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𝒉𝒐𝒍𝒂, 𝒎𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒔 ! it is i, lark ( mun of wish’s oon chaesoo ) && i’m excited to bring you yet another muse of mine —— this one, though, being one that all of you helped me decide on ! so, without further ado, let me introduce you all to 𝒉𝒂𝒏 𝒋𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒖𝒍, silhouette’s sexy main dancer, lead vocal, && glorified feature queen. she’s based on a muse of mine from the past, && i’m like, super excited to familiarize myself with her all over again, && i hope you like her !

below the cut, you’ll find a brief synopsis of her life thus far, && if you’re at all interested in plotting with us, please let us know by leaving your love in the form of a ( ❤︎ ) on this post ! we can’t wait to get to know you && your muses —— please take care of us well !

♡ 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐂𝐊 𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐎𝐖𝐍 !

han jiseul grew up in a super conservative, devout christian household in seoul.

her father was the preacher at a respected church in gangnam, && her mother, his wife, was the choir / musical director there. that said, jiseul grew up singing gospel music, && performed as apart of the choir every time that she attended mass.

it was during those small performances / recitals that she learned to love being in front of a crowd && her parents often made her the poster child / star of the show; gaining her attention, && loads of compliments, from the members of their parish.

this, however, put a lot of pressure on her, but despite that, she began to dream about making performing a profession && started to look into become an idol as a pre-teen.

at fourteen, she auditioned for bc entertainment, was offered a trainee slot by the grace of god, && had her sights set on a main / lead vocalist position in whatever group they were next to début. she didn’t think she was in the same league as the others, but she was determined to try her hardest to impress the creative team / ceo of the company.

it was during this time away from home that she, understandably, began to fall away from her faith, && by sixteen, she was already finding excuses to skip mass && privately aligned herself with atheism. this, of course, infuriated her parents.

she was practically abandoned by them when she hit nineteen.

to top all of this off, she was in line to début with bee, but in the end, was cut from the final lineup due to her vocals not being up-to-par with the other girls’. this, naturally, tore her apart on the inside, && she felt as though the three-ish years she’d spent at bce were a total waste of her time. she refused to give up though, && with a new fire lit inside of her, she left bce && auditioned for gold star media, later being accepted && changing her primary focus to dance.

one of the critiques she received multiple times was that she had an issue emoting while she sang, && she worked at adapting throughout her new training process. if there’s one thing about jiseul that’s worth praising, it’s the fact that she’s earnest && hard-working—sometimes to a fault.

when she was later chosen to début in silhouette, she was so pleased with the results. it was much different than when bee first kickstarted their careers, && she was grateful for a concept that she excelled in. she’s spent a long time in the industry && she’s growing a little tired of not getting solo work, but she hopes to change that very soon. she’s been working on writing her own music for a long time, as well as improving her musical skills to prove to gold star && bang sunyoung that she’s ready for her personal spotlight.

overall, she’s really chill person. she’s a bit of a hot-head && has wildly intense emotions, && is not at all afraid to butt heads with someone, but if you’re on her good side, she’s fiercely loyal—will honestly kill for her friends && family.

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