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[lying through my teeth] I am normal about bears in trees hit new album how to build an ocean instructions

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Hate when people say Sam is morally grey when Dean had a whole "arc" of him doing more and more dubious shit to protect sam. Yes Sam drank demon blood, yes he went off the deep end after he was trapped in a time loop for months(?), does that make him morally grey? No! It makes him human, Sam was always the good brother, the light to dean's darkness. Dean literally killed Sam's childhood sweetheart after lying to his face about sparing her, Dean is the one who told a literal newborn that he'd "kill him himself" after witnessing it self-harm, Dean is the one who said "some of the cheerleaders are almost legal" as a joke, and dean is the one who broke the first seal. It's canon that he's tortured people in hell and ENJOYED it. Sam has made mistakes but he always tries to fix them, Dean is the one who gets off scott free and people say Sam is the morally grey brother?

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“Yall don’t know him like I know him.”

Except what I mean is that I know the character in question to be, in fact, the most irredeemable piece of shit on the whole show, and am pulling my hair out over the fact that you guys think he’s a lil pookie.

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s9: Remember gadreel?(warning: rant)

Remember gadreel?....

How the arc was: sam was dying after the trials and dean was desperate to save him n on the brink of shaking hands with Death, dean tricks sam n stuffs an angel into him (aka rape) ? .... n then how it led to:

And

And then all this?:

That led to idiot dean doing this

& you know what the kicker is? - all of it - completely unnecessary 🙄...

Its just a Massive plot hole OR a very clear indication of deans selfishness being clearly portrayed: let me explain-

- they had OG Death still around back then - Billie wasn't in the picture and so there wasn't a reaper'-"fatwa" on the winchesters n "losing 'em in the empty"-campaign yet...

Dean & tfw in general ALREADY KNEW HOW TO SUMMON n make deals with Death- hell, dean did it just to shove sams soul back n they were still allies at that point just before in s8 (&again in s10/11)

Not to mention, they ALSO knew how to make deals with reapers - THEY'D literally used it to help Sam complete his 2nd trial in s8, just earlier!....

So it wasn't like an angel possessing sam was literally the ONLY option available to dean to save his dying brother- he could have reached out to Death or reapers or literally anything else!....

Hell, when gadreel showed dean sam chatting to Death - that alone should have given him an idea to make a deal with death or reapers ....

Point is - he could have let sam die n then brought him back as he'd done before...

why was violating sam the 1st and only option he considered at that point? - especially KNOWING how sam would feel about it?- hell he even said it to gadreel....n then proceeded to do the exact opposite

dean is supposed to be the "genius at hunting and lore" - he knows all sorts of things about all sorts of gods n beings even if he didn't deal with death - & we know it was hours they'd spent in the hospital if not days ... he could've been looking for options - but it's clear he hasn't been...

but no, nothing else considered n sam raped by proxy and violated by the person he trusted the most - because to dean sam wasn't a human being, just this living-doll he possessed n carried around with him, labelled "little brother" like a toy a boy carries around for his own comfort....which is why sam is EXACTLY right when he said: "you didn't save me for me, you did it for you"

If not for Dumbass,selfish deans decisions, none of this would have happened:

Kevin not killed, his mom not killed

No moc!dean n demon!dean

maybe metatron still and gadreel but differently

No darkness released n dumb undercooked "return of mary" doesn't happen

No Charlie dying - hell we could had Kevin AND Charlie - it'd be hilarious to watch them together!...

Maybe they still get Jack n Rowena n return of lucifer etc...but at least sam wouldn't have to face the horrific reality of his beloved brother violating him

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no, tommyinnit bisexual was not on my 2024 bingo card. or 2023. or 2022. or 2021 for that matter. bros living a fanfiction wdym he got married to his male best friend and then figured out that he might be bisexual. and tubbo still doesn’t want him which is by far the funniest part of it all

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I am always saying this

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yall think that sam deep down knows that no one cares for him as much as they care for dean?

if he knows, was a slow realization, or did it hit him at once? maybe at one evening, as bobby smiled softly at dean, and sam was surprised to see that type of gesture in bobby, but dean wasn't. so maybe it was strange and unfamiliar to him and him alone.

did he accept it? or did he try to grow closer to those around him? never quite managing it. he is too strange, too earnest.

in those days when the world is a bit more red, and the weather feels colder than natural, he would reason to himself that it's in his blood. that he's not made to fit in with the world around him, with the people on it. he is not clean, in the biblical and literal sense of the world.

but the cruelest reason, comes from the fact that it just might be him. not the blood, or destiny, or his actions.

he is just not that loveable.

anyways, what do yall think?

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enough reclaiming slurs, I think in 2023 we should reclaim nascar. they banned the confederate flag on all properties & their stance on lgbtq+ isn’t just performative bc in 2013 they fined a driver 10k for using a homophobic slur, condemned indiana in a statement for an anti lgbt law, and partnered w carolina’s lgbt+ chamber of conference in 2022. nascar was founded by anti-cop moonshiners/bootleggers who drove suped-up fords to out-run the police. #yaaascar

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helloooooooo

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helloooooooo

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i had a dream i was friends with sam winchester and he got picked up by his dad (not john. or bobby. random man) and he rolled down his window and said I DONT KNOW MUCH ABOUT YOU BUT I KNOW YOURE TRANSGENDER AND I DONT WANT THAT AROUND MY SON and then he immediately drove into a brick wall

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as a child being told "the moon controls the tides" with no additional explanation was like. oh okay. you want me to believe in magic? you're talking about magic right now? okay. fine

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Does Sam Winchester write the auto replies

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I'm so annoyed right now, I saw a post that said Dean helped Sam with the hallucinations in S7. I don't remember that happening??

I just watch s7… and he did ask Sam to make his word stone cold #1 and build off that. 

Then he went throughout the entire season after that punching Sam in the head, taunting Sam with his biggest fear (clowns) and laughing about it, lashing out and making Sam take on responsiblities because Dean just couldn’t deal, and basically ignoring/forgetting that he ever said that. 

Flash forward to s9 where Dean uses his word to let Sam believe he’s going crazy in order to keep his (Dean’s) Gadreel lie a secret. Literally uses the word he asked Sam to build his SANITY on to make Sam believe he was going insane rather than revealing the truth to him. 

I AM SO MAD ABOUT THIS AND ALWAYS WILL BE. 

I got off track but my bitter is on FIRE tonight. 

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it's just me and the silly tv show of unbelievable emotional damage supernatural against the world