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this blog is now an archive! find me at: @fortislumen

#( ; slowly following some first. slowly letting some of you do that too lol. ) #( ;; ooc. )

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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍  ➤    muses  from  a  number  of  fandoms  such  as  marvel,  dc,  lucifer,  criminal  minds, etc.    adapts  to  many  other  fandoms  to  the  best  of  the  writers  knowledge.

#same everything but icon #because we recycle here LOOOOOL #here now - peace

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the new blog is somewhat ready, so i should be moving tomorrow or the day after.

i'm gonna reblog the promo here and let you guys start following if you want or find the move a reason to let me go. honestly, you do you, really. i'm an adult and i promise i won't make an essay long post being dramatic over it. cycles end and it's okay.

i will however already be following people i have ongoing things with or those that interact with me in any way. some others i happen to never be sure if they wanna rp with me or just like my content from far away lol. i'm gonna limit my following count even more, just making sure tumblr isn't making me feel like crap with so many followers and 10 of you interacting with me (by that i not only mean writing with me).

the starter call i have going here on this blog, i have some starters all ready on drafts and will continue writing those i have yet to as the people follow me. i'll probably repost there but leave the link of the old post to this blog so you can see if you've already requested someone or not.

#( ; or i could move today but..... lazy tbh. we'll see. ) #( ;; ooc. )

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I did like, 20 tag drops on the new blog and still have to do them for my ocs. Makes me think how people move blogs so much when I dread doing that

#( ; which I’m now thinking of the waste of time since the new editor remembers only the tags it wants ) #( ; but anyways hi ) #( ; but the blog will be all ready then? just the making of a new pinned ) #( ; gonna reuse the promo for here cause this busy lady ain’t got time and it flopped here ) #( ; then I move ) #( ; whenever I have to spend time on something that isn’t writing here I get mad. it’s why my blog is minimalistic ) #( ; wanna see photoshop creations more than writing u on the wrong blog then lol ) #( ;; ooc. )

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the  woman's  reaction to their presence,  or  lack  thereof,  is  definitely  a  surprise  to  lucifer, which prompts them to raise an eyebrow, tilting their head to the side as they take a step closer - carefully.  they  can  FEEL  how  worried  she  is,  but  her  calm  stance  masks  it  well.  it's  even  more  surprising  to  them  when  she  continues  with  the  conversation,  even  letting  her  curiosity  speak  for  herself.  ❝  aren't  you  a  curious  little  thing,  charlotte... ❞  questioning  the  devil's  agenda  can  be  seen  either  as  a  bold  or  extremely  dumb  move.  but  then  again,  lucifer  did  say  they  weren't  here  to  hurt  her.  ❝  careful  with  that,  isn't  there  a  saying  around  here...  curiosity  killed  the  cat?  ❞  tone  never  changes,  if  anything,  there's  almost  a  teasing  one  hidden  behind  their  smirk. well, they might as well answer her question.  ❝  i  am  here  looking  for  a  being  like  me,  your  kind  gets  to  meet  me  in  the  afterlife  when  time  comes  shall  that  be  their  fate,  sure  you  have  learned  about  that.  ❞  

she knows who they are almost immediately, if their appearance or tone of voice, or the shiver down her spine are any indication. the darkness within charlotte recognizes the darkness in the other. there's a sinking feeling in the pit of their stomach, beliefs she adhered to as a child flooding her mind. her parents had been catholic and, well ... god, good, devil, bad. but was that just another lie they told her? was that just another societal belief to put everyone into the same, boring box? charlotte was curious to find out. ' if you aren't here to hurt anyone ... then why are you here? you don't strike me as someone who gets lost very often. '

#antlerprophet #( ;; IC: lucifer. ) #( ;; FORTIS QUEUE. )

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me: i'm gonna write

also me: refreshes the dash every five minutes and does no writing

#( ; i did write some last night. ) #( ; but hey lemme write some more before the house gets loud ) #( ; i say as if i'm not gonna keep refreshing and doing nothing ) #( ; maybe i could go onto the new blog and start the tag drops ) #( ;; ooc. )

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@havenforged — starter call.

❝  jj,  do  you  have  a  minute?  ❞  although  she  asked the question,  emily  made  her  way  back  inside  her  office,  leaving  her  door  open  behind  her  and  no  time  for  the  blonde  to  even think about answering  otherwise.  she  was  tense,  but  not  about  to  scold  the  other  woman,  much  on  the  contrary  -  emily  was  simply  worried about her.  leaning  against  her  desk,  she  crossed  her  arms  in  front  of  her  chest  and  smiled  when  she  saw  her  girlfriend.  eyeing  her  for  a  moment,  she  sighed,  holding  a  hand  out  for  jj  to  take.    ❝ are  you  alright?  you've  been  awfully  quiet  since  we  closed  the  case...  ❞ 

#havenforged #havenforged: jennifer jareau. #( ;; IC: emily prentiss. ) #i hope this works! <3 #missed the wives

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starter for @alyafae

abigail  remembers  her  name  being  called a few times,  a  voice  that  felt  so  familiar  and  welcoming  but  she  couldn't  really  figure  out  who  it  belonged  to.  then  next,  she  was  given  a  mission,  one  she  took  without  hesitation:  she  was  to  keep  an  eye  on  her  sister  and  be there for whatever she needed,  as  well  as  every  one  of  her  sisters.  apparently  abigail  is  still  the  only  one  sarah  will  listen  to.  which  brings  her  the  question...  how  long  has  it  been? she's more than aware she's dead, unfortunately remembering the event very vividly.  although  she  was  given  a  run  down  of  certain  events,  she  wasn't  told  the  specifics.  because  of  that,  abigail  waits  for  the  best  time  to...  re-introduce  herself  to  sarah - especially since this mission doesn't sound like a long lasting one.

of  course,  on  a  beautiful  morning,  she  feels  sarah's  presence  closer  to  her.  admiring the nature. quietly,  abigail  takes  form  within a certain distance from  the  other  woman,  a  small  smile  seeing  how beautiful she had grown up to be.  but  upon  paying  closer  attention,  she  could  feel  the  other  woman  was  troubled  by  something. memories? doubts? worry? curiosity makes abigail herself feel overwhelmed by how powerful she feels, by how strong she can feel her sister's emotions, yet she manages to calmly call for sarah.

❝  you  look  troubled,  storm  cloud...  ❞  there  would  never  be  the  best  thing  to  say  when  you  come  back  from  the  dead,  so  why  not  act  like  she  never  was?  abigail  smiles  a  little,  looking  down  at  her  hands,  mesmerized  by  how  nature  becomes  her.

#alyafae #alyafae: sarah. #( ;; IC: abigail alder. ) #( ; im so dramatic but then again this event calls for dramatic )

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hello hello! i am finally alive enough to be back on my laptop. had way too many problems on the flights from canada back home but in the end i did make it. also, the plan is to be a lot more active around here again! i've solved my issues that had been keeping me away from tumblr for idk, 5+ months and my life should start to get back on track. thank you all for the patience and for sticking around with me even when y'all had absolutely no idea what has been going on because i'm weirdly private like that lol. also, i'll still be moving blogs but will still be writing around here till that happens because i'm unhealthy extremely organized and don't want you guys following me before my 30+ muses tag drops and before the blog is all ready, so that will take at least a week because i am slow. anyways, i adore y'all <3

#( ; this blog is only 2 years old and idk how y'all move blogs so much because moving to me is a nightmare and waste of time ) #( ; but its time for a new blog i think ) #( ; but yeah i have an issue where i dont let myself have fun until i solve whatever problem i am facing ) #( ; so writing in the last few months was what i took away from myself to punish me lol ) #( ; i would start writing and remember all the actual life problems i should be solving then nothing would come out ) #( ;; ooc. )

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i keep seeing a rising number of sideblogs created for adult content and although sounds interesting, to me it's another reason to make rping more time consuming and complicated. having to go from blog to sideblog or whatever for something as silly as smut threads ain't for me, especially when we're all adults. so for a reminder, as it already is on my rules, my tags for said content are nsft or citrus too. not that i have been writing much of that but just to make sure for whoever doesn't want to see it. i'm also not big on reblogging graphic contents about it, but just wanted the psa out there.

#( ; reminder that this is a 'you do you but i dont have time for this' thing ) #( ; tumblr and the trends to make roleplaying more difficult ) #( ; and then we feel like we HAVE to adapt or else we'll be unfollowed or something ) #( ; but acting like we're underaged hearing about s** for the first time is my trigger lol ) #( ; not on this blog ) #( ; i have so many words on the back of my throat to complain about this saint mentality on tumblr ) #( ; really wish there wasnt awkwardness with it or the fking stupidity of 'oh omg sunday only thing' so i could write it ) #( ; but write actual sm** not fluffy touches and kisses tagged as that lol ) #( ;; ooc. )

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@takeflight — starter call.

❝ this  time,  i  have  nothing  to  do  with  that  storm  outside!  ❞  elizabeth  says without looking up  as  she  points  to  the  window.  a  storm  that  was  definitely  not  on  today's  forecast  was  pouring  down  and  it  was  indeed  not  her  work.  however,  she  had  not  really  seen  who  had  just  walked  in,  thinking  it  was  one  of  her  friends  or  even  her  own  mother,  not  that  it  is  much  of  a  secret  that  elizabeth  is  a  witch.  looking  up  after  realizing  she  had  not  taken  notice  of  who  stepped into the room,  she  raises  her  eyebrows.  ❝  oh...  hello. thought you were someone else...  ❞

#takeflight #takeflight: ambrose. #( ;; IC: elizabeth alder. ) #i hope this works! <3

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— CATE BLANCHETT as CAROL AIRD | Carol (2015)

#( ;; THEY ARE NOT ALL MONSTERS / florence davenport / VISAGE. ) #( ;; FORTIS QUEUE. )

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the more I watch svu, the more the alex cabot muse grows on me 👺

#( ; anyone even writes svu muses? ) #( ; close to finishing season 2 of svu ) #( ; got annoyed with feeling lost with svu and started chronologically yes ) #( ; Watch it since I was a kid and have yet to stumble upon an episode I remember lol ) #( ; I didn’t remember her tho… just casey. guess the channel I watched didn’t like early seasons lol ) #( ; am I even smart enough to write a cool ada ) #( ;; ooc. )

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hurt comfort starters

'' i know we’re not friends, but... if you need anything... ''

'' i'm here for you, if you need someone to talk to. ''

'' i didn't know where else to go. ''

'' need to talk? ''

'' i didn't have anywhere else to go. ''

'' i feel like shit. '' '' you look like shit. ''

'' just… tell me what i can do to make you feel better. ''

'' let’s get you cleaned up. ''

'' hey, look at me. ''

'' i’m not going anywhere. ''

'' tonight is about you. ''

'' can i talk to you about something? ''

'' i don’t want to bother you. ''

'' it’s all just… a lot.”

'' i don’t know what’s wrong with me. ''

'' are you sure you want to be here? ''

'' get some sleep. ''

'' go away! i'm miserable. ''

'' i can’t stop crying. ''

'' aren't you tired? ''

'' don't worry about me. ''

[shirt drenched in tears]: '' look at what i did to you—''

'' you are, without a doubt, the only person who can make me smile right now. ''

'' you’re welcome to stay here. ''

'' i don't want to be alone. ''

'' please don't go. ''

'' it’s okay to cry, you know. ''

'' just get it all out. ''

'' stop apologizing—you didn’t do anything wrong. ''

'' we don’t need to talk, all right? ''

'' let’s just stay here, in each other's arms. ''

'' you were always there for me when i needed you. ''

'' let me be there for you. ''

'' why don't you come here for a second? ''

'' let me help. ''

'' you don't have to do this alone. ''

'' you're not weak for needing people. ''

'' i'm always in your corner. ''

'' stop pouting, you'll be fine! ''

'' what are friends for? ''

'' yeah, you're definitely not in need of an intervention... ''

'' why is there a half eaten donut in the toaster?

'' get out of bed, enjoy the sun! ''

'' your eternal optimism is super annoying. '' '' noted. now get out of bed, and enjoy the sunlight. ''

#meme tag tba / specify muse.

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@antlerprophet — starter call.

❝  i  can  assure  you  i  am  real.  ❞  they  say as they clasp their hands in front of themselves,  voice  calmer  than  usual  as  if  trying to  prove  a  point.  perhaps  going  for  a  walk  in  the  woods  with  their  wings  wide  open  and  flapping  was  a  terrible  idea, but it was a must when they have to have them hidden for too long, posing as a mortal - so much caution for being caught in the end anyways.  alas,  lucifer  wasn't  here  for  the woman.  in  fact,  not  for  any  mortal  for  that  matter.  there  is  a  certain  someone  they're  looking  for  in  the  world  of  men  and  to  their  dismay,  they  have  to  be  around  humans  to  find  said  person.  ❝  contrary  to  popular  belief  i  tend  to  only  hurt  if  i  have  a  reason  to...  ❞  lucifer  winks,  tilting  their  head  to  the  side  as  they  watch  the  woman. 

#antlerprophet #( ;; IC: lucifer. ) #i hope this works! <3

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- boops the nose of whoever read this - hope ur doing well and i'm proud of u.

#( ; been coming here every night to write a starter or two and put on drafts. ) #( ; silently working in the shadows ) #( ; if i write at least two things now i'm gonna start to queue them ) #( ; feel free to send memes or request a starter too ) #( ;; ooc. )

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𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐔𝐌𝐄𝐍   ➤    muses  from  a  number  of  fandoms  such  as  marvel,  dc,  lucifer,  criminal  minds, etc.    adapts  to  many  other  fandoms  to  the  best  of  the  writers  knowledge.

#why not hm #( ;; self promo. )