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i hate the feeling that comes after eating. not just the psychological effect, no, but the physical feeling of having food in my stomach. i really need to remember that the next time i want to eat.

#🔆 #ftm ed #tw ed #ed tw #6.5/24 hrs into a fast #fasting

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Hungry again? It's refill time.

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im gonna do better i promise. i deserve better than this. i deserve to be skinny and i deserve to be happy. im doing this for me and for no one else <3

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Is ok if you binged today, it's ok if you binge tomorrow. As long as you get there at your body's pace. It's never your fault but if you keep trying I know you can make it. I believe in you!

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I want to be high on that feeling of hunger every day. I don’t want it to fade away. It feels comforting and familiar and victorious. I’ll make myself at home here.

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when im skinny

i wont be embarrassed of my arms, stomach, hands, neck, calfs, back, thighs, body

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Me entering EDTumblr because I'm hungry again

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are you sure you want to eat that? why don't we go take a walk instead? ♡ if you feel hungry after, maybe water will help! we got this!

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"I just forget to eat.. Like it gets to 10pm and I'm like shit I forgot to eat haha" "like I always forget to eat, it's an issue"

Shit up shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up

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Fasting Sweetspo Motivation

My lovely, you’ve been working and fighting so hard to get where you’re at. Are you hungry? That’s okay, I’ll tell you what to do. Get up slowly. Now as you walk feel how light you are without having eaten. You glide across the floor and leaving no sound or mark behind you. Make yourself your favourite tea. Focus on the progress: the water boiling, the tea brewing how water changes colours. Pick you cup up and glide across the house as the light being that you are. Have a sit, cover with a nice warm blanket, play your comfort show and drink that lovely tea. Feel the warmth slowly washing that hunger away. Remind yourself how far you’ve come in your fast. Lastly, what doesn’t challenge you won’t change you.

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I love it when someone tells me that im already thin, thanks but my bmi is not under 18 so im not. Watch me, i can be thin THIN🤩

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Reasons to not give up on your diet pt.2 <3!

𝟚𝟚. 𝕎𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕣𝕚𝕧𝕒𝕥𝕖 𝕚𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕚𝕟 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔!

𝟚𝟛. 𝕐𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕞𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕔𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕣, 𝕟𝕠𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕣𝕪 𝕒𝕓𝕠𝕦𝕥 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕞𝕒𝕟𝕪 𝕔𝕒𝕝𝕠𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕤 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕟𝕖𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕦𝕣𝕟 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕕𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕞 𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪~

𝟚𝟜. ℕ𝕠𝕓𝕠𝕕𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕤𝕙𝕒𝕞𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕗𝕣𝕚𝕖𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕦𝕓𝕝𝕚𝕔 𝕓𝕔 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜𝕤!!

𝟚𝟝. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕖 𝕟𝕠𝕥𝕚𝕔𝕖𝕕.

𝟚𝟞. 𝕋𝕣𝕪 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕞𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕖 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕔𝕦𝕥𝕖 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 𝕒𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕓𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕤 𝕤𝕙𝕠𝕨𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕦𝕡<𝟛

𝟚𝟟. ℙ𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕔𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕙𝕦𝕣𝕥 𝕪𝕠𝕦, 𝕓𝕔 𝕠𝕗 𝕪𝕠𝕦𝕣 𝕗𝕣𝕒𝕘𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕪

𝟚𝟠. 𝕋𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕚𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕗𝕖𝕖𝕝 𝕨𝕙𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕗𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕚𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕓𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕒𝕞𝕒𝕫𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕠𝕟𝕔𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕖𝕥 𝕦𝕤𝕖𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕚𝕥.

𝟚𝟡. 𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕚𝕥'𝕤 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕡𝕒𝕪 𝕠𝕗𝕗!!

𝟛𝟘. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 𝕝𝕚𝕜𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕪 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕗𝕖𝕔𝕥 𝕚𝕕𝕠𝕝 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕙𝕒𝕧𝕖 𝕖𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕖𝕖𝕟!

𝟛𝟙.𝔸𝕟𝕕 𝕣𝕖𝕞𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕖𝕣 𝕙𝕠𝕨 𝕘𝕠𝕠𝕕 𝕪𝕠𝕦'𝕣𝕖 𝕘𝕠𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕠𝕜 ��𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕡𝕚𝕔𝕥𝕦𝕣𝕖𝕤!

𝟛𝟚. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕝 𝕓𝕖 𝕒𝕕𝕠𝕣𝕖𝕕.

𝟛𝟛. 𝕐𝕠𝕦 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕘𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕦𝕡, 𝕒𝕗𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕞𝕒𝕕𝕖 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕡𝕣𝕠𝕘𝕣𝕖𝕤𝕤 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕒𝕔𝕣𝕚𝕗𝕚𝕖𝕕 𝕤𝕠 𝕞𝕦𝕔𝕙 𝕕𝕠 𝕪𝕠𝕦?

𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕨𝕒𝕪

𝕊𝕥𝕒𝕪 𝕤𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕟𝕪, 𝕓𝕖 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕤𝕨𝕖𝕖𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥𝕤~<𝟛

A/N: Would you like me to post some inspos?? (Meanspo, sweetspo etc.)

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“Hungry? Have a bottle of water. Still hungry? Eat an apple Still hungry? Well too bad. You need to be skinny”

— Ana

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I don’t understand why this is so fucking hard. It’s not like I have to make extra time in my day to not eat. Fuck, if anything it should be easier because I don’t have to worry about cooking or anything. I literally just have to do nothing. Not eat. But I still do every fucking time and I hate it. I need to remember how good it feels to be empty.

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Don’t.

Don’t fucking let yourself stop again, not this time. 

You deserve to starve, youve worked so hard so many times, just to give up

this time you will fulfil what youve been needing to do for so long now.

You cant give up, stop being so fucking weak and revolting. 

GET FUCKING THIN. 

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