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flamma-nocturna · 21 hours

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little thing I've been thinking about involving being aspec and mental health/disorders...

also maybe a little personal/tmi so enter with caution hxhdhs

so for a while now I've been exposed to more and more people who talk about "the thing." sometimes joking about it, other times talking explicitly about it to me (as in my long distance partners) and a lot of the time i notice that whenever someone does bring it up i kind of. shut down? like i get super overstimulated and sometimes even physical pain?? not always, it's only like half the time but still.

so for a long time i thought i was just kinda icky about it and started calling myself ace, specifically aceflux bc again i don't feel like that all the time. and then i remembered "oh shit I'm not mentally healthy lol." so is what I'm feeling some sort of a side effect of my brain being a brain?? like do i get like that bc of possible adhd or something?

#look at me questioning my identity yet againnnnn #vocis tenebrarum #ask to tag

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flamma-nocturna · 5 days

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should probably mention I'm not using discord much anymore so. probably not a good place to contact me at the moment hwhshwj

#💜#vocis tenebrarum

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flamma-nocturna · 10 days

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I regret to inform you that Discord's new Terms of Service includes an arbitration clause. You can find it here https://discord.com/terms/#16. This clause includes an opt-out, which I have transcribed here:

You can decline this agreement to arbitrate by emailing an opt-out notice to [email protected] within 30 days of April 15, 2024 or when you first register your Discord account, whichever is later; otherwise, you shall be bound to arbitrate disputes in accordance with the terms of these paragraphs. If you opt out of these arbitration provisions, Discord also will not be bound by them.

These clauses are underhanded ways that corporations seek to deprive you of your right to participate in class-action lawsuits and your right to a jury trial. (This does only apply to us users ,other people still spread the word though )

#not sure if this is true but i did both an email and a support request just to be safe-#rebloggle

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flamma-nocturna · 10 days

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I regret to inform you that Discord's new Terms of Service includes an arbitration clause. You can find it here https://discord.com/terms/#16. This clause includes an opt-out, which I have transcribed here:

You can decline this agreement to arbitrate by emailing an opt-out notice to [email protected] within 30 days of April 15, 2024 or when you first register your Discord account, whichever is later; otherwise, you shall be bound to arbitrate disputes in accordance with the terms of these paragraphs. If you opt out of these arbitration provisions, Discord also will not be bound by them.

These clauses are underhanded ways that corporations seek to deprive you of your right to participate in class-action lawsuits and your right to a jury trial. (This does only apply to us users ,other people still spread the word though )

#...#rebloggle

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flamma-nocturna · 10 days

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i may have made a mistake...

#💜#vocis tenebrarum #vent #delete later

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flamma-nocturna · 27 days

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Happy birthday!!!!

🩷🍰🩷

BWAAAA THANK YOUUUU AUAUSJXJHS.....

#HUGGING YOU TOO SUPER HARD JWVXJGS #💜#vocis tenebrarum

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flamma-nocturna · 27 days

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YOOO HAPPED BIRTHED 🎉🎉🎉

BWAAA THAMK..!!!!

#HUGGIMG U AUAUAUU #💜#vocis tenebrarum

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flamma-nocturna · 27 days

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I'm officially legal 🎉🎉🎉✨✨✨

#WAAAA I'M OLDDDD....#21..... DAMN.....#💜#vocis tenebrarum

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flamma-nocturna · 1 month

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so uh. if you go to prarie peaks don't get struck by lightning while you're trying to go home or you'll get stuck gwhdvsh

#trying to move is like having a stiff neck except it's your whole body HWHSVSH #💜#vocis tenebrarum #sky children of the light #sky cotl

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flamma-nocturna · 1 month

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It's up to you honestly! I just post my own art specifically whenever and whatever I feel like when I draw it.

-^-' i guess you're right hshxhsj

yeah screw it I'll start posting again soon :O

#i have my watermark that i should start using whwhw #i already tried it on a few things but I'd like to start using it for real :o in addition to signing it #💜#vocis tenebrarum #comets blazing

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flamma-nocturna · 1 month

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should i just keep posting my art here anyway?

idk i feel so dead not sharing it but I'm still lowkey paranoid about things haha..

#💜#vocis tenebrarum #ask to tag

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flamma-nocturna · 1 month

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I'm at the point where none of this feels worth it anymore again

my mental health still sucks. my job sucks but i can't leave bc i can't get anything better. i stopped drawing. i haven't finished a new song in months. i don't sleep until 6 or 7 am and wake up only to leave for work. i stopped being able to see or talk to friends. my family is still a shit show. all i do is eat sleep and hide or work. i want to quit everything and just. run away. run far away and never come back. i don't care if i live. i don't care if i don't. i don't care if i get hurt. i don't care anymore. i don't care.

i really need help haha.. please help..

#vocis tenebrarum #vent #ask to tag

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flamma-nocturna · 2 months

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...how good of a site is cohost?

i mean I've seen it floating around for years now but it popped up again for me today and I'm a little curious. is anyone familiar with it.?

#obviously I'm pretty sure it's not the biggest site in the world but if anything bad happens i can go there for starters?#idk yet I'm just throwing shit out there hshxhsh #💜#vocis tenebrarum

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flamma-nocturna · 2 months

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hey I'm still working on this website thingy btw and it's going greattt, haven't put it down in like days gahshsjsj I'm excitedddd.!! idk what other stuff i should have on it so I'm open to suggestions :o

also a while ago i started to get around to a certain something..