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I had a bit of an identity crisis when I attended an anxiety course, and a great deal of what I had thought was my personality was listed in a paragraph entitled "coping mechanisms" or something.

Then I started learning about ADHD and autism as well, and now I suspect I have zero actual personality.

“You make your whole personality autism”

What actually happened is I found out that 90% of my personality is autistic traits and I am not as unique and original as I thought I was

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Since getting my anxiety under control I’ve figured out that a lot of my previous self control came from my severe anxiety and my adhd symptoms are slightly worse now that my anxiety is under control actually. I don’t want to go back to having severe anxiety though. And this seems like a difficult concept for people to get their heads around. Including psychiatrists I try to convince to give me ADHD meds that my insurance covers already.

#oh

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Not at my best, but still trying my hardest💕

#Best not to think too hard about why it brings a lump to your throat #just reblog

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all of us snoopy, all of us

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#pretty sure I've reblogged this before #pretty sure I'll reblog it again

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Reblog to hug prev poster (they need a hug)

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Types of brain fog:

Brain is primordial sludge & you are drowning in it

U are a ghost and nothing is real

Mental equivalent of attempting to stream some high-res video game when all you have is dial-up

The thing you want to articulate is *right there* but you're just scrabbling at it like a cat continually failing to catch the bird on the other side of the window

The Void

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Not being American I frequently get an extra level of puzzle in the NYT puzzles, but does anyone really pronounce the name Harry as "Hairy"? Anywhere?

#NYT puzzles

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I love that there's so much pineapple on this pizza. No I did not add pineapple, although I am one of those apparently weird people who like Hawaiian pizza.

#none pizza left beef

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Interaction with coworker about how to split a list of people onto two coaches for a trip during our conference this week:

Them: "we could split them by gender" (not really meaning it)

Me: "we only have two coaches"

Them:

Me:

(We are just doing it by surname)

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The Beast that Bothers

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I always call them wheel arches

... idk I just love that long-haired cats have butthawks. buttwings? sticky uppy hair on their legs? leg crests? anyway, it's cute..

#cats

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occasional posts from users

#rude

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#tunic game