femboy-girlfriend

[femboy-girlfriend]

believing in g-d

art and writing by laika wallace

please note: my use of it/its pronouns for g-d is a personal choice, reflecting my belief that g-d is in all the living things of the world that we call “it”, as much as it is in human beings

[femboy-girlfriend]

you in all your grace standing by my door / a portrait of eve in venus / crashed by waves of your sweet clove coffee perfume / you are love-made, g-d-made / of dandelion and carapace and willow and and and

to my love by laika wallace

[femboy-girlfriend]

i will love you when it’s raining and i will love you when the heat is all i can taste / i will love you when the thunder comes down on our heads / and on friday and on tuesday and on every day between / i will love you between the smile lines on your face and in the pigment of your dark circles / i will love the roughness of your skin and the softness of it on mine / and i will say your name like the most delicious prayer

i love you sweetness by laika wallace

[femboy-girlfriend]

i will use your 2nd least favorite knife / to cut up this cantaloupe / the juiciest and sweetest fruit i have ever known / and i will wash my hands before touching anything else / because i know you’re going to cut carrots for dinner tonight

and the guinea pigs across the floor / they whine and run around / because they know i’ll give them a treat / even if it’s just the rind / even if it’s just a little / and i will feed them by hand / because i know they want to be loved

i will wash my hands / so i don’t get hay in your hair / when i come touch your face / and tell you you’re beautiful

i don’t know much / but i know this / these are simple things / but they’re worth more / than any words i could pay for / to hear and not understand

the things i know about my home by laika wallace

[femboy-girlfriend]

when i first saw your soft hands, little friend, your delicate bones / all we had was love / all i had was trust / and i wanted to be your friend, you wanted to be

they told stories of you when you were bigger than me, little friend / all we wanted was to play / and you play and you play and you play

you bring me toys like bricks and sandcastles / you build and i break it down / you build and i break it down / and i was your friend

you wanted to be / as big as me, as big as me / i loved you, i loved you / you wanted to be

then there was the fire, little friend, and your delicate bones / i hear them breaking, i hear you crying / i hear the predators

you wanted to be / i will be as big as me, i will be as big as you need

and when the fire came / my little friend, your soft bones / when the arrows came, and the spears, and the swords / i wanted to be

in the line on the horizon / tail in trunk / in the line on the horizon / oh the stories we told

you wanted to be / as big as me, as big as me / i loved you, i loved you / you wanted to be

i break it down / i break it

and i wonder / where are they taking me? / in the stars above / the fire flickers / do we see the same stars? 

and i wonder / as small as you, as small as you / will they take me home / will they tell our stories / will they hold my bones?

war elephant eulogy by laika wallace

[femboy-girlfriend]

Personal info:

-My name is Dani, but if you know me by something else then that works too

-Demiboygirl (genderfluid with more steps)

-She/Her and He/Him only please, I don't tend to prefer one or the other

-I'm 19 and will hopefully remember to update this on my birthday :p

Fun facts and other info:

-I love my femme :3

-I'm Reconstructionist Jewish but also kinda a Druid? It's complicated

-I'm Roma, Magyar and Scotti

-Star Wars, League of Legends, and Power rangers are my main special interest media

-I love birds (specifically vultures) and bugs (specifically phasmids)

[femboy-girlfriend]

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