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EVOLUTIONS.
30. In what ways are you a good student?
I'm a great student in many ways. I give my full effort of getting things on time, I try my hardest even if I don't fully understand what's going on, I still try. I give my full attention as one is speaking towards me. I try my best to never give in, and never back down. This allows me to be a better student. With my listening skills, and
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31. In what ways could you improve as a student?
I can improve in multiply ways. For starters I can pay less attention to any sort of drama and more attention on school work. That's why I'm in school for starters my eduction. I can try studying every now and then instead of slacking my studying time. I can even try sleeping earlier so I'm wide awake and not in a moody mood while at school. I don't have much of a reason to not try these techniques, but this is how I may improve as a student. Better grades equals a better education.
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32. What do you typically do after school?
I'm not a very busy person. I really don't have much to ever do after school. I get home and finish up my homework and attempt to finish a book. As soon as I've attempted to finish a book and has completed all homework I usually watch T.V for a few hours and then eat. That's the my daily after school routine.
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33. What do you typically do on weekends?
Weekends are different, not much homework to complete so I honestly am home watching T.v. or listening to music. No activities of such unless I go out walking for some fresh air. I even go to the library to pick some new books to read so I'm not left with the same books I've read previously.
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34. Who do you go to when you need help with a personal problem and why?
When I have a personal problem or if I just want to scream my lungs out I go straight to my older sister. She makes me understand ow everything will be alright that these personal issues are only temporary. She's helped me alot, we talk to each other we keep each other company when there's absolutely nothing to do at home. I come to her because she gets what I go through on a daily occasion. Is she the only form of help I get no, music itself has helped me with a few things (life). But my older sister is my main helper for personal problems. Her and I are good team.
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35. Please describe something you've done that you are proud of.
I'm proud of a few things I've been able to do in my past. I've helped a small hamster my old pet when he hath broken his leg, it wasn't much help but I've given him all my love to make him feel comfortable.  Another thing I've done that I'm very proud of is walking 11.5 miles for Walk for Hunger while I lived near the Boston area, it was a great exercise and a good thing to help those whom need it. I have cleaned a few parks that have been filled with trash. No one does anything about it unless you take the stand yourself. I honestly can not stand it while others litter. I'm proud of myself for caring for the environment it makes me a better person, it allows me to learn more about our community and live in a healthy environment.
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36. In what ways do you think other people look up to you?
This year people don't look up to me, I don't even think they know that I'm there. I don't very well talk to others I try my best but words fail to come out. Last year though I wasn't new so it was easier to speak to people I already knew. Last year others looked up to me I don't understand why. I was just myself and people seemed to like that of me. I'm not someone else I'm me. They've accepted the fact that I use to wear a clip on tail, band tees, and speak of random non sense. I think they've looked up to me because I'm comfortable with who I am, I don't care what others have to say. I can only really keep one person happy, and that's me. If I'm not who I am today I honestly have no clue who I'll be. People look up to those whom they respect and I guess they respected me.
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37. Describe your future goals and what you have done and/or are doing to help achieve them.
My future goals aren't very different from others. But I do wish someday that I can become a teacher if not I do have my heart set on to become a journalist. How can I achieve this? I can achieve this if I seriously have my heart set on it. I can achieve this by writing much more, stop with the negativity. Believe in my writing, I can even take Latin to improve my writing skills. The Latin language can really help me increase my vocabulary skills like such. I can try to write more online fan fictions get noticed. Maybe even make a tumblr dedicated to my writings, to see if people like them. I can try so many different ways. I can use my imagination a come up with amazing short stories. All I need to do is believe in myself and work hard to get what I want.
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38. Why do you want to be in the EVOLUTIONS After School Program?
I wish to be part of the EVOLUTIONS After School Program because it'll let me become less dependent on my family. This Program will allow me to expand my education and offer me time away from home. There may even be a chance that I can make new friends become less shy. My social skills won't be terrible anymore. I'll learn how to get out of this shell. I'll get several opportunities such as an Annual College Visitation Trip. This visitation will open my eyes to reality. It'll allow me to make a decision (Do I or Do I Not Want to Go to A Serious College? What Type of College Should I Go To? Is College for Me?) It will allow me to think of my life choices I might even find out who I truly am. It'll be a life changing experience.
Note: Hopefully I'll get accepted I need something to do. I hate being alone.
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Today’s just like any other day. I wake up wanting to go back to sleep not wanting to face the light. I get up my back is in pain, I’m still slouching. My neck hurts as I get up from the bed nothing passes through my mind not a single thought. Until my feet hit the cold floor. I haven’t had a dream in almost two days. Normal, but tomorrow I should be getting one. Sadly. My dreams terrify me. Every dream has some terrible feature happening to me. One day I cut off my own head, the next I die from some natural disaster. Oh, and the dreams with Black Veil Brides members. The silly dreams. I’m horrified to have another dream of me dieing, it’s bad enough that I’ve attempted suicide once. I don’t need dreams reminding me. I hate my mind. I hate where it’s putting me. I just want to have a normal dream not the same dreams I get.I want to be normal.
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I just might get a kitten.
This is wonderful news for me, because this now means that I’ll something to look forward for. When I come home. Something to excite me. I won’t be lonely. I’ll have something a kitten for god sakes to care for to love. Maybe I stop hating myself stop caring what others think. Just maybe? Maybe this kitty would be the answers to my self hating. I'll learn to love him.
Gonna name him Greg.
Cosmo.
Indigo
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