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IRA C. SMITH

‘92

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Guys getting hurt dot com

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in the absence of butch rolemodels my teenage self had no choice but to model their masculinity after the next most relatable thing available, which turned out to be images of men in the throes of physical and psychological torment. the implications of this, if there are any, are unclear

#☹️

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Evan Cagle

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On the one hand I feel like It would be extremely effective to explicitly tell my mother that spanking during childhood directly resulted in a fetish through which all my sexual arousal is funneled as an adult. But on the other hand I know she would find a way to understand it as " this is just my already degenerate queer child finding another avenue to chase Satan through eroticism and being enabled by money seeking therapists to blame ME, the worst mother in the world, for something I had every right to do (beat children into submission)"

#something something... some fetishes ARE deeply ingrained from childhood traumas and this is one of the more well-known of them #some may even say a rather blase fetish in the realm of what can occur from sexual childhood trauma. which I'm aware of #but even this would be far too much to try to explain to her #So much so that this side of the argument when trying to convince her to stop hitting my younger siblings would be useless #UNLESS I deliver it in a shocking enough way that it creates such instinctive disgust in her the next time she tries to do it that she stops #That's the one way to do this correctly and she already thinks there's no coming back with me.. high risk high reward baby #anyway. I have a great relationship with my mother and I'm not disgusted at all at the idea of reforming it in my adult years

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Oil Pt.3

#this is fascinating to me is this how sensory input from nipples is supposed to feel like? #gif

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why do you as a man have long hair? so other men will pull it while they fuck you?

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something about the ownership of forcemasc. I made you, like Frankenstein's monster. I tore you apart and stitched you back together into the man only I could see in you.

your masculinity is indistinguishable from my ownership of you. you can't have one without the other. you're not just a fag, pretty boy, you're my fag.

#hell yes

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Tracy Chapman, 1988

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Being aspec is really weird bc my context for what’s sexy just has nothing to do with what’s commonly sexualized. It’s not about bodies. It’s not about sex, even. It’s about the psychosexual nature of various relationship dynamics.

#as prev said. #if i wanted to nut i'd just nut in my room by myself #I do find bodies attractive but they're basically kind of a fun bonus

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i love petplay i love all the stupid little mutts that just wanna be fucked til they can’t speak. puppies, kitties, bunnies, foxes, deers. sooooo cute and soooo fuckable

#DEER MENTION

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Happy femslash february, sweet sapphics!

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commission for @eldritchmochi, an illustration of a very steamy scene from his fic coping skills! 😏 (this chapter in particular!)

this picture was a very fun challenge for me from the point of view of posing, and y'all know me. always happy to draw ropes 💜 thank you for commissioning me!

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Xiao Wen Ju by Zhong Lin for Marie Claire China March 2024

Styled by Austin Feng. Makeup by Clive Xiong. Hair by Minghu Zhang.