fidelitasadmiralandcvl

[fidelitasadmiralandcvl]

retirement notice

I really didn't want to do this, but I knew this would be inevitable. My time as an RPer must come to a conclusion. With my health rapidly declining due to overworking and immense stress and hardly any time to be at the computer thanks to work and school, it's time I retire from the hobby. What started out as a little fun my old online friends dragged me into back when I was in high school turned into a solid 7-8 years (??? or more??? I lost track of it) of experience and fun. I knew this couldn't go on forever. Although 21 is a young age to retire from it, I knew a year ago that it was close to my expiration date for role playing.

After having spoken to one of my closest RPing friends about the matter, he was right. I should not be denying the cruel truth of reality. It would also be unfair to many of my partners to constantly delay them of my replies and contents. I would love to be on, but at the same time, most of my energy is already spent working and tending to my real life matters. I'm going to NYU, I'm going to become an epidemiologist, I'm going to be working my bottom off, I'm planning to continue my prospective plan into medical school shortly afterward, and I'm definitely planning to work till I die for my community in the health profession. No matter how hard I try to calculate my schedule, RPing... just won't fit in anywhere.

So I apologize for leaving right after my "brief hiatus", but I like to let everyone know that I really enjoy your company and I enjoy getting to be creative with you all. Even if we barely see each other on the dashboard, I really love your content as I'm the type of person who reads whenever I have the chance. If... I don't bury my head in the drafts department. Also, shout out to these folks that I got to know for a long period of time! (some may come from my other accounts because yolo, I'm too tired to bother clarifying my existence and identity more than once)

@oceanaiad : BAE, u r the moon to my sun-- I don’t even know what’s going on anymore, lmao. Anyway, I’m really happy to be RPing with you and I’m sad we can’t RP anymore on Tumblr, but you are amazing, girl. Your skills in the community make my heart go doki doki. Continue to be awesome, Seon, and remember to keep Lucifer under your wings. Also, plz keep Deuce from killing people with her cookies. She’s too sweet just like you you precious little honey bun <3 Let’s continue to be friends OOC and cry over Granblue Fantasy and... and the many things we cry over. just... :SLDKFJ:LKSDJF:LSKDJF SOYA SOYA SOYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

@6thfleet : BRUH BRUH BRUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, you’re chill and you know, you’re a good listener and you’re just an adorable little puffball that I can just??? SQUISH?????? Like why are you so good in this world???? Anyway, you’re... well, to be frank, you introduced me into the KanColle fandom with a positive bang and I’m grateful that you were one of the first RPers in that fandom to interact with my newbie muse. And for someone that mostly stuck around Final Fantasy folks? That means a lot to me. So thank you for being there with me... and being there when I switch to other fandoms! That really means so much more to me too as someone so flexible. I hope we can remain friends even beyond the RPing realm! 

@chaoticflicker : onii-sama, you mean so much to me in this world. That may sound like an exaggeration, but I’m not joking about that. You’re someone that stuck with me since the very first day I stepped into RPing. I still remember those embarassing moments in Twitter that we both would like to delete 4ever, lol!! No matter if I replied or not due to my hectic life, you always take the time out of your day to drop in a positive message in both Facebook and Discord. It’s not even limited to that... in Twitter and here too. Even if I didn’t respond to them, I can surely tell you that I have read them and I feel grateful to have a friend like you in my life. As for RPing, you were always with me no matter which fandom I went into. Your Vincent... is honestly kickass and one of the best I’ve interacted with! Let’s continue to be friends and talk about gaming when we have the chance!! P.S. when will we ever have the release date for FF VII Remake and confirmation that they’re ever going to work on FF Type-Next ; ;

@convxction : FATY I AM SO SORRY I HAVE TO FINALLY RETIRE FROM THIS S:DLFKJ:SLDKJF:LSKDJF you’re like the best Chrom and Eight and Machina I’ve ever interacted and my heart cries like insane when you exist. why are you so precious and why are you so beautiful??? But seriously, I’m really happy to be your RP partners since the good old days when Type-0 used to... well... have a much bigger fandom than what we have right now, lmao. There’s probably like one or two of you leftover. ; ; I’m so sorry I’m going to disappear from this amazing tiny community. You’re an amazing RPer and you are a kind individual that the world needs more of. I hope we can continue to be friends and crey over literally everything that the world throws at us.. especially that ending of Type-0. Never forget Class Zero and Machina and Rem and Kurasame and-- 

@oursongofhealing : ok, this is going to sound like some random stalker tagged you because I’m a creep, but just letting you know that this “creep” is that other Deuce RPer who constantly disappears like a ninja (this -> @flutistplayer ,) lmaooo. Just want to let you know that I’m proud to be one of the many RPers who interacted with you. Because your Deuce is just godly??? AND I LOVE YOUR PORTRAYAL OF HER??? And for being so open to me for interaction despite us having the same muse??? Like that really means so much and you’re just amazing. I’m going to be another member from the fandom who takes their leave, so I feel guilty about it, but at the same time, I’m happy to be a part of the community with you. Continue to be the awesome RPer ! (folks rlly, follow this person because they got good skills)

@asktheattorney : Girl, you deserve so much in this world. Like so much more than the sun itself. Like... sob, you’re just an amzing RPer. I’m not going to lie, your quality really is amazing and I’m just proud to be one of the many lucky RPers who can interact with you. You’re amazing and I’m just-- I’m just a seed facing the sun and being a tiny existence, lmao. But seriously, you’re a chill person and I really enjoy talking deep OOC stuff with you!!! You’re so cool and you’re an amazing person that I’m glad to get to know! I hope we can continue to be friends beyond the RP realm! 

@shugcxrcuei-jin : BROTHER MY LONG LOST BROTHER WE ARE LITERALLY ONE OF THE SAME. Except different gender, LMAO. I’ve never met anyone who is the same hybrid as me and I’m just??? Like whoa????? AND WE LIKE THE SAME STUFF AND CRAVE FOR THE SAME STUFF LMAO. I’m so sad that we won’t be able to interact on Tumblr anymore, but hey... we can always fantasize about our muses with their future marriage, lmao. Not to mention that we have each other on Facebook, so feel free to hit me up on Messenger! I’m sure you’ll be “glad” to hear the storm of complaints on my end about schooling eventually, lmaoo

@foulmouthedscythe : OI WE SHOULD CONTINUE TO COMPLAIN ABOUT WHEN SICE WILL POP UP IN DISSIDIA OPERA-- OR EVEN IN DISSIDIA NT-- Jokes aside, ;alksjdf;lakjsdf;laksjdf you are such an amazing RPer and I’m so happy that you’re one of the small number of Type-0 RPers that are somewhat surviving out... in the desert that is called the Final Fantasy Type-0 fandom, lmao..... Anyway, I hope we can continue to be friends beyond RPing and theorize about... everything, I suppose, lmao. P.S. Your Sice is amazing and I cry because let’s be honest, her sin level is far tinier than Deuce for whatever reason, LMAO

If I miss anyone, I apologize since there’s just so much of you, but just know that I love you all equally! With that finally out of the way, I hope you all have a wonderful life, you enjoy your day (even if it's cloudy, the sun will eventually shine), and who knows, we might bump into each other one day. Maybe.

For those that wish to continue contact with me, Discord is... actually not a good option anymore as I barely go on that platform. The best way to contact me is via Twitter at @animeminafans (kudos to those who got the pun in that username). For those who know more on a personal level, I’m more than happy to share my Facebook information. 

Deuce, Admiral Yori, and Houshou would also like to bid their farewells! We'll miss everyone and move on with our lives. They’re one of the longer running muses that stuck with me for a longer period of time. Especially the Admiral and Deuce. Those two deserve equal treatment of respect and love from... well, from me really, lmao. No one else is obligated to deal with them. But I can only hope that their interactions touched a bit in your character’s life. 

May you all achieve so much in your life as I will do my best on my end. This is farewell!

- Crystal

#░▒▓ who was that? (( ooc )) #((//that's all folks)) #((//everything will be archived))

[fidelitasadmiralandcvl]

So, I've disappeared for much longer than I anticipated. What started off as a small break turned into one that I desperate need, lmao. For almost 3 weeks, I've been ill. Although I am grateful to have the chance to check in with my doctor yesterday and get the proper medications, I've been so busy, I barely could go on the computer other than to check my e-mails. It doesn't help that I have a mandatory online class for my MPH program starting tomorrow or so in preparation for the new semester. There's also my mom's radiation therapy sessions I have to attend to, so.. yeah. I've been dead basically, lmao.

I hate to say this, but until further notices, all threads are dropped and I'm on a brief hiatus till my health recovers and momy mom's.

#░▒▓ who was that? (( ooc )) #((//basically a very tired potato here.))

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oceanaiad:

“Yeah! I’m sure you’ll look the cutest. And waaah…! It’s so cute; the color, the style–! Yuuko didn’t know you had such good taste Emiko!” 

     " I think you're exaggerating. I'm sure you would be the cutest, Yuuko. And I'm glad you like what I've picked out. It's better than what you-- wait, nevermind. "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//S:LDKFJ YUUKO YOU LITTLE PUNK--)) #((//also thank goodness her buddy is fine with whatever she got for her sob sob)) #((//plus emi can't help but admit yuuko might look adorable in it bECAUSE SHE TOO HUMBLE))

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oceanaiad:

“I’m able to have so much fun because it’s you that’s with me, Emiko. And ah! I would love to go to the beach with you tomorrow. Yuuko can make time for her dear friend.”

     " That's good to hear. We might as well try to make use of the bathing suits we've bought. I'm sure the ones that I've picked out right... here would look good on you. "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//OMG BAD YUUKO DO YOUR WORK HONEY)) #((//u tryin to shove work at others tsk tsk)) #((//AND YES SHE CHOSE SOMETHING FITTING FOR BBY YUUKO ;A;))

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oceanaiad:

“You’re welcome! This is the first time I’ve gone shopping with a friend so I’m having a lot of fun.” 

     " Fun, huh... I'm glad you're having fun. If you would like, we can... go to the beach tomorrow? I don't know if you have a day off from work, but the ships and I don't have anything to do tomorrow for once. Headquarter notified me about it. "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//:SLKDJF:LKSJDF YUUKO MUST BE PROTECC)) #((//and thankssssssssss u crushed my hearto)) #((//now emi wants them to have more fun ;;))

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                      THOUGH I’M CERTAINLY GOING TO MISS OUR BROMANCE.

                                                      authored by Juliette                                                      promo by: fragilefated 

#░▒▓ promotional rank (( promo )) #((//good rper and connor is just good stuff))

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oceanaiad:

“I’m naturally the best. Ah, but Emiko is also the best! As Yuuko’s first friend…” 

     " I-- Thank you, I guess? I feel honored to be your first friend. "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//a;lksdjf;alksdjf emiko feels confused but happy also???)) #((//as the admiral probably tries to slip in a normal bathing suit to their shopping cart lmaO))

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oceanaiad:

“Isn’t it obvious? Because Yuuko is the best and you love Yuuko!” 

     " Right, right... You're the best in the whole wide world. "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//yuuko better be lucky this admiral is too nice for her own good LMAO)) #((//but yuuko is precious maybe i am falling for her charisma sob))

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The admiral catches Kongou sniffing one of her clothing, how does the admiral react to this?

     " ...Kongou? What exactly are you doing with my clothes? " She has absolutely no idea how to deal with this sort of situation. Unless her clothes reeked? But the superior made sure to have it washed thanks to Houshou yesterday. Regardless, the Asian is certainly taken aback by the fast battleship's action!

#gardenofunimaginabledreams #░▒▓ admiral's answer (( answered )) #((//KONGOU WHAT R U DOING?????))

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oceanaiad:

“I’ve got it!! You don’t want to be fully clothed and you don’t want to be barely clothed, so you must want to be completely naked!”

     " ...remind me why I'm friends with you again? "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//SHE HAS NO WORDS)) #((//LITERALLY BRUSHING IT ASIDE LMAO))

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プリンツ・オイゲンちゃん by artist 葉月 あかおと (@AKAOTO_august)

#░▒▓ memories (( reblogs ))

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oceanaiad:

“Hmm, hmm… So you’re saying you want to wear a wetsuit? That certainly has more cloth…” 

     :" Wait-- No! That's a little too much! "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//omg yuuko is so extreme lmAO)) #((//it's one way or the other))

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eiriini:

All is well in good, but some of what she spoke of didn’t make a lick of sense. What were guns? Were those like canons? A certain type of magic? A new contraption to …? She could begin to feel pressure rest in her head. Any signs of the impending struggle to understand was hidden behind a steeled, yet kind smile. The last thing Kamui wished to do was worry Yori. To give away that she wasn’t from the north, and so on. When no one was around, she’d have to go to the library ( if there was one ) and read up all on of all of this. For both tactical and other reasons.

“I think I follow along.

“Well, what do you need assistance with? I am not sure how much longer I can just sit around.” There was a soft laugh before she continued on. “Do you need help with battle tactics? Just keeping an eye on them?”

     ╰☆╮Admiral Yori wasn't sure if the other female had fully understood the concept. Yet there was no need to push it. Besides, explanations like this could be saved for another time. There is something far more C O N C E R N I N G than tossing lectures around: the children. ( lest the admiral and kamui be faced with destroyers messing up the premise ! ) This Japanese nodded. To see Kamui extend a hand out whether it be for battle or something as minor as watching over the youngsters is a true blessing. Emiko eventually motioned her hand in the air, almost... out of desperation?!

     " If you could help me with the destroyers-- er, with the children, I would be more than happy. They... can be a bit rowdy when I tell them to return back to their dormitory. "

#eiriini #░▒▓ sortie out! (( role play )) #░▒▓ a kind admiral (( verse;; main )) #((//time to watch kamui do some babysitting duty lmao)) #((//i'm tempted to also say when in doubt just answer : it's japan ))

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 Yuudachi’s rainy mode is so cute~

#░▒▓ memories (( reblogs ))

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oceanaiad:

“Oh my! Would something more modest suit your tastes? Hmm, what about—this one? Look, it has some cloth with the strings!”

     " It does have some cloth, but... I doubt that's enough to cover up everything. at least the color isn't that ugly "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//the question is what kind of bathing suit will yuuko wear??))

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the sea calls for you, @book-of-conquest

     " I didn't expect us to work straight into the weekend. "

#book-of-conquest #░▒▓ sortie out! (( role play )) #░▒▓ a kind admiral (( verse;; main )) #((//S:DKFJ:SDKJF start off with those two overworking sob)) #((//also apology for the short length!))

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oceanaiad:

“What are you talking about, Emiko? They’re super cute; I don’t see the problem here.” 

     " For your information, they look ugly. Those colors don't match-- and they're strings! STRINGS ONLY! "

#oceanaiad #░▒▓ stop teasing me ! (( crack )) #((//it's always gotta come down to bathing suit since it's the summer sob)) #((//the colors tho......... prob something real ugly lmao))