foryour manipulation. Weboth know you meant to.”

#asks; #undermycontrol

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Adaptable / out of context angst starters.

Feel free to add to the sentences. Parts in brackets show optional additions you could make.

❝ No! ❞

❝ I can’t do this. ❞

❝ I don’t even want to look at you right now! ❞

❝ (you’re) Pathetic. ❞

❝ I hate you! ❞

❝ I’ve always hated you! ❞

❝ I can’t live like this. ❞

❝ I can’t believe you’d do this! ❞

❝ I just want to go home. ❞

❝ Who said I wanted to exist? ❞

❝ Don’t touch me! ❞

❝ Stay away! ❞

❝ Fuck (off/you/them/it)! ❞

❝ You lied to me? ❞

❝ I’m sorry. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to upset you. ❞

❝ You can’t go back. ❞

❝ I’m not leaving (you like this). ❞

❝ I’m bleeding. ❞

❝ I’m monster. ❞

❝ I didn’t mean to! (I still love you.) ❞

❝ Don’t (touch/look at) me. ❞

❝ You disgust me. ❞

❝ Just go! ❞

❝ Who would want to be around me? ❞

❝ They’re dead… ❞

❝ You’re dying! ❞

❝ I’m fine. ❞

❝ I need to get you help! ❞

❝ It’ll (all work out/be okay). ❞

❝ I need an ambulance (right now). ❞

❝ How could you do this (to me)? ❞

❝ Don’t hurt me. ❞

❝ I wish you never existed! ❞

❝ We’re not going to make it! ❞

❝ Stop acting like we’re going to get out of this. ❞

❝ You’re so (pessimistic/optimistic). It needs to stop. ❞

❝ We can’t stop this. ❞

❝ Goodbye. ❞

#meme;

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“There was a drowning girl behind that smile” - Kate Austen

#reflection;