existentialstressing

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Missed what shouldn't be missed. Said what shouldn't be said.

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I don't feel so lost now. In fact, now it's like.. I sort of.. finding myself slowly?

Is that good?

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I don't love the same way like I used to.

And that is ok.

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I guess then, life goes on.

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“It’s all messy: the hair, the bed, the words, the heart. Life.”

— Johann Wolfgang von Goethe

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“WHEN SOMEONE HELPS YOU AND THEY STRUGGLING TOO, THAT’S NOT HELP THAT’S LOVE”

— Unknown

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If I am starting to forgetting things, I hope it would be forgetting painful things.

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"My sweet little boy"

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I MEAN I REALLY REALLY LOVE, IDK WHO YOU ARE YET. I HOPE YOU CAN BE PATIENT WITH ME WITH THIS HUMONGOUS LOVE I GOT FOR YOU.

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IM SO PISSED OFF AND SO GRATEFUL ON THE SAME TIME BECAUSE I GOT SO MUCH LOVE IN ME YET IDK ANYONE THAT SIGNIFICANT TO BE SHARED WITH THIS

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“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didnt.”

— Khaled Hosseini; The Kite Runner (via thoughtkick)

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Thank you for reminding me that, I have you. I'll get back to you. thank you.

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Sometimes is just that I’m too tired of it all. Not that I’m depressed, I just dislike the idea that things sometimes don’t make sense. 

Sure, I cannot control things. What I control is myself.

Sometimes is just that I feel too much. All at once.

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Is it too soon for everything

or is it too late for everything

I don’t know

I don’t really know

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Trying to make sense of it all.

Everything that we had is nice. 

It’s just too sad that we can’t make us happen.

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Do I need to keep this continue or just I have to stop?