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TIME TO DO THE PAID BANNER!

I done goofed!

#//how the fuck do I get two of the most wifeu woman in game!? #//I have seen people spend money on them for 3 years and make videos and I got both of them with ease. #//how to piss off a fandom with a post right here! #my phone screenshots

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The new FGO JP summer event. I gotta say. We went from, “We are finding one piece” to “Welcome to Jurassic park” for the event’s promotion. Also I know this is gonna happen either way. So enjoy the cursed Edward Tech meme pic I made, because of his new outfit.“

#fgo meme #//I did this last year. Posted it on my other blog and forgot about it.

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congratulations to you YES YOU THE PERSON READING THIS!!! you have been invited to Lilith's secret VIP tea party only the most distinguished guests(everyone she considers a friend which is everyone that isn't Jamil an Ace they are perma band they know what they did) best tea an treats made an served by her Butler/friend Quinn.( @forgottenxmuses )

"this is super special an super secret party! y-you gotta take this seriously show up wearing your best dress!" - Lilith says as she hands you the VIP ticket that she drew herself with her very best crayons.

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This is an event anyone can join just send me an ask with a description of your character an what they're wearing or if they brought anything.

if you wish to write/draw your own interaction with Lilith at her tea party please use the tag

VIPTeaTimeWithLilith✨

besides that I hope you enjoy Lilith's tea party!

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Idk how to word this:

My dog passed away moments ago...She wasn't breathing...her breathing has been so hard for her, that mom was trying to get her to a vet and she was just...I can't believe this is real right now. My mom and me are the only ones who knows My brother, and sister are out right now...I..I have no idea how to deal with this.

#// animal death #//I am not really all here today I am sorry

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Update:

So I realized I might need to make this post now rather then later. It's a health post so If you don't want to read then don't. Just thought people should know why I am not around much and why I seem to just come in and out of tumblr.

I have no idea how to say it then just to say it, but for the past 2 months I have been having stomach problems. Food has become very heavy for me, driving in a car makes me so nervous, that I need to use the restroom, even when not in a car my stomach hurts a lot in different areas in the day. Lastly I just found out that my stomach problems might have effected another problem I will not say, due to the female body being fucking gross to go into any detail about. So in order for me to not get a check up, due to living in America. I have been not eating take out as much, I am cooking more, and drink water or tea as my main go to drinks. But my stomach problems are effecting my every day life. My Boyfriend has wanted me to get better, but has tried to guilt trip me into things I can not do anymore. He hates he can't go out with me for take out or even to a hour drive to pick something up due to my stomach issues. He sees them as nothing and it has gotten so bad that he got me a gift that he had to return, due to it not working for my computer. So because I couldn't go out due to these issues. He told me to go home, and I just did. I didn't see a point in fighting with him about something I can not control or fix. I have no money for a check up, I don't want anyone to give me money, since my trust issues are so low that my traumatized ass knows that people will use money or doing something with kindness on there part against me. So I am just taking it easy until I can get better. Well I hope I can. If I can't then It's a new life problem I have to deal with, and everyone else can be mad all they want. It doesn't change the fact that I am not getting into a car again or eating fast food. My body my rules, and I rather be safe then causing something I can't undo for people to be pissed over something they forced on me to cause a even bigger problem later. That's all I have to say. To sum it up. I just have tummy problems that are effecting my every day life to the point that I have gotten people mad at me already for my health problem. That's it. I hope you never suffer like I am. That is all.

#mun post #stomach problems #health problems

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Me A Andersen User In FGO:

How it started To how it's going

#fgo #hans christen anderson #//Another edit from my other blog #//I swear Andersen just keeps proving he is great #//and JP just gave him a buff too-WTF? #//please just give him a 5 star unit already!

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ANDERSEN!? LETS FUCKING GOOOO-

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EW WTF IS THIS!? It looks like twitter what tha fuck!

#this is so nasty tumblr wtf #tumblr fucked up again

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Sorry not happy with the new FGO JP event:

“Oh cool! Saber Medusa is in game, and the event it seems might be based on fairytales! That’s great! Wonder what the shoe in the title is for? If it’s shoe based then I wonder if Andersen is getting a event helping thing for it. After all he did make the, ‘The red shoes’ story after all.“ -Later-

“It’s a fucking feet event....a low key foot fetish kink event...Did they think Saber Medusa wouldn't sell unless feet stuff was with it? I am beyond fucking pissed off right the fuck now!“

#//I am serious. I forgave fate for sooo many things #//but this I can not

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“....Quinn is going to kill me for doing these roll’s isn’t he?“ Yes. Yes he is.

I know I am suppose to save for the king of fairies, but I have wanted Sherlock for a while now. I finally got Nursery Rhyme, Banana oni and a double spook when sherlock came. Like holy shit! Worth it!

#dash commentary #my phone screenshots #//Yes Maximilian did these summons. XD #maximillian

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I know I am suppose to save for the king of fairies, but I have wanted Sherlock for a while now. I finally got Nursery Rhyme, Banana oni and a double spook when sherlock came. Like holy shit! Worth it!

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No lurking anymore. Just a full on brake:

I have been lurking for the majority of these past 2 years. There is a reason behind it, that I didn’t want to talk about since it made me feel silly for thinking this way, but as this kept happening with some people I have to express why I just had enough and taking a brake between; 5/2-5/5 This is me talking about it, and how I am at my limit over it.

No matter what I do I am always told how to do things for a RP. Now friends like Yuko, Hananah (If I spelled your name wrong forgive me.), Sir, a group I am in, and friends I don’t talk to anymore like, Draco, and others You have been nothing more then a blast to get to know, and I am glad to have even a fraction of knowing or getting to know you.

But these great people do not come all the time. I know I am followed or given a brand that I have to work with. What is my brand you may ask? This;

“You are there to write development for ME and MY character, and NONE for yours. And even if I agree to do it with your character getting development, then know my character is taking the spotlight for the whole thing.”

So background character. As well as this. Something I never wanted to talk about was this. I put in some traits in my characters. OC wise not canon. God me being like Gilgamesh. Cursed! Dimitri is my Full of positive vibes, my ace-ness, and ‘i’m the dad’ that stepped up vibes. Quinn is trying to do better, was delt a bad hand in life, learning how to be his own person, and trans. I get it. Dimitri is better by a lot of people’s eyes, and I do not blame people for not wanting anything with baggage...Then again I know also Dimitri is also picked because he is hot. That’s just with OCs sure, but you think if that dose not go with Canon characters, then you are so wrong.

‘I want Gilgamesh!‘ ‘Hey I see you RP Gilgamesh! Can we ship him with my character/OC?‘ ‘Gilgamesh is so hot and no one will want to ship with me, but I was wondering if you could?‘

I get these so much with this man. Now I am getting them with Cu alter, and I am just like, “We could do it where Cu or any other servant could help your character’s depressed ass, but no. You want to do smut, shipping, and use the fact that I might be the only person who will write this with you. BITCH I AM ACE! I am not someone who cares for smut 24/7. Better know this right now!“ Same with Yan. He gets this too.  And oh my god I didn’t want to talk about this but Shipping. Shipping is the biggest problem I have had thought out the years. Like I do like the ships I have with my friends. Going down the list.

Draco: Bros for life, Quinn and his brother are my favorite thing and all the positive vibes I could ever ask for.

???: Hate I forgot your name right now. But Quinn and his sis! All three of them Draco being a part of that has been one of my favorite parts of all three of us in the FGO fandom!

Hananah: We made so many verses like holy crap how do I know some things and you is so chaotic I love it. Also I almost gave up so many times in the past, but since you where the only person I knew who gave me CanonxMy OC. I kept going showing you where one of the many lights on this hell sight.

Yuko: Thank you for liking my ships for your character. She is King magnet, and I love it doesn't mean romantically, but just her being worthy of such great people. I adore it. Adore! Plus love all your ocs. Love your babies so much!

Sir: You have gotten me thought the worst of times, hell you found me at my lowest, and you got me into a great community in a rp group of Sun rising. We made the best bro ships ever and my god I am nothing with out your greatness, and getting me to such hard times with some people. Hate I have to go on brake cause of being overwhelmed.

Murry: The only person who gave me the rare ship I never could get in my life time, CanonxOc. I mean it. I rp’ed for over 7 years now and Murry (along with some rare others) is the only few people who has given me this ship. Showing Most people just fucking suck.

And many more. I have sadly forgotten, due to just waking up from crying last night. Yes I cried last night over people telling me how to do things, and just remembering it all of it in one go like some type of psychic damage. The thoughts just happened at the worst time too. I was on VC, and when I saw some writing mistakes I did by the group leader in a different tap with my friends in said group, and I just remembered being told to do things for others, and never things for myself all through out the years I just cried and had to go on mute so no one can know what happened. Nothing caused it, it really just happened. I couldn’t calm down and left with out saying a word, worried I might say something in the moment I would have regret with my emotions being all over the place.

As I was crying my brain was just remembering any time I wanted to write a certain ship or story set up. Any time I tried to explain myself or what I want I am always cut off and said no. Now let me make this clear. If you are not feeling a ship. You can say no. That’s not the issue. The issue is that I gave people so many ships that the rare times I wanted a ship on the top of my list I am rejected cause that said person wants that ship! And the only other time I am given it, it’s just to give someone something they want for later on. And when my RP partner will get the ship with me writing said character, and be happy about it, and I am like, “Oh great. Glad you like the ship.” when really I am like, “Oh...guess I better fuck off then, since you wanted it for yourself. Can’t have anything really.” I mean it. I have made ships I can’t even say why I want them shipped, cause every time I do it’s always goes back to my RP partner.  In fact there was one time. ONE TIME in the past years ago I thought it would be different. I was going to get the ship I wanted more then anything. It had symbolism, connections, and so much more. I was so excited to write it down, but it was dropped before we could really get the shipping to happen to go back to my rp partner’s wants and other story line. Saying I was disappointed was a understatement. I was destroyed over what happened that I knew if I talked about it, then it would be me just being too demanding. So I dropped ever bring it up, and we never went back to it or my rp partner. Who also never brought it back up again, since it was clear they never wanted to do it in the first place and did it to be on my good side. And I know they didn’t care, cause you know when you have a good RP partner they remember every ship, funny moment, and things like, “I can’t believe your character got pushed into a lake.” But no. This person couldn’t even do that cause they always brought up there character never mind. Showing my worth to be used by them, and to give them what they want since no one else was.

I am sick of it. I am so mad I can’t have the ships I want, being told no so many times. Never getting a damn chance of MY character/OC getting a fucking main story that I would like to write once in my fucking life! So that’s why I am taking this brake. I am too overwhelmed with these thoughts that I need a brake of people telling me no and ‘my character time not yours’ that it really has gotten too much for me. I’ll be back on the 5th of this mouth. Sorry again. But I do really need a brake online.

#dash #//I mean it no one caused this #//my brain is being mean with remembering all this that I need a brake.

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https://youtu.be/WIRK_pGdIdA

#//Sooo....I got this message and this is what it lead to? #//OKAY

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How almost everyone feels with him being in game.

#fgo meme #//FREEEEEEEEEE!? #//best ever! #fgo

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@corrchoigilt​ asked: "Quinn," the Caster begins with a severe expression. "What the hell is an idol?"

He looked to the side thinking about that for a moment. “No idea. But Maximilian seems to know a lot about Idols and other things. You are better off asking him then me.” He wish he was more helpful to the caster, but at last he could not. What even is a Idol anyway?

#corrchoigilt #{Quinn: The Paper Master}

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Max is pushing Quinn to the mission room.

“Wha? It’s 4 am. what are you-“

“NO TALK! IDOLS!“

#dash commentary #{Maximillian: SM/M/G} #{Quinn: The Paper Master} #//in a nutshell over the new event.

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Rant:

Venting. Fuck you AMC!

Today. Me and my BF planned to see DND movie. We where there early and waited for the movie to start, then 30 minutes later we and the others there are told that due to the projector not working they have to move the movie to 3:30 and worse yet PUT IT IN A SMALLER THEATER ROOM! But if we drive to any other AMC we could make it.  Yeah the other AMC theater is more then a hour away due to traffic, since it’s saturday. Everyone drive on Saturday here! No one is going to make it dumbass! I feel so bad for the dude who had to do this too, since you know he is not a manager, and was put in since the manger ran out to not fix this FUCK UP. So me and my bf thought the 3:30 opening should be good. Not knowing that the seats where already filled! So we just went fuck it refund, but nope! Guy said, “Sorry you paid with pay pal so we have to put it on a AMC card.” We just spend 20+ dollars to see a movie WE WHERE TOLD NOT TO SEE! the theater was so Mario focused, that not even our movie was having problems. Other airings also had people come in and ask for a refund since there movie also wasn’t showing. They put all there focus on the mario movie and I couldn’t even see fucking DND MOVIE! FUCKING HATE TEXAS AND THESE FUCKING ROADS AND NOTHING TO DO I SWEAR TO GOD!

#Venting #//I just wanted to see a movie man!