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no food no money no job no family!!!!! just me crying and dissociating like i'm ten years old again <33333

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I hate how schools pretend to care. Like dude, all the schools who have anti bullying posters also have a kid who committed suicide, if they don't have a kid who committed suicide, they don't have any anti bullying posters.

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i don't know how much longer i can keep dealing with intrusive thoughts + overthinking i don't want to sound dramatic but it's literally ruining my life and any semblance of happiness

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I am really tired of my shitty everything, shitty teeth, shitty face, shitty health, shitty mental health, shitty body, shitty mind. Literally everything about me is shitty.

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Why the fuck am I the way I am

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I’m so tired of being too much to handle and never enough to love.

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I genuinely mourn the person I could have been.

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Behind every mentally ill person

Is a secret tumbler account they vent on to strangers

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Actually upon further inspection that shit really hurted my feelings

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I became so attached to my depression that I can't imagine my life without it anymore

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that moment when you’re empty and nothing matters anymore . you don’t even know who you are anymore but it’s okay it doesn’t matter , you just want to disappear .

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If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me

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I can literally feel the thoughts bubbling in my head like a cursed soup

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been telling myself "just gotta get through the day" every day since i was 8

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I will always be so fucking angry for what they turned me into