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wcrstorm​:

After what had happened in the family groupchat, Sage had checked on Ari worrying about the other frequently but especially after the explosive argument. Sage knew Ari had been joking and she had figured the others would have too so she wasn’t sure if it was just stress or something weird but she hated every second of this. Sage walked into the firehouse with an extra cup of coffee in her hand, finding Ari “Hey, here’s your coffee. How are you feeling?” @etcrnaloptimist​

Ari purposefully sat away from everyone else in the firehouse. They knew at the end of the day, everyone would always side with Nick if he brought up their family drama. He’d been there longer and was closer to everyone - even Miguel. Not that they care. “Hey.” Ari looked up, stuffing their phone under their thigh when Sage found there. “I told you when you texted I was fine. You don’t need to worry about me. I’m good.” They flashed a bright but entirely fake grin. 

#arianna x sage #int; arianna

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Telling Ben

Bentley Simms & Dorothea Simms - Dated 6/18 - Completed via Discord - @andthereweresparks

Dorothea Simms

Dorothea had gone to the pharmacy to grab her birth control, but Nora’s words had stuck in her head and she decided to grab a pregnancy test to ease her mind. There was no way she was, but she knew it would bother her until she saw the negative result now that the thought was in her head. When she got home, thankfully Ben wasn’t around, she took the test and waited, scrolling through her phone as she did. When the timer went off, she picked  up the plastic stick, but her brain didn’t process the two lines. There just wasn’t any way. She went as quickly as she’d come into the house and drove out of Wakefield to grab a few more tests. Different brands, not sure which was the best. Dorothea didn’t realize the denial that she was in, driving her to buy this abundance of tests. She returned home and tried again, after the third of the new tests came out positive and she’d drank about a gallon of water to pee enough times, she decided just to pee in a cup and test the rest of them at once. Every single one was positive. 14 positive tests in total.  She stared at them, it not making sense. She wasn’t pregnant. Dorothea Lauren Simms could not be pregnant. She’d only just started dating Grayson and while they’d slept together a few times over the past month or so, it couldn’t be right. She was not fit to be a mom. Sure, she could care for the calves, but a human? No. No. It was not real. Until it was. Panic settled over her and she tried to think what it was that she needed to do. The first thing was to get rid of the tests. She had clearly lost her mind buying so many. She stuffed them into the paper bag she’d brought them in and escaped to her room. 27 years old. Living with her father. Dating Grayson for 2 minutes. Just getting a handle on her mental health. A baby was not practical. She didn’t know what to do, or who to talk to. But for the first time since she’d arrived in Wakefield after Christmas, she didn’t have the desire to run. She just wanted support.

Her dad was the obvious choice. He was her rock. He might not be happy that she got knocked up by a guy she hadn’t even been dating until days ago, but he hadn’t given up on her yet. She decided that when he got home, Dorothea would tell her father. If anyone was going to help her sort out her head, it would be him. He’d told her not long ago that he was upset that she didn’t trust her family to go to them, and she’d promised that she would do better. This, telling him, not running, was keeping her promise. Grabbing her pillow, she pulled it to her chest and tried to process. What she wouldn’t give for her little stuffed dog that she’d had since she was a baby. She’d had him up until returning to Wakefield, her little piece of home that she’d carried with her and she had no idea where he ended in the chaos of packing her things to leave the apartment Christmas Night. She swore she packed him. Swore he’d been stuffed into one of the two suitcases, or in her duffle, but Thea had never found him. But she was home. It was a while of sitting there, before she migrated down the stairs. There wasn’t much time to make an announcement of this. A cute memory to hold onto one day and tell her child about. Her child. Her hand moved to her stomach and she sighed. But then she remembered some blank cards that they kept around for different occasions and she set off to find one. It would give her something to focus on until Ben arrived. After a quick look online, she found what she wanted to write. On the front, in her fanciest handwriting, she wrote, “The only thing better than having you as a Dad…” and continued to the inside of the card, “Is my child having you as a grandpa.” And signed off with love and her full name. She grabbed and envelop and slid it inside, tucking it closed and scrawled ‘Dad’ across the front. Once that was done, she went to the living room to wait for him to get home, unable to focus on anything else.

It was a time before she heard the front door open, heavy and familiar footfalls on the floor. “Hey Dad,” she called out to him, toying with the card in her hand. “When you have a minute, will you come in here? No rush.” As far as she knew, she had nearly nine months of time to wait, so there wasn’t any hurry tonight.

Bentley Simms

Ben stepped into the house with a deep sign as he dropped his wallet and keys on the table by the door. He was more than used to busy days. They had been part of his normal for as long as he could remember and he wouldn't change anything about that. But the days that were nonstop were ones that even not he didn't look forward to. "Let me wash up," he called back to his daughter. Bending down, he made quick work of untying and taking off his work boots before padding barefoot through the house to his bedroom. He'd spent most of the day out in the pastures or with the cows getting milked and he desperately needed a shower before he did anything else. Nearly 15 minutes later, Ben came out of his bedroom to find his daughter sitting in the living room. "Hey kid, what's up?" he asked, settling on the sofa beside her.

Dorothea Simms

Maybe ‘no rush’ had been an overstatement on her part. The 15 minutes seemed to drag on for a century, at least. She didn’t allow herself to think about how her father was going to react, or else she might talk herself out of doing this. Instead, she pulled her phone out and played on it for a few moments before growing tired and setting it onto the coffee table. The corners of the envelope were well warn from her fingers by the time her father walked into the room again. As he sat, she took a breath and held it out to him. “For you,” she said and offered him a weak smile. “Sorry there’s no cash in it.” Her joke feel flat, but she watched him carefully. More nervous than anything else.

Bentley Simms

Ben took the envelope, his brows furrowing in confusion. While Father's Day was approaching, he hadn't really expected anything from his children, he never did if he were being honest, and this year, the fact that all his kids were in Wakefield and happy, was more than enough for him. It had been far too long since that had happened. "What is it?" he asked, glancing at his daughter rather than opening it. It was clear she'd been fidgeting with it, the corners well worn in a way that could mean nothing else.

Dorothea Simms

The urge to stand up and pace the room began to fill her. Since she was a baby, Thea had needed movement to calm her. She wasn’t good at sitting still. However, she remained on the couch. “It’s a card.” She answered, though she knew that was not at all what he’d meant. “Open it and find out.” Hopeful her prompting would end the nerves that swelled inside of her.

Bentley Simms

Looking back down at the card, he pulled the flap out of the envelope then pulled the card out. He skimmed the words on the outside of the card quickly, thinking it was nothing more than an early Father's Day card. When he opened it, he realized he was wrong, but it didn't quite sink in the first time he read the words. He looked up at his daughter before looking down at the card again, rereading the outside then the inside of the card. "What are you telling me, Thea?" He asked looking up at his daughter after a moment of silence.

Dorothea Simms

Watching her father closely, Thea seemed to be holding her breath. Unable to breathe while awaiting his reaction. Was he going to be disappointed? Upset? Angry? She didn’t like not knowing. When he finally looked up at her, seeming more confused than anything else, she let out her breath and watched as he read the words again. The question wasn’t unexpected, this situation was a lot to handle and he had no idea what he was coming into just moments ago. “I’m pregnant,” She confessed softly, eyes meeting his for a moment, before dropping again.

Bentley Simms

"How?" He shook his head. "No, not how. I know how." He had the unfortunate honor of giving all the kids the sex talk when they were young, and truly terrible experience for all of them in his opinion. "Thea." He glanced at the card in his hands again as he tried to wrap his head around what she was telling him. He had struggled to wrap his head around Nora's announcement, but she'd been something undefined with Wyatt for a bit before her pregnancy news. "Grayson?" he asked, just to be sure. They hadn't been together long - just days in fact, but Ben knew Thea had struggled to feel comfortable with almost anyone over the last several months, he seemed like the only logical option. "Kid....this is a lot to take in. C'mere."

Dorothea Simms

Thea cringed at the question, because neither of them ever wanted to have that talk the first time, nor come back to it now. The joke that wanted to escape her to lighten up the mood, however, didn’t pass her lips. For once she allowed the discomfort to surround her, because she needed to be serious with her father. She watched him struggle with the news, just as she knew he would. When he asked about Grayson, Thea nodded. “Yeah, he…I only just found out today. I haven’t told anyone.” Just her dad. Scooting closer to him, Thea did not hesitate to hug him. “It is and I still don’t know how to feel or what to think. But I know I’m not sorry.”

Bentley Simms

He wrapped his arms around her, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. "I'm glad you're not sorry," he murmured, letting the silence fall between them. Ben knew it would have been easy for her to regret this. Knew it would have been easy for his daughter to run. She'd done it time and again when things were difficult. But she wasn't running. She was here, talking to him, telling him that he was going to have another grandchild in a few months. After sitting in silence, turning the news over in his head for a bit, he cleared his throat. "What's the plan?" he asked, not pulling away, but loosening his hold on his daughter in case she wanted to. "I know you only just found out, kid, but the edges of that card tell me you've been turning something over in your head."

Dorothea Simms

Thea wanted to sit in that comfort for a while, so the silence that fell didn’t bother her. There was so much going on in her head that she couldn’t say. Things she didn’t need to say, because he already understood them. He understood that she couldn’t say she was sorry for the life inside of her. That she never would. She wanted to believe and love it in the way Ben had taught her to; without condition. Still, the silence eventually had to come to an end. “The plan is to figure it out.” She said quietly, moving back slightly from him and looking down at her torso, like it had some hidden answer. “I know a few things I have to do, like, tell Grayson and see a doctor. Then tell Mom, Nora, and Zach.” She breathed, there had been so many things swirling in her head, it was hard to pinpoint them all in a coherent or chronological order. “I…I’m going to do this.”June 18, 2021

Bentley Simms

Ben heard the quiet determination in his daughter's voice. She was stubborn and determined, she always had been. It had been a source of frustration for him and Monica throughout her life, but that stubbornness was exactly what she needed now. "We'll be here for you. I'll be here. Whatever you need." He couldn't speak for Nora or Zach, couldn't even speak for Monica, but Ben knew his family, was sure that they would be there for Thea - she would just have to let them. "You're going to do this." He couldn't say he was necessarily happy that she was pregnant. But he was proud of her. "You're gonna be just fine."

Dorothea Simms

Thea swallowed, nodding at his words. She was so grateful for her father, that she had him to count on. She moved back to hug him again, wrapping her arms tightly around him. “I know you will.” Her voice was soft, but her words certain. It was a relief, however, to hear. This was utterly terrifying, every passing moment the news settling and processing more. She could feel the weight of it. “I’m really scared, Dad.” The admission fell from her mouth and she hugged him tighter. “I have no idea how to do any of this and I don’t want to mess this…cluster of cells, whatever it is, up. And I’m terrified that I will.”

Bentley Simms

He shifted slightly, drawing her against his side and holding on tightly. Ben could see how much Thea needed physical comfort. "You're supposed to be, kid. I'd be worried if you weren't." Having a child, even when they were planned was a daunting task. It was even more daunting when they weren't planned."You want me to tell you something not comforting at all?" he offered, glancing down at her before pushing ahead. "You're gonna mess 'em up. It's part of being a parent. You make the wrong choice. You...you screw up. It happens."

Dorothea Simms

Resting against his side, she felt some of that weight on her shoulders shift. If her father was willing to take some of it from her, she was going to let him this time. “I thought you were worried regardless.” She commented softly. Finding out his most troubled child was expecting a baby with her boyfriend of 3 days was worrisome. Anyone that knew her, she was certain, would be worried. Looking up at his words, she was going to shake her head, but he was already talking. Thea frowned, quiet for a moment. “But you didn’t.”

Bentley Simms

Ben shook his head immediately. "I did. Your mom and I both did. With all three of you we've screwed up. Big screw ups and not so big ones." The fact that his daughter had ever felt like she couldn't come to him about anything was on the books at one of his biggest screw ups that he would work to fix for as long as he could. "Screwing up your kids a little bit just like worrying about them is part of being a parent. You're, I guess you're gonna figure that out here a hell of a lot sooner than I thought you'd be."

Dorothea Simms

Thea wasn’t sure that she believed it. Her dad had been the best. If she could be half the parent he was, she’d be grateful. Proud. Her first instinct was to reassure him, because if he thought he screwed up with her, because of her actions, it was wrong. “Dad…” She began softly, “My not coming home for all of that time wasn’t something you caused, you, nor Mom.” It was the first time she was admitting this out loud, to anyone. “I have Generalized Anxiety Disorder, which is a fancy way of saying I get really overwhelmed about different things. It had nothing to do with you. Or anything you did wrong.” Her brown eyes searched his for an understanding. Thea couldn’t help a small laugh at his statement, shrugging, “When has anything I’ve done been expected?”

Bentley Simms

Ben opened his mouth, ready to argue with her. Ready to remind her that he knew she had avoiding coming home after he and Monica had gotten divorced and he knew it was in part because of how different their family looked. But his mouth snapped closed when she confessed about anxiety. He didn't exactly know what that entailed, but he waited patiently as she gave him the simplest explanation. "Oh kid. How long?" He wasn't sure exactly what he was asking, whether it was how long she'd known or how long she'd suspected. It really didn't matter. "Never kid. But you wouldn't be you if you were doing the expected."

Dorothea Simms

Thea shrugged a bit at his question, pulling away from him so that she could look down at her hands instead. It wasn’t something to be embarrassed about, she knew that, but it still felt like something that was wrong with her. “I noticed the feeling when I was traveling, maybe a little before I left, but I didn’t have a name for it. It got worse when I went to college. Every time I thought about coming home…I just couldn’t. And the longer I was away, the worse it was.” She paused, knowing what she was going to say next wouldn’t land well. “Richard knew, not that he told me that I had it, but my therapist says a lot of what he did was exactly what made it worse, and make me more dependent on him. I didn’t know what it was until I started seeing her. That’s what the medication is for.” Not that she really understood how the medication worked, just that she’d felt more level a few days after beginning and it was only getting better. “And you love me, so I guess I wouldn’t want to be anyone else.”

Bentley Simms

There was a lot Ben wanted to say about Thea's ex and none of it was positive. And although she had brought him up, Ben didn't want to taint this conversation with him. The more Ben knew about the man, the more sure he was that he had never been worth his daughter's time. That was even clearer now. "I'm glad the medication is helping," he said instead, taking his daughter's hand in his and giving it a quick squeeze. "I love you exactly like you are and I wouldn't want you to be anyone else."

Dorothea Simms

She nodded, resting her head on her father’s shoulder. “Me too. Though, I should probably check to make sure there’s no ‘Do not take if pregnant’ label on there.” She frowned slightly as she realized something. “Oh no. I have to stop drinking coffee. And Zach’s going to make me eat…healthy.” She cringed dramatically, though she’d eat anything Zach made. “That’s saying a lot, since I’m 27, living at home, pregnant with my boyfriend-of-3-days’ child.” Thea laughed and ran a hand over her face. Another wave of realization at her predicament hit her. “Dad, I’m pregnant.”

Bentley Simms

Ben laughed softly, shaking his head at Thea's dramatics. "Eating healthy won't kill you, I promise. Zach's been making me since he moved back and I'm just fine." Ben started to point out that there was nothing wrong with living at home, even at 27, but he watched as a wave of realization washed over his daughter's face. "You are and it's gonna be okay."

Dorothea Simms

Thea took a deep breath. She was pregnant. She was going to have a baby. She was going to be a mom. It was a lot. More terrifying than anything she’d ever experienced before. “It is.” The youngest Simms girl curled herself back up against her father’s side, her words uncertain. “What if he doesn’t want to be a part of it? What if he’s not ready to be a dad? How do I accept that?”

Bentley Simms

Ben wrapped his arms around Thea when she curled back against his side. "Ahh, kid if he doesn't want to be part of it, if he's not ready, you've got people." He very much hoped Grayson, even if he wasn't ready now would step up and be there for Thea. He didn't know the man, had only met him in passing at the various events Thea had taken him to with her, so he couldn't promise anything, but he was going to be positive. "And if he's an asshole about it, we've got a lotta land."

Dorothea Simms

This was turning out better than she thought it was going to with her father. She knew, despite her internal panic, that her father wasn’t going to turn her away at the news. But his comfort and support meant the world to her. “I know…I just don’t want to be something he regrets. And I don’t want this…embryo? Zygote? To ever think it’s not lovable.” Because that was the worst feeling in the world. Thea quirked her head up at her dad, unable to help her smile. “A few shovels, too. But…I don’t think Grayson’s capable of being an asshole.”

Bentley Simms

"Kid, if it is something he regrets, that's on him. That's not on you. And if he doesn't step up, your kid is gonna have so many people who love them and are there for them." He chuckled softly. "Then we won't have to find a tucked away piece of land for him to go." He squeezed her shoulders. "Thank you for tell me and not running. I know how hard this is for you."

Dorothea Simms

Thea rested her forehead on her father’s shoulder, taking his words in. She couldn’t believe that anyone not wanting her, in her head or otherwise, was on them. It was something she knew she needed to work on more, but therapy was starting to help with that. “I know, because you and mom both have like…900 family members and I have my friends as well.” She closed her eyes and just allowed herself to still beside him. “I don’t want to run anymore.” Dorothea confessed, wishing she could explain that that wasn’t what she’d meant to do, not fully at least, with Gabe. “I don’t want to be alone anymore. I missed you guys so much. I don’t want to miss you all again.”

Bentley Simms

"We missed you too," Ben assured his daughter. Family was the most important thing to him and nothing ever felt right when his children were in a place where he couldn't easily see them. And though he knew he could have flown out to see Thea, he'd also wanted to respect the distance she put between herself and Wakefield. "You're not alone now, kid. You weren't really then either. Any of us woulda come to you." He fell silent, part of his still processing that he was going to have two grandchildren by this time next year and part of him just letting a long work day ease off his shoulders.

Dorothea Simms

Thea turned and wrapped her arms fully around her dad. How much pain she had caused herself by keeping away from them all for so long. “I know…and I’m sorry I didn’t know then. But I know now.” She wanted to comfort him through this, as he comforted her so many times before. Quietly, she began to hum the song he used to sing to all of his kids, hoping it provided him with the same safe and calming headspace that it had always offered her.

Bentley Simms

Ben's eyes fell closed as he listened to Thea hum one of the old country songs he'd sang his children years ago when putting them to bed. He'd hummed it to Thea the night she'd come home to comfort her. Hell to comfort himself. "Someday, a hell of a lot sooner than I'd planned I'm gonna be singing that song to your kid and Nora's kid when they spend the night." This stage in life was new to him, and he wasn't sure he was anywhere near fully ready for it yet, but he knew he'd get there, slowly and steadily.

Dorothea Simms

She was happy to provide that moment of solace to him, as he had countless times in her life. The thought of Ben singing that song to a little bundle of joy that belonged to her made her chest swell with emotion. “My kid…” she murmured, sighing softly, “My kid is going to love you as much as I love you. And they’re going to be the luckiest kid to have you to sing them to sleep.”

Bentley Simms

"Your kid," he echoed. Whoever her kid was, whoever they turned out to be, Ben knew they were going to be lucky. Thea had put herself through hell trying to figure out who she was and as hard as that was for him as he dad to watch, he knew now that it was leading to good things. Leading to his daughter growing into an amazing young woman. Even though she didn't see it yet. "I'm not gonna pretend I'm fully on board with this, kid. But I'm proud of you and I know that you're gonna be okay."

Dorothea Simms

Thea pulled back and looked curiously at him, not sure what he meant. “Fully on board with what? My…being pregnant?” She wasn’t fully on board with it either, but knew that once the news settled, she’d find peace with it. Her instinct was already to keep the invader safe from ever calling it an accident. Or saying she didn’t want it. It would always know how wanted it was, that was her goal. “Thank you. That…that means a lot.

Bentley Simms

"Not you being pregnant. I...you're stubborn enough that you're going to do just fine. But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried about the fact that you and Grayson have only been dating for a couple of days. You have people, but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna worry. I'm your dad, it's my job." He'd had the same worries when Nora told them she was expecting. "I love you, kid."

Dorothea Simms

Thea nodded, understanding where he was coming from. “I am too.” She admitted. Grayson was so sweet and different from the people she usually let into her life romantically. He was good to her and she wanted to see where they would go. This certainly complicated things, but when push came to shove, she knew she’d do right by the life growing inside of her, because that’s what Ben would do. And if she was going to be a parent, she wanted to be one like him. “Leave it to me to be pregnant 3 days into dating him.” Thea rested against her father’s side. “I love you too, Dad.”

#bentley x dorothea #int; bentley #pregnancy tw #discord thread

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andthereweresparks​:

Ducky had been pretty off for the past couple of days. With her big ‘Wax Museum’ project only a few days from it’s unveiling, she knew that she had to pause her own feelings and issues to focus on her work. Her students deserved that much. Which was why she was still at school so late that night. She was trying to get everything ready. While she was assembling the ‘talk’ buttons for the views to press to have the student tell the visitors about their historical figure, she saw someone come into the classroom out of the corner of her eye. Pausing her music, she looked up to see Liv. “Hey,” Ducky greeted, offering her a smile, “What’re you still doing here?”

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Truthfully, Liv was at a point in her career where she tried not to spend too many hours after school at school. She tried to use her during school time wisely, but lately, she’d been failing miserably. Which meant her only choice was to stay after to plan as much of the last few weeks of the years as she could so she wouldn’t find herself scrambling when her motivation dwindled. When she was finally at a point where she was satisfied with her planning and preparation, Liv ventured out of her room expecting most of the lights in the building to be off. But instead, she found herself headed down the hall to the only room with a light still on - Ducky’s room. “I was finishing up some last few weeks stuff. What are you still doin here? It’s late.” 

#olivia x daphne #int; olivia

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qvietwhispers​:

CLOSED STARTER ( @etcrnaloptimist​ )

Spontaneously showing up at his brother’s place without warning probably wasn’t best idea Declan had ever had, but it was far from the worst either. The second his brother opened the door, Dec forced a grin on his lips making his way inside. “We’re hanging out. No ifs, buts or any other objections.” He desperately needed to take his mind off of a certain blonde. “You can chose what we do.”

Pulling open his front door, Grayson took a step back in surprise to find his brother standing there. Spontaneous visits wasn’t something they really did. He wasn’t sure it was something they’d ever really done. “Uh...ok?” he agreed, confusion drawing his brows down. “You want food involved or just video games...cause you know that’s what we’re doing, right? Unless you wanna be outside then we can...I don’t know do whatever you wanna do..” 

#grayson x declan #int; grayson

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andthereweresparks​:

Lacey looked over at her brother as they began to walk down the road, nodding. “There is, but it’s illogical to have any real preference before seeing them and weighing my options. Cost of renovation and leasing, versus square footage and location.” She had itemized lists to go through for each location that would help her find the best match. “But there is one with a cute display window.”

“You say illogical, I say, go with you gut,” Gabe countered, knowing that it would fall pointlessly between them. Lacey was stubborn in her overly logical way and he knew there was little he could say that would sway her opinion. “Tell me more about the one with the cute window display,” he prompted, wanting to hear about it even though they would see it in practically no time. “I mean you’re draw to itt. Even if you don’t wanna admit it.” 

#gabriel x lacey #int; gabriel

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andthereweresparks​:

Mimi watched him, her lips pulled in an awestruck grin. The ring was delicate and aesthetically pleasing, not gaudy or clunky. It was perfect and just unique enough without being overly so. She admired it, hand still intertwined with his. “I know.” She told him softly, before looking down at Tyson, still asleep beside them. “I love you too.” The brunette moved herself around their son, so that she could truly be next to Josh, leaned against his side. “You complete me, Joshua Bailey.”

Without their son between them, Josh wrapped his arms around the woman he loved. “You and Tyson are the best things to happen to me.” He’d been happy before they started dating, happy before their son was born, but with her and with Tyson, but they made it better. “This, y’all are everything I want.” 

#joshua x amelia #int; joshua #[finish this one up?] #[this has been done for like a month i have no idea why i never posted?]

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andthereweresparks​:

Thea shrugged, “I don’t mind the effort. And they’re so cute and sweet, I kind of love it.” She admitted, but she’d always loved all of the animals on the ranch. Taking care of baby calves had been one of her favorite things as a kid and later as a teen. This time, though, they were helping her stay grounded. “Their being cuddly helps, but I also kind of like feeling needed. You know? It’s good to know something, even baby cows, can depend on me. Are you excited to snuggle them?”

Humming softly, Gabe nodded. He supposed he understood that. Wanting to feel needed. And not just feeling needed but actually being needed. People weren’t meant to float through life without a purpose. So he got where Thea was coming from. “Yeah,” he murmured. “Ready to not think about...talk about any thing going on. Lead the way.”

#gabriel x dorothea #int; gabriel

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andthereweresparks​:

There was no hesitation before she crouched down to give the dog the treats she’d brought along. Dorothea always felt a little more at ease around animals, especially over the last few months, though, Grayson made her feel comfortable enough that she stayed over at his place more than a few times. “Here you go, good boy.” She cooed, feeding the dog some treats as she tucked her legs beneath her to sit and pet the creature lovingly. “Am I going to be your favorite, Odin? I hope so, cause I’m pretty fond of you.” She looked up at Grayson after a moment. “I love your dog.”

“Sometimes my dad, sometimes James. It depends on the schedule that day. But Penny’s not an orphan like Minnow, so her mom takes care of her.” She explained, continuing to pet Odin. “I’m not fussy, I don’t mind the take out containers.”

Grayson couldn’t think of a single person who had met Odin who didn’t love him. Or who he didn’t love. So it wasn’t a surprise when Thea told him she loved him. Odin was the best. And though Grayson knew he was completely biased because he was his dog, he’d worked hard when he was first rescued to help make sure he was well socialized with people and animals and the world at large and it showed in how he acted. 

“Takeout containers it is.” Though Grayson wouldn’t have minded getting out real plates for them. “Go wash your hands so we can eat before we both starve. Then you can tell me all about the cows.” It wasn’t that he hadn’t heard about them at work before, but he knew she liked talking about them and though they didn’t really ever struggle for things to talk about it was a decent segway into whatever they’d end up talking about while they hung out.

#grayson x dorothea #int; grayson

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INTRODUCING; JAMISON DIAZ

Age: 46

Gender: Cis male

Pronouns: he/him

Occupation: Commercial airline Pilot - Charleston

Trigger Warnings: NA

Jamison is a first generation American citizen. His parent immigrated from Cuba less than a year before he was born. His parents initially settled in Miami before packing up and moving to West New York, New Jersey shortly before he was born. Because of that, he’s very proud of his Cuban culture and is fluent in both English and Spanish. 

Growing up, his family didn’t have much. His parents often struggled to make ends meet the first few years of his life and Jamison quickly grew used to not asking for things, and making sure his younger sibling had what they wanted, even if that meant he didn’t get things he wanted. 

When he was 7, his tía flew him down to Miami for a summer visit and it started his fascination with planes and flying. Because he was an unaccompanied minor, the flight attendant let him meet the flight crew and the pilot let him see the cockpit before take off. To this day, it’s one of his favorite memories of his childhood and one of the most memorable parts of the trip. 

He can home with a model of the plane he flew in and a fascination for seeing plans flying and doing all the research he could about them. His parents were sure it would just be a phase that would pass, but by the time he hit high school, he was still building model planes, still doing what he could to get to airports to see planes take off and land, and he’d started talking about going to school for something related to flying - though at the time he didn’t know what. Like with everything else, Jamison poured himself into research and quickly realized, he just couldn’t afford his dream. For two years after he graduated, Jamison worked as much as he could to save money before finally having enough saved to enroll in university and major in aviation. Between his savings and the loans he took out, and working, he was able to stay afloat during undergrad - more than afloat really, he thrived. 

Fast forward several years and Jamison works as a pilot - a career which he loves. Now he flies mostly along the East Coast but there was a time that he did long haul flights across the country. It was on one of his normal trips that he met Emily. Her son having never flown before was nervous. So Emily spoke with the flight attendant and Jamison met both of them - calming both their nerves. He didn’t really expect to ever see either of them again. But the universe had other plans. And before he really even knew what was happening, Emily and her son were two of the most important people in his life.  

When they fell in love, he was more than willing to uproot his life and move to her hometown. And that’s where he’s settled happily for the last several years. With its quick access to Charleston, he still gets to fly and do what he loves and be home more often than not for his family - there’s nothing more he could ask for. 

connection ideas:

friends - mostly people he would’ve met when he moved to town with Emily. 

acquaintances - possibly people he’s met via flying/related things - definitely not people he’s close to, but he’ll say hi and all that. 

family - obviously the Simms, but also potentially cousins and/or nieces/nephews (he’s cuban so that would nee to be kept in mind). 

#bio #wakefieldintro #jamison diaz

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INTRODUCING; EVERETT DIXON

Age: 34

Gender: Cis male

Pronouns: he/him

Occupation: Landscaper @ Blooms Landscaping

Trigger Warnings: Diabetes tw

Born and raised in Wakefield, Everett is the middle child of Peter and Helen Dixon. He was just barely 3 years old when his little sister was born, and though he remembers little from that time, he has vague memories of tension reigning between his parents for months around that time. He didn’t find out until he was older why exactly that was. And when he did, though he was angry with his mother, it didn’t change anything about his relationship with Lena. 

When he was 11, after a trip to the doctor and some blood work, when his parents were concerned about some changes they noticed, Everett was diagnosed with Type 1 diabetes. There was plenty of figuring out and adjusting for his family and him, but they figured it out and now his glucose monitor and his insulin pump are just things. He’s never let being diabetic define him - anything anyone else could do, he could do too - though sometimes he had to make adjustments to do it. 

Everett has always loved nature. When he was a child, he could be found in the backyard digging in the ground to see what insects were there. Trying to find the very best ways to grow various things. He started a little garden in their backyard to the protests of both his parents. But he was fascinated with all the differents fruits/veggies/plants he could grow.

When it was time to head to college, Everett chose to study plant science, to continue to learn more about the plants and nature he’d always been so fond of. Once he graduated, he moved back to Wakefield, first working in Charleston for years before finding a job as a landscaper & gardner with Bloom’s Landscaping. It wasn’t exactly what he wanted to do, but it’s the closest he’s come to it.

His love for nature isn’t limited to plants. Everett also loves the beach. He bought a house on White Coral Way because there are few things he loves more than running on the beach or taking a quick trip to the ocean. 

At 6′6″, Everett has been described more than once as a gentle giant. A description he wears proudly. 

connection ideas:

family - older brother. (Lena Phillips - half-sister) 

ex romantic relationships - hs & young adult relationships 

family friends - he’s a dixon, so he probably knows a lot of the kids of founding family members and just like everyone

childhood & hs friends - grew up in wakefield, so a best friend and other friends from when he was little would be great (Noah McKinney) 

college friends - left wakefield for college - undecided where but friends from then would be cool

significant ex - dated for 3-5 years, broke up at some point in the last 2-3 years - open to it having been a clean or a messy break up.

#wakefieldintro #bio #everett dixon

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INTRODUCING; DONOVAN CHAMBERS

Age: 43

Gender: Cis male

Pronouns: he/him

Occupation: Math teacher @ Wakefield Public

Trigger Warnings: miscarriage

Growing up in Wakefield Don was a social guy, but he rarely let anyone get too close. According to his friends, he could come across as cold, though he would rarely describe himself that way. 

The only child of a single working mom, Don found himself left to his own devices often. He picked up several hobbies, the most defining being his interest in photography and his love of math. He honestly thought he would become a photographer and leave Wakefield behind. But as with dreams sometimes, that didn’t happen. Instead, he went to university in Charleston after falling hard to a girl he met on a visit his senior year of high school. He changed his plans on a whim, deciding instead to go to school for math and become a teacher. 

 He dated Carrie the entirety of college, and for a while, he thought they would get married. He was more sure of that when near the end of his final year of undergrad, they found out she was expecting. Ultimately, she lost the baby and they were both devastated. It changed their relationship and within a year, they were over. 

Still reeling from the loss, Don moved back to Wakefield, taking a job at the high school he’d graduated from. For a while, he leaned into the coldness people often accused him of. Almost a year later, he met Nicole. And things just clicked. Their daughter, Charli was born when he was 26 and she is his pride and joy. 

When Charli was 10, he and Nicole ended things. It wasn’t exactly mutually, but Don did his best to keep things civil for their daughter. It wasn’t necessarily the most effective and after a year of back and forth, Nicole took Charli and they moved to Washington to be closer to her family. 

Don sees Charli as often as he can - 4 weeks in the summer, holidays, and he tries to fly out for as many of her events as he can. It’s not a perfect system, but Don’s determined to be a good father. 

connection ideas:

friends - he grew up in Wakefield, so childhood, high school, people he met in college. 

Work people - friends from work, clients, etc

Photography people - he doesn’t engage with this hobby as much as he’d like, but he’s still very interested. 

Possibly an ex or two from after Nicole

#bio #wakefieldintro #donovan chambers

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INTRODUCING; TATUM JACKSON

Age: 30

Gender: Cis female

Pronouns: she/her

Occupation: Realtor @ Asset Realty

Trigger Warnings: Unexplained Infertility

Tatum’s the youngest and the only girl in the Jackson family. From that alone, you would assume she was a little spoiled. But that was the opposite of her experience. She wanted to be just like her brothers, so it didn’t take long before she was more than a little bit of a tomboy who could hold her own against both of them. 

She did well in school, her parents both had extremely high expectations for all of their children. You did well in school, you had a job, and you went to college or joined the military like their father. And though she had no idea what the hell she wanted to do with her life, Tatum knew the military wasn’t for her, so she headed to college in the city. 

It was there that she met Colton, the man she would quickly fall in love with and decide to spend the rest of her life with. The only problems? He was older. And though her dad would never say it, he wasn’t exactly thrilled that his baby girl was talking about marrying a white boy. But Tatum, ever a little bit of a rebel was determined. 

She and Colt dated all through freshman and sophomore and by junior year they were engaged. When she graduated, they moved to Wakefield together and within a year, they were married. When they first got to Wakefield, she bounced from job to job a little bit, not sure what she wanted to do, but after two years, she began taking real estate agent classes and got her license. She’s been with Asset ever since and she loves it. 

About two years after she and Colt got married, they started trying to have a baby. After more than two years of trying, frustrated and discouraged they went to the doctor. They had all the tests done and there was no explanation for why they hadn’t been able to get pregnant yet. The doctors told them she was still young, to be patient and it would happen. They tried for a while longer before their family planning conversations turned from having a baby to adopting. 

Months into making a profile and talking with agencies and just waiting, they found out they were pregnant. Tatum couldn’t believe it at first. They’d done everything but when they stopped focusing was when they were finally successful. Pregnancy was a truly wonderful experience and in May, Zoey Simms was born and for now, their family is complete - though she and Colt still plan to adopt in the not so distant future. 

connection ideas:

friends - from college/the Chicago area where she grew up 

Work people - friends from work, clients, etc

Possibly an ex from early college or from hs who made their way to Wakefield. 

#bio #wakefieldintro #tatum jackson

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INTRODUCING; HARLOW CASSIDY

Age: 25

Gender: Cis female

Pronouns: she/her

Occupation: Child carer at First Steps

Trigger Warnings: Foster care system, financial crimes (mentioned)

Harlow came into the world the middle child of three girls in a relatively wealthy family. Growing up in Charleston, there was nothing she could ask for that she didn’t receive. Life was good. 

But slowly, almost without her noticing, things started to change for her family. Her parents were having hushed conversations, their house was raided by the police. And before she knew it, at 12 years old, her mom was sent to prison. A little more than a year later, and her father was sent away as well. The whispers from classmates started a few months before her mom was sent away, but Harlow did her best to ignore them. They didn’t know what they were talking about. Her parents hadn’t done anything wrong, they couldn’t have. She learned the hard way just how wrong she was. The list of her parents crimes was long and they all involved money. The comfortable life she’d known forever was gone in what seemed like an instant. 

Harlow learned then that the best way to protect herself, to take care of herself, was to close herself off from other people. If they didn’t know her, the real her, she couldn’t get hurt. 

From 13 on, Harlow was in foster care, bouncing from home to home, separated from her sisters. She fought to maintain a relationship with them, often running away if her caseworker or foster parents wouldn’t let her see them. 6 months before her 18th birthday, she landed in Wakefield, with the Cooper family. They weren’t her family, but they were one of the most decent foster families she’d been in. They let her stay until she graduated from high school. 

After graduation, Harlow moved in with her sister, Jordan, for a few months while she found her footing - she didn’t stay long though, not wanting to intrude on her sister’s life. 

When people look at Harlow, covered in tattoos and with piercings, her dark makeup and dark clothes, they assume the worst about her. And she lets them. It’s all armor to keep people out anyway. Only a few people actually know the real her. Only a few people see how soft and caring she is. Only a few people really know how deeply she feels. It’s a lonely life sometimes, but it’s better than getting hurt when she’s open.  

connection ideas:

romantic relationships - exes - she’s comes off as pretty closed off, so could be a reason for relationship(s) ending, possible crush, possible dates

friends - close friend (Bebe), friends from work, friends from foster care (Sailor)

Other connections

#bio #wakefieldintro #harlow cassidy

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Do You Like Me?

Dorothea & Grayson - Dated 6/15/2021 - Completed on Discord - @etcrnaloptimist

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#grayson x dorothea #int; grayson #discord thread #anxiety tw

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qvietwhispers​:

“He’s never gonna let us live this down, you know that right?” Vivian admitted, smiling in amusement. At least, she was sure he wouldn’t let her live it down. “I’m glad you shared this with me. You know?”

Gabe laughed softly, shaking his head. “I know he’s not. But I guess that really isn’t so bad. It worked out for us, y’know? And I don’t really see him that much, so it, it’s mostly you he’s not gonna let live this down.” He bit his lip, turning serious again for a moment. “I’m glad too,” he admitted. As hard as it was for him to talk about, he was so glad he’d shared with her, give Viv the chance to really understand him. “Thank you for trusting me with yours too. It-it means a lot.” 

#Gabriel x Vivian #int; gabriel

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qvietwhispers​:

“That… is actually a good question,” Vivian paused, screwing her nose up in concentration as she thought. “Is it bad if I’m not entirely sure? I mean, my entire life was just studying, and then it became work. I don’t actually think I have a hobby,” As she spoke, she grimaced, realising how boring her life sounded. “What about you?”

“I don’t think it is. I...I think you gotta find that thing eventually but I don’t, I don’t think everyone finds it right away.” He shrugged before shooting her a small smile at her question. “Basketball. I’ve played since...forever almost. My dads got me a mentor who got me into basketball and it’s been my thing since then. Even now.” 

#Gabriel x Vivian #int; gabriel

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qvietwhispers​:

“Are you sure?” Sarah teased, before laughing at his pout. “I have two kids, that doesn’t work on me anymore.” She pointed out. “This is literally what happens every time. Don’t make me buy a tattoo gun, you know I will.”

“Uh, yeah. I’m absolutely sophisticated. I can’t believe you’d doubt me.” He turned his pout up full force even when Sarah reminded him that it wouldn’t work on her because of his niece and nephew. He’d always been a little bit more persistent than some people thought was necessary.  “How are you even protesting me buying you a coffee? Shouldn’t you want all the free drinks you can get from your little brother?” 

#noah x sarah #int; noah