frailcompass

[frailcompass]

Do you like soft, artsy mint boys just trying the best he can for those he loves? If you said yes you’ve come to the right place!

          In other words, I’m Bri and I suck at writing short little promos. But I am far more used to writing V/Jihyun! (My old blogs for him blurredsun and frailcompass respectively.) So while the blog may be new that is all due to a few months break and wanting to start fresh! I’m excited to love all over my sweet mint boy and to write with everyone! ♥

#; to travel around the world⁽ˢᵉˡᶠ ᴾʳᵒᵐᵒ⁾

[frailcompass]

Do you like soft, artsy mint boys just trying the best he can for those he loves? If you said yes you’ve come to the right place!

          In other words, I’m Bri and I suck at writing short little promos. But I am far more used to writing V/Jihyun! (My old blogs for him blurredsun and frailcompass respectively.) So while the blog may be new that is all due to a few months break and wanting to start fresh! I’m excited to love all over my sweet mint boy and to write with everyone! ♥

#; to travel around the world⁽ˢᵉˡᶠ ᴾʳᵒᵐᵒ⁾ #//Man I'm so sorry for disappearing but after talking to a friend I have decided to revive V! #//I once again moved him to a different blog to start fresh as I still haven't been in the best place mentally. #//But I really miss my mint boy so I decided to give it another try! #//I will be changing stuff for him over time but for now you can find him over there! ♥

[frailcompass]

happy father’s day to the best mint dad ever

@frgtmenct

          He’s gonna cry. He’s a proud mint dad and he feels the love!

#//You know it's been a million years of me not being here cause I couldn't remember what icons I had asdfghjkl #//But their father/son relationship still slays me and I love it so much <3 #frgtmenct #; Not Such a Mysterious Message⁽ᴬˢᵏˢ⁾

[frailcompass]

Hey, I just wanted to apologize for my couple weeks disappearance and to be honest...I feel like it might be a bit longer. I still love V a lot. He will always hold a special place in my heart. But lately things have just really depleted for me. As much as I try to find motivation for myself to write it’s hard to find any inspiration. I find myself really struggling, getting upset, or getting really anxious. It also doesn’t help that I feel like an outcast. That’s more on me though with how rough this past year has been and putting myself out there has just been an on and off struggle. It’s effecting more than just my writing but my actual life. It has gotten better and I’ve come far, but it’s taken a lot out of me at the same time.

I feel more lost and lonely than I’ve ever been, and to feel that in a place that was once a safe haven and a place where I finally felt accepted really hurts. Again, it’s my own fault and my own mental health issues have played a massive part in it this past year, but it feels like it’s sucked a lot of the joy out of wanting to write V on here (and just writing in general). So as much as I hate to say it I’m gonna place this boy on a hiatus. I might pop on here from time-to-time at random to do things or whatever it may be, but it just probably won’t be as often as it used to be. I’m sorry for the inconvenience this could pose.

If you want to keep in touch though you can ask me for my Discord/personal Tumblr or you can find me at my other two RP blogs (@exaltbled and @siegfriedheld)! Thanks for everyone’s support over these past couple of years and I hope to be back soon! ♥

#; in this house we love and cherish Jihyun⁽ᴼᴼᶜ⁾ #; the party date is set⁽ᴾˢᴬ⁾ #//This....it hurts. But I just can't shove back the lack of motivation I have to write on this blog anymore. #//So just for anyone that may care or want to keep in contact I just thought it'd be best to say something rather than just disappear.

[frailcompass]

I just want to take a moment to talk about Jihyun’s obsession with the sun for a moment, because why not? I know it’s easy to just kind of roll your eyes like “oh here he goes again”, but I think it’s not really all that different from Jumin talking about Elizabeth or Zen constantly going on about his looks. The sun is an important representation of many things for Jihyun. It has to do with his mother, his relationship towards Rika, the art he puts forth, and just how he sees himself/how others perceive him.

Yeah, I understand how it can be a little annoying with how repetitive he is about the sun, but he has such a profound point of view on it that it’s something he’s attached himself too. It’s like anyone’s obsession over something that they find significant to them that someone else may not see. Because when he talks about the sun it’s more than just the massive star in the sky that brings warmth to the earth. To him it’s love, it’s life, it’s perfect moments, it’s destruction, and it’s brightening a day. It just holds so much importance to him and I think it’s far too overlooked just because of how often he’d talk about it in his route. When he starts to recover post his route it probably lessens a bit, but it’s still something that holds massive value for him.

#; into the heart and soul of an artist⁽ᴬⁿᵃˡʸˢᶦˢ⁾ #//Like I can poke fun at it from time to time too but honestly while my love for the sun doesn't run as deep I can kinda see what he means. #//And maybe it's just me being easily biased by him but I don't mind him going on and on about the sun. #//It's important to him and honestly when you think about it he's letting himself be so vulnerable to talk about it. #//I find for even myself talking about something so important to you can be hard to express to others so openly. #//For Jihyun I feel it's the same thing. We don't really hear him talk about the sun in other routes but his own. #//I just wish people would stop complaining about his love for the sun but nothing I can do asdfghjkl #//Just...Jihyun you're doing great sweetie you keep talking about the sun <3

[frailcompass]

Make Your Muse!

Tagged by: No one just stole it off my Xander asdfghjkl Tagging: -----

#; even the sun gets covered by the clouds⁽ⱽ/ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ᴷᶦᵐ⁾ #//The longer hair makes him look more feminine but I adore his longer hair for whatever reason. #//And honestly I'm just really happy he's so adorable look at my sweet mint boy :3c

[frailcompass]

V from Mystic Messenger fanart.

This is my second fanart of him. I always want to draw him but I can’t find time and finally, here it is. I really love his hair color.

#//He's so pretty ;3; #; even the sun gets covered by the clouds⁽ⱽ/ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ᴷᶦᵐ⁾

[frailcompass]

                              do you even remember?

                   i still shake when voices are raised. 

                             do you even remember? 

                      i still flinch when a hand rises. 

                                 i never got to forget. 

                                    so why did you? 

#; happiness brings life and trauma brings change⁽ᴹᵘˢᶦⁿᵍˢ⁾

[frailcompass]

manypcths‌:

She flushed, entranced. ‘You know, nobody’s ever cared so much about my baking before.’ After all, paintings and photos appeared far more impressive than sweet buns and cake. But he made her feel that she was truly making a difference in the world with her baking, something he considered art. Jihyun could make anything she did sound captivating. 

‘Maybe,’ she started, lips quirking up, ‘l can teach you how to decorate a cake, and you can teach me how to become a renowned photographer.’ 

          “You give me far too much credit as even I’m not sure how I was given such luck.” A light blush tints his cheeks followed by a chuckle that rumbles just in his throat. He then gives a slight shake of his head more out of disbelief as he takes her hand in between both of his.

          “And I’m sure there are others that treasure your baking. It’s what keeps others coming back for more. It brings people together on a grander scale than any photograph can.” To add emphasis he gives a nod of his head. “You know how to make people happy through your talents. So I would feel honored to learn how to decorate a cake from you. You always make them look so lovely.”

#manypcths #v; Painted Puzzle Pieces

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it’s april now so it means i get to remake this thing from last year… and add more jihyuns while i’m at it

the sun is the mother of all ✨

#//This is absolutely gorgeous ;3; #; even the sun gets covered by the clouds⁽ⱽ/ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ᴷᶦᵐ⁾ #; lessons of love and artistic soul⁽ᴹᵒᵗʰᵉʳ/ᴹʳˢ. ᴷᶦᵐ⁾

[frailcompass]

❝  i’m fine, let me see your face.  ❞

@frgtmenct || Caring Sentence Starters

         There was no doubt that Jihyun would do what he needed to in order to keep Saeran safe. He’s already had that gone against once and if he had any say about it he wouldn’t allow that to happen again. So there was no hesitation as he set himself between Saeran and the stranger that seemed to be picking a fight. He wasn’t quite aware of the reason why as they themselves hadn’t been there for long, but he assumes something had transpired. Maybe it was due to the fact that Saeran wasn’t used to interacting with anyone besides him or those of Mint Eye still, or maybe this stranger was easily ticked off by trivial matters. Either way it didn’t seem to matter as it had already happened and the man had been dragged away by another.

         The light trickle of blood running across his lips and dripping off his chin from his nose was undeniable. He was sure that the dull throbbing in his jaw wouldn’t let up anytime soon, but he had ignored it all to make sure Saeran was alright first. It isn’t until the younger asks to see his face does the artist freeze before turning his full gaze to him.

         “I’ll be okay. What matters is that you’re safe.” He does his best to smile through the twinges of pain as he reaches out to pull Saeran close to his chest. His fingers hold onto him tightly as a slight shudder runs through him. “I don’t know what I would’ve done if he laid a hand on you...I can’t loose you ever again.”

#frgtmenct #v; Painted Puzzle Pieces #//Self indulgent angst with a side of Jihyun protecting Saeran during the events of the AE? Yes p l e a se #//And I believe he'd do whatever it takes to prove to Saeran that he's gonna be there for him. #; Not Such a Mysterious Message⁽ᴬˢᵏˢ⁾

[frailcompass]

CARING SENTENCE STARTERS 

for muses that need a little love. 

❝  i’m here for you.  ❞

❝  let me help with that.  ❞

❝  i’m here.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna hurt you.  ❞

❝  if they do it again, you tell me.  ❞

❝  i’ll protect you. ❞

❝  i’ll make sure nothing bad happens to you.  ❞

❝  let me take a look…  ❞

❝  i’m a phone call away.  ❞

❝  you should have called me.  ❞

❝  here, sleep.  ❞

❝  if you wanna talk, i’m here.  ❞

❝  hey, shh, it’s okay.  ❞

❝  i’ll never let you go.  ❞

❝  you’re with me now.  ❞

❝  nothing’s gonna take you from my side.  ❞

❝  i’ll do what i have to.  ❞

❝  i need you to stay here, okay? i got this.  ❞

❝  it’s safe here.  ❞

❝  i’m fine, let me see your face.  ❞

❝  we’re gonna have to keep ice on that.  ❞

#; just a quick little check in⁽ᴹᵉᵐᵉ⁾

[frailcompass]

Okay, so I’ve put some thought into it and I still want to write V, but I think I’m gonna be a bit more picky about what I do with him at least for the time being. Things are still probably gonna be a bit slow, but I’m gonna try my best! That being said I’m gonna clear out some things. I know I still have some stuff I meant to answer in my inbox but I think I’m just gonna completely clear that out. For drafts I’m gonna only keep what I feel like I have the muse to answer. I’m sorry to those that were waiting for replies on things, but if you want to continue something or start up something new with me then just come talk to me so we can get that sorted! Just for the sake of my inspiration and energy I have to do this. Thanks for everyone being so patient with me! ♥

#; in this house we love and cherish Jihyun⁽ᴼᴼᶜ⁾ #; the party date is set⁽ᴾˢᴬ⁾ #//I'll also reblog that positivity URL meme thing again at a later date because there was some I didn't get around to. #//And as much as I feel really awful about clearing things out for the sake of myself I really gotta do this. #//So I'm just gonna do my best. And I'm also not gonna pressure myself with replying to old OOC messages either. #//Because I just really feel overwhelmed with all of the stuff I haven't answered in a few weeks so I hope everyone understands. >-< #//It doesn't help that life feels kinda chaotic as of late and one of my pets passed last week. #//So I just need some relatively fresh things to hopefully get my motivation flowing again!

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Just gonna post my general thoughts on RP and the RPC for me right now because I feel it’s really important with my inactivity recently.

I’m really thinking about quitting RP. I’ve been doing this for like seven years now and I know to some that’s not a lot, but I feel really burnt out. I’m getting to a place on here where I just feel like I don’t belong and that if I just kinda quietly bow out no one would notice or care. Not sure if that’s true or if my depression/anxiety is trying to convince me of that, but that’s how I’m feeling and I can’t exactly change that with a flip of the switch.

It’s also really bringing down my inspiration for wanting to write overall. I’m such a people pleaser that not getting replies out or keeping up with things slowly starts killing and eating me away on the inside. And I’m already so freaking unhappy with life right now that feeling this way about something that’s very important to me is really making me suffer. It’s tearing down my confidence and energy.

Worst part is? I’d feel so guilty for quitting RP. Not entirely because I worry what others would think about that, but because I’ve been doing this for so long and it’s been something that has helped me not feel so lonely for so long that I just don’t know what I’d do with myself. And that’s...it’s really sad. Outside of writing and gaming I don’t really feel like a person because I have so much yet nothing at all going on at once that it’s absolutely overwhelming. So my one means of productive escape feeling like this is so hard. It could just be my headspace now and in a few weeks I’ll feel differently, but right now I’m just so unhappy with myself and it’s really affecting my writing.

I just honestly don’t know what to do. I’m not saying I’m quitting but I’m certainly putting a lot of thought into moving on if that’s what’s going to lead to my happiness. I don’t know. This is such a really hard decision but I thought it’d be best to put what I’m thinking on here just in case anyone actually does care and to let you know that I’m not ignoring anyone. I just don’t have the energy to keep up with things lately and I’m so very exhausted.

#; in this house we love and cherish Jihyun⁽ᴼᴼᶜ⁾ #; the party date is set⁽ᴾˢᴬ⁾

[frailcompass]

Boyfriends!!! 🖤💙

#//Precious o3o #; even the sun gets covered by the clouds⁽ⱽ/ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ᴷᶦᵐ⁾ #; family by friendship instead of blood⁽ᴶᵘᵐᶦⁿ ᴴᵃⁿ⁾ #; christmas letters and unspoken understanding⁽ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ˣ ᴶᵘᵐᶦⁿ⁾

[frailcompass]

I’m 21 now guys I can’t believe it. xD It’s been quite the year asdfghjkl But aside from that I’m gonna try getting to some things on here either tonight or tomorrow! I’ll also be over working on Xander today, very sporadically though. Either way I’m hoping I can pick a bit of activity up again on here this week! I hope everyone’s doing well! ♥

#; in this house we love and cherish Jihyun⁽ᴼᴼᶜ⁾ #//Having a bit of anxiety again today but I'm hoping that things will calm down once today passes. Fingers crossed. xD #//Cause I really want to get back to writing with this precious mint boy and I want to keep up with more OOC interactions again. #//I'm sorry to everyone though that I'm taking forever to reply back to I promise I haven't forgotten!

[frailcompass]

When a person who only knows how to shed tears bleeds for you When a person who only knows how to shed blood cries for you

#; even the sun gets covered by the clouds⁽ⱽ/ᴶᶦʰʸᵘⁿ ᴷᶦᵐ⁾ #; ice cream and broken codes⁽ˢᵃᵉʳᵃⁿ ᶜʰᵒᶦ/ᴿᵃʸ⁾