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You actually get off on hurting me. Like you havent destroyed me already..all on purpose. There is actually no guilt there..

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You genuinely have no remorse.

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You cried when I told you about my assault and I bet it was only because you didn't get to touch me first.

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I can't even eat or process anything mentally or emotionally. Why can people make you feel this way? Why do we let them have this power? He was in my life for 6 months and now he is gone in the worst way possible and I will always fucking remember him as the ex who loved me the least. Because he did. Truly. If he even fucking did at all.

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I will carry this with me for the rest of my life and I will never fucking let myself fall in love again. Ever. You cant trust anyone to have you be the only girl. All of my exes have taught me that. Trevan fucked Sav. Adrian kissed a girl at a party. Mahin flirted with 2 girls and had phone sex with Lanie (just found that out a few weeks ago) and Austin exchanged pics with his ex and drooled over her body like he did mine. You can NEVER trust anyone with a fucking dick. Just don't.

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How did I not see how unloved I truly was? I KNEW he felt different and I felt so panicked but I wanted to try to make him feel the same way about me. I knew after Ari I should have let you go, because you knew what that meant to me and you still did it. Twice. Everyone told me and I didn't fucking listen. Love is a fucking joke. They will never love you back

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"I love you." /////// "ill have to see. Wouldnt be too bad. And omg sara hush haha"

All at the same time.

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"You're an idiot no I'm not talking to anyone else." Yeah. Just yeah.

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I felt guilt and apologized every time I felt insecure and let it become a problem because you would get mad. Looks like I had something to worry about huh.

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I wish you could feel what I feel but you didn't even value me or what we had.

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"I just got done peeing." No, you were taking a dick pic for your ex and lying to me with no fucking guilt.