eyylaaboo101

[eyylaaboo101]

I just want a good life, a nice job, a nice place to stay in, a car but oh I don't even drive. Can someone just fucking tell me what to do? I don't even have the will to do things that I love anymore but I'm still grateful that I still have a job that I honestly don't wanna do.

#retailers #jeezus

[eyylaaboo101]

[eyylaaboo101]

“Thank you for always being there and showing me what love truly is. For loving me despite all my flaws and my mistakes. For showing me that I am not alone or weak for getting help. I will never have enough words to describe all the ways you have helped me but I hope you know how much I appreciate you and love you. Thank you for everything you have done for me and for everything you will ever do for me.”

-Day 469

Thank you Callum

[eyylaaboo101]

I had a very toxic relationship that lasted 4 years. Two days ago he broke up with me, giving me a stupid reason. I don't believe it. He moved to another city and I know for sure he left me for someone he met there. It's not the first time we broke up, but it's the first time I don't want to take him back. I think he will message me one day, saying how sorry he is, how he fucked everything up. I hope he does this. And I'm praying to God to give me the strenght I need to tell him goodbye, forever

I’m so sorry to hear that you’ve been going through this for so long, lovely. But I believe that you have the strength to let him go and move on. It won’t be easy and it might take you a while before you find the happiness within yourself again, but you can do it. I’m so proud of you for not wanting him back anymore, that’s such a huge and important step in every toxic relationship. I’m sending you lots of love. If you need someone to talk to - feel free to message me. 💞

[eyylaaboo101]

I don’t know how to forget 

[eyylaaboo101]

remember me as the girl who made you laugh a little harder and longer than needed. as the girl who always wanted to kiss you one more time when you were already about to leave. remember the way i would check on you every few hours just to make sure you were surviving your bad days. remember how i never once was impatient with you, and never once put pressure on you. “take your time” is what that girl would always say. remember me as the girl who was probably a little too invested in you. the girl who made you her number one priority in life. remember all that and then ask yourself why you would play a girl who gave it all. a girl who was sincere and kind, always with the best intentions in her mind.

e.s. // a girl to remember. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

[eyylaaboo101]

“do you ever think of him?”, his best friend asked me. “it doesn’t matter”, i said, trying to shrug him off. he looked at me and then at his fumbling hands. “it’s just…”, he stopped and looked at me. i looked at him too, quizzically. “what?” “he talks about you a lot. he…he’s still in love with you, i can tell.” “he left me, not the other way around. he is responsible for this, not me. he made a choice and now he has to live with it. when he broke up with me all that time ago, i was broken and every part of me ached for him. i wanted him back so badly, but i don’t anymore. i’ve finally put all my pieces back together and i don’t need him coming back into my life and crushing everything again. he made a choice, and he has to live with it, just like i had to survive it.”

e.s. // his choice. (via pessimisticandrealistic)

[eyylaaboo101]

List of some good films on Netflix

Moonrise Kingdom (2012) Heathers (1989) Frida (2002) E.T. (1982) 2001: a space odyssey (1968) Two Days, One Night (2014) The Road Within (2014) Frances Ha (2012) Beginners (2011) Jurassic Park (1993) The Falling (2014) 1001 Grams (2014) Comet (2014) White Bird in a Blizzard (2014) A Pigeon Sat on a Branch Reflecting on Existence (2014) Mauvais Sang (1986) Adult World (2013) Anna Karenina (2012) The Aviator (2004) Good Will Hunting (1997) What’s Eating Gilbert Grape (1993) Generation War (2013) HellBoy (2004) Django Unchained (2012) Pulp Fiction (1994) 6 years (2015) Can’t Buy Me Love (1987) We Are the Best! (2013) Hick (2011) Before We Go (2014) Elizabethtown (2005) Almost Famous (2000) Short Term 12 (2013) Peace, Love & Misunderstanding (2011) Liberal Arts (2012) Somewhere (2010) North Sea Texas (2011) The English Teacher (2013) Serendipity (2001) One Day (2011) Amelie (2001) American Beauty (1999)

[eyylaaboo101]

My Tumblr list of must-see movies

A list of 15 movies you must see before you die:

1. Notting Hill (1999) - Julia Roberts & Hugh Grant

2. Sleepless in Seattle (1993) - Meg Ryan & Tom Hanks

3. Sabrina (1995) - Harrison Ford, Julia Ormond, & Greg Kinnear

4. The Way Way Back (2013) - Steve Carell, Toni Colette, & Liam James

5. You’ve Got Mail (1998) - Meg Ryan & Tom Hanks

6. A Walk to Remember (2002) - Mandy Moore & Shane West

7. Kings of Summer (2013) - Nick Robinson, Moises Arias, & Gabriel Basso

8. Dead Poets Society (1989) - Robin Williams & Robert Sean Leonard

9. Breakfast Club (1985) - Molly Ringwald & Judd Nelson

10. Forrest Gump (1994) - Tom Hanks & Robin Wright

11. When Harry met Sally (1989) - Meg Ryan & Billy Crystal

12. The Blind Side (2009) - Sandra Bullock & Quinton Aaron

13. Pretty in Pink (1986) - Molly Ringwald & Jon Cryer

14. Steel Magnolias (1989) - Julia Roberts & Sally Field

15. Serendipity (2001) - John Cusack & Kate Beckinsale