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i hope ur doing well !!!

Thank you! I hope you’re doing well too?!

Currently, I’m in the final throes of my degree, but soon I’ll be free to do as I please once again. Which hopefully means writing stories that aren’t going to be marked for a grade (I’m a creative writing and English student).

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So a free tool called GLAZE has been developed that allows artists to cloak their artwork so it can't be mimicked by AI art tools.

AI art bros are big mad about it.

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Hidden Love 偷偷藏不住 (2023) — "Are you insulting me?"

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what really gets me about jiaxu and sang zhi's relationship is the intensity of their feelings. they just.. love e/o so much, and it's evident in their actions and words, in how both jiaxu and sang zhi are always willing to go that extra length for each other.

my favorite instance of this being when sang zhi confesses her long time crush to him— a secret she'd buried deep down and was scared to reveal— in hopes that it would help jiaxu appreciate himself more. bc she was that afraid of losing him. and then both of them crying as he processes what he'd just heard.

like. imagine loving someone to the point it moves you to tears??? there's just something so pure and poignant about that and i couldn't help but cry along with them too

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I love how continuously surprised he is that she would go to war for him and how he looks at her like she hung up the moon and the stars.

I mean she’s been looking at him that way from minute 1 so it’s only fair lol

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Me after i re watched the same drama for 6th time:-

"such an amazing experience. I have never saw anything like this. I really liked it and would watch it again"

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*isolates myself* perfect! but why am i sad

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please i’m going feral for this glitchy Xavier 😩

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Something that is in fact SO important to Wei Wuxian is that, fundamentally, he is hot. He is Thee Hot Girl. He’s shooting five arrows blindfolded as a charged political statement and he’s doing it with zero magic powers AND he was sexy when he did it. He beats out his own brother (sorry, Jiang Cheng) for Most Eligible Bachelor despite being literally dirt poor and not a sect heir. He lives rent free in the minds of everybody twenty years later, to the point that JC and LWJ are literally Like That and NHS literally constructed his revenge plot around him and— look, just watch the scenes at the Second Burial Mounds Siege. Oh, and they use all his inventions, even though he’s an evil heretic, because uhhh they were really good inventions. Actually. Like he was in fact at the top of the field as an inventor and innovator. And he was hot. AND he had no powers. Whoops.

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LOVE AND DEEPSPACE SPOILERS🚩🚩

So let me get this straight

Zayne Died for us three times, betrayed his god, and is cursed when he falls in love he dies or forgets his memories yet he stubbornly falls in love over and over and in this lifetime he is currently trying to search for a cure for our heart too because he went back from the future and future him is trying to help Current Zayne to alter the course of history by his foreseer powers even though it will undoubtly delete future Zayne

Xavier searched for us for hundreds(?) of years in the stars while looking for the cure for our heart and even gotten himself injured to the point that he often needs sleep to recover

Rafayel possibly waited for us for 800 years (I assume his whiny episode has a level of truth to it even tho he lit said Jellyfish are walking naked) And remembers every single lifetime we spent with him?

Bruh… These tropes are what made me a danmei girlie and now this game is punching it on my gut and stabbing it in my face and heart

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SPOILER

So Zayne betrayed a god for me and received eternal punishment and had to watch me die in every lifetime…. And became a doctor to find a cure for me and now he’s a cardiac surgeon. HE KNOWS THE OUTCOME BUT FIGHTS FOR ME BECAUSE HE LOVES ME OH I FEEL SICK😭😭😭

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geto comm

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Hey, that's interesting. Kristen Stewart is trending. Wonder what that is about, let's take a look in the- oh fuck. Not to be a bisexual on main but oh my fucking god. Oh my god. Jesus fucking Christ.

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Zayne core

more Zayne content because this man is consuming my every thought

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Hot take:

I wouldn't mind too much if Caleb wasn't a dateable character. I know the game description says he's a 'childhood friend' and him and the MC being 'taken in' by grandma was probably like, in an orphanage way not an adoption way.

But hear me out. The sibling dynamic between these two. They're the siblings who are

"You are 100% my ride or die, I would walk through hellfire for you." but also "no officer I've never seen this person in my life."

Also I want to see protective nii-san Caleb just staring down Xavier and Rafayel because,

"what makes you think you're good enough to date my sister—"

To Xavier: "—you can't cook, you sleep like a koala, and you have a tendency to disappear under mysterious circumstances."

To Rafayel: "—you're literally a fish."

and giving Zayne SO much shit for taking so long to admit his feelings for MC.

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jealous zayne is so funny btw. he acts like a child, very unlike his usual mature personality. suddenly he's very, very competitive, and very, very grumpy. you can't even tease him because he'll walk off 😭