“I can’t wait to wake up to you and have those lazy mornings. Where I wake up and you are beside me, sleeping peacefully. The mornings where we don’t have to rush anywhere, letting the bed pull us back in as we pull each other closer. The mornings where no matter what the weather we’re smiling together. The mornings of pancakes and bacon, dancing around the kitchen with music playing in the background. I look forward to the sweet and simple moments spent with you by my side”
you know what’s more freeing than killing yourself? running away to a small town and getting a job as a waitress. buying a cheap car and sticking a bed in the back and driving southwest. adopting a cat. learning a new instrument. moving apartments. visiting a friend in another city. chopping all your hair off.
you can kill your current life without dying. you can kill this version of you and make a new one.
maybe I’m just a bipolar sucker for rebirth but sometimes that thought is all that keeps me alive