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"I don’t think you should wait, I think you should speak now" → "I consider this music to be, along with your faith in me, the best thing that's ever been mine

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Taylor for Speak Now TV

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the fact that taylor intentionally used a capital w in the peace lyric video for the line “but there’s robbers to the east, clowns to the West” is why i stan

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TAYLOR SWIFT talking about FUCKED UP BEAUTY STANDARDS

- MISS AMERICANA (Netflix, Jan 31st 2020)

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how do you deal with anxiety ?

i let it fuck me up then i go to bed

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What's your favourite part of your daily routine?

going back to bed

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how could you possibly hate taylor swift like all she does every fucking minute of her life is try to be the best person she can be and fight for what is right and spread love like

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@taylorswift and Abigail casually having dinner with Olivia sitting at the table like a whole human is beautiful. Not even questioning it or discussing it.. it is just happening like your normal Tuesday night dinner and that says something. 😍

@taylornation

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it’s nice to sing a song that you’re proud of, but not feel pain while you sing it.

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What pleases u in bed?

sleep

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Harry and Meghan Decides To Leave The Monarch

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HAPPY NEW YEAR LOVES!!! REMEMBER WE MADE IT!! DESPITE ALL THE TEARS AND BLOOD WE SHED WE GOT THROUGH!!!

HAPPY NEW YEARS BABIES!

happy 2020 angels! 2019 was crazy and messy on here but i love for it!

To my all time favorites even if we don’t speak all the time just know i appreciate you and am here if you need me!

 @justadashoffangirling @shawnosaur @mendesftoakley @shit-to-kinda-okay  @ourfavcanadianshawn @firsttimeihadsomethingtolose @mendes-shawn @torontogawd @likethisshawnn @coveredinpoutine @infiniteshawn @qhughes43 @rosesfool@lunakeery @shawnm521 @lifeofthemendes @ugottalovehs @smmendess @shawnsmercy @dolansugar @hunshawnmendes @areeyuh @mendesmanifest @becauseihadshawn @shawn-styles @wannafallinlovexo @eroda-harryy @easierholland @mythicalmendes @for-my-mind @fallininjapan @talitawayne @nervousroses @cottoncandyshawn @luxyshawn @fallininyou @t-i-n-y-d-i-n-o @fitmydaydream @begginyouformendes  @paulyjasonklein @pettyandprettyy @onlineluna @holdinbacksecrets @goldenhemmings @gentleshawn @dreamingshawn @nervousaroundmendes @ghostshawn @perfectlywrongroses @tobleroneshawn @t-lostinmendes @niallsfoolsgold @shawnscheekscar @shawn-youth @codyssfern @shawnvvmendes @parkershawn @curlsofshawn @particularrr5sos @shawnsprincesse @wetforshawn @mendes-always-forever @harryandmolly @iichyouth @giveuthisrose @vinylmendes @watchmegetobsessed  @rainbowshawn @anxious-bi-bb @buttterflyshawn @particularshawnn @physicshawn  @clownmendes @saintlymendes @goldenmndes @givenchyshawn @bumblybabes @definitelynotshawnmendes @someoneunimportantxx @waytooinvolvedinshawn @winterdaylove

now to the ones that made my world go round this year

@i-see-you-mendes my soul mate my love i am so thankful for you

@smallerinfinities alex i admire you more then you know 

@siennarossi you are always there for me all the time with cat memes and i love it

@charliebattinson hunny bun who i’m still waiting to visit! but ily

@sippingchai auntie chai my porn queennnnnnnnn

@shawnsmoose the sweetes sassy person ever

@shawnsmusical this bitch needs to visit me so we can just send memes next to each other and get glam

@planstonightbaby my baby h my little sister who is so special even if she doesn’t know it

@shavvnmcndcs makeup goddes but like forreal her insta is POPPIN

and to all my followers/friends/mutuals

thank you for the love,the anons,the interactions i appreciate so you for dealing with my petty nonsense!

i hope this new year brings you love,happiness,success, growth,stability anything you want and need comes to you!

also drink water! practice self love! do self care! say yes to new adventures! say no to people who bring you down! take time to tell yourself you are worthy of EVERYTHING the world has to give and can get it no matter if you do it solo or have a support team! i support you and am here if you need

xoxox

J

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Just bein' in your arms🎄🎄🎄

@taylorswift @taylornation

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