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hc. Mykonos

they are, generally speaking, timid. bad at enforcing their own boundaries (or even recognising they have boundaries in the first place). prone to prioritising the wants of other above their own needs. they fawn constantly. they defer and cry and plead, and the thought of anyone being angry with them makes them crumble to pieces. it paints a very tragic, 'classical victim' picture. it's part of why graves is ashamed she even exists.

they are, however, also proud and volatile: emotionally unpredictable, quick to anger, easy to offend. they can be cruel. they often are cruel if they think it will keep them from being hurt. they will say things they know will hurt you because in their anger--so rarely something they're allowed to express--they don't care about the consequences and they think they're right. if they feel like their control is slipping (especially if it relates to their control over their fellow griefbringers) they're VERY likely to be a massive dick about it.

this is part of why their relationship with graves is so tumultuous, because graves sees how fucked up their responses to things can get (whether they're causing harm to themselves or to others with it) and fucking HATES it, but of course... mykonos can't see it. they are, after all, a creature of rose-tinted vision, unable to see red flags even when they're the one raising them. at best they get cowed into submission by graves' anger and disappointment and start fawning, but they have trouble learning why what happened to them--or what they did--was actually wrong.

#hc: mykonos #abuse tw #[ hopefully this is coherent. ] #[ theyre a very generic 'easy to manipulate and abuse further' type of victim character in some ways #because that's part of a story i want to tell. and because they're part of a collective rather than just their own character #those pieces of them make the rest of the griefbringers make sense. they're all part of the same story. #and in some ways every griefbringer is going to have A Particular Thing They're All About. #johnny is the most well-rounded because he's the analogy for a 'host' but he too has his purpose #but with meek like. yes i want her to be that classic genericass image of pity. #but it is also important for her to be a fucking DICK. #for her to have coping mechanisms and behaviours that SUCK. #because That Is So Often What Chronic Victimhood Does To You. ]

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What a terrible song, the begging of my body. I am the knife. I am the knife. I am the knife.

Sanna Wani, from “Tragedy”, My Grief, the Sun

#graves. #erik.

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ego of a god

#mykonos. #eyes tw

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Gillian Flynn, Sharp Objects

#graves. #silver.

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hc. mykonos & graves

the nickname 'meek' comes from graves, and it is--most of the time--a thinly veiled insult. they ARE meek: passive and timid and afraid to speak up. it's what helped them survive in the Waking, it's what they were formed to do.

graves, of course, is not like that: he's blunt about his feelings, makes no compromises, calls out wrongdoings and hypocrisy without hesitation. and it is unfortunately that exact attitude that kept getting him (and the rest of the Griefbringers by extension, especially Johnny) into trouble in the relationship(s) that Mykonos formed out of.

he knows mykonos serves a purpose he can't fulfill: he knows that the timidity he derides so much was vital to their survival. graves and mykonos are both bitter towards each other, each a reflection of the other's failures.

#hc: mykonos #hc: graves

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mykonos and johnny! from here

#hc: mykonos #hc: johnny

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“Six wings … Two to fly, two to cover his body, because the body is an unclean thing, and two to cover his eyes because no one can look at God.”

“Why can’t anyone look at God?”

“It’s hard to look at a love you can’t understand.”

… I watched a very strange, very surreal animated short on youtube recently … I’m honestly not sure I ‘got’ it entirely, but it did make me want to draw a seraph … So ah deed.

#mykonos. #hc: mykonos

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i feel like when mykonos climaxes all of her wings splay out and shudder (which can be beautiful or horrifying depending on how solid her form is at the time - she's basically made ENTIRELY of wings, after all, just cleverly shaped into a humanoid-ish form in the centre of them)

#hc: mykonos #desires: mykonos #spicy text for ts

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quote from White Rabbit Syndrome

#mykonos.

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Sick, Jody Chan

#cid.

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If I tell you to shut up and your answer is “Make me” I WILL punch you in the teeth because I have no time for this pseudo sexual tension you’re imagining between us.

#graves. #flint. #erik.

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Con - Graves

If you're a cuddly human, the Gravedigger is likely to disappoint. Even with the gloves and heavy layers he always wears, direct physical contact leaves the other person essentially experiencing emotional flashbacks to some form of grief or loss they've experienced, especially if they're grieving the dead. It's less intense within the Dreaming where he has more direct control over the emotions his dreamers experience with him, but in person, it's completely out of his control.

#hc: graves

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hc. Mykonos

get ready for h*rny monster anatomy. I can't cut on mobile, so perish.

- sexless by default, like all of the griefbringers. their preferred Anatomical Configuration TM is breasts (the size varies depending on how Obviously Effeminate By Human Standards they want to be; they do not have nipples) small dick (probably tapered and iridescent, no idea what the texture is like but it is Not A Human Schlong), pussy (again, probably alien in its texture and fluids), ass. they don't have testes, they don't like having nipples, they love assplay and vaginal play equally, and they probably ejaculate weird silvery fluid. who the fuck knows what it tastes like.

- they're WAY more into receiving pleasure than giving it unless it involves the other party doing the work themselves (if someone wants to just fuck their mouth or holes or hand to chase their own pleasure, they'll happily oblige). Doesn't mean they won't give! it's nice, they can enjoy it, it's just not their go-to. they're not quite a stone femme and not quite a pillow princess either, but there are elements of both of those in their sexuality for sure.

- it can take them a while to warm up to anyone touching them. they're very tactile themselves and will initiate touch frequently, but receiving it is a little different and more intimate/vulnerable to them. it also means that they're often the one to initiate sex with a partner, and will take their time winding up/teasing them with slow, soft touches until they're both ready to proceed (if either of them even want to; heavy petting is delightful too).

- they LOVE any kind of consensual telepathy or other mind fuckery during sex. it's not often they sleep with anyone, let alone a being that could even offer them anything like that, but the desire is there nonetheless. its about feeling close and intimate and knowing someone feels how much mykonos loves and wants them.

#hc: mykonos #[ whatever version of me wrote this was fucking insane for this ] #spicy text for ts #desires: mykonos

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[remembers I made Graves touchstarved but a) unable to touch others without causing them emotional pain and b) unable to feel it properly when anyone touches him unless they're causing him severe pain] hey. what the fuck.

#hc: graves

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Yves Olade, from Slaughterhouse; “Sugar Apple”

#mykonos.

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saving this for proctor's hc tag because what the fuck

#hc: proctor #[ idk if i'll write him again but might as well save this ]