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Adora x Black Jack ''l need to know''

hi l'm Erian l have autism and l want to show my talent express how l feel without fear and l wanna inspire people around the would and be respected

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Adora x Black Jack conversation

hi l'm Erian l have autism and l want to show my talent express how l feel without fear and l wanna inspire people around the would and be respected

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Adora x Black Jack a time as a couple

hi l'm Erian l have autism and l want to show my talent express how l feel without fear and l wanna inspire people around the would and be respected

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Adora x Black Jack ''kiss of pride''

hi l'm Erian l have autism and l want to show my talent express how l feel without fear and l wanna inspire people around the would and be respected After Adora saves a patient's life in surgery, Black Jack starts kissing her. He is very pround of his wife, and that the surgey was a success!

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1995 Digital Circus OVA x 2004 Black Jack Anime Pomni meets Pinoko crossover fanart

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Blackdora So Close Dance

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Black Jack's ex missed her chip on Black Jack's clinic!!!

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Blackdora Asthethic

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blackdora 2021 manga page

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Adora and Black Jack kissing after 18 weeks

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Adora in 2004 Black Jack Anime art style Remake

i initially changed her eyes lot and i wanted to make her look more older than before and wanted to make her more beautiful and attractive cause i was very unsatisfied with her appearance before cause Black Jack is beautiful while her was just... normal! that started to bothered me! and but after her change i started to realized that was weird him look completely to older for her like 30's or 20's and she looked to young for him it fells like she was 13-14 years old! as you can see i that image today i got to say that this was the best decision that a made cause i know that Black Jack and Pinoko are very associates to pedophilia by the toxic part of the Black Jack fandom so i changed her

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Blackdora dance

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Blackdora feat BoA Every Heart Fanmade AMV [French Version]

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Dr Black Jack dancing with Adora

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Ozamu Tezuka make me develop depression,traumas,low self-esteem,almost destroyed my dreams,almost ruined my life and my psychological

today was the day that i held a grudge the most and blamed Osamu Tezuka for the depression, psychological problems, and the low self-esteem that i am suffering he really almost ruined my life i can't believe that this Amazing author has became the villain of my history i can't believe that he ruined anything that i love in Black Jack and Pinoko i can't not believe that he is the reason why Black Jack started to treat Pinoko terribly and the reason why Pinoko and Black Jack became selfish'ignorant,rude,hypocrites,aggressive,handlers and the reason of my pain the reason of why i hear many voices in my head saying to me the same worlds that he made Black Jack and Pinoko say the voices say this ''Sh8t 9p!'' ''keep your mouth shut or i'll make you bite your tongue!'' ''you useless!!!'' ''you're a fart in my life!'' ''you dummy!'' ''you fool!'' you pig!!'' '' take care of this crazy!'' what he made i feel frustrated every day to think that because of him i became very sensible,traumatizated,insecure,spiteful,psychologically disturbed,a girl without suspicion he was the reason why i started to hate Black Jack and Pinoko my rage was so strong that i started to imagine terrible things against they i imagined myself talking rudely to Pinoko as she tried to ask me why i was acting that way to her i said ''get out of here you sl0t!! and she started to cry and she said to me '' you didn't know what you're doing Erian!!''i also imagined me saying to Black Jack that he wasn't my uncle anymore and i told him that meeting him was the worst mistake I've ever made in my life I remember he was horrified to hear me say those words he tried to approach me but I screamed at him not to come near me he screamed ''Erian!!!'' but he couldn't say anything else and he fell to his knees on the ground and began to cry out in sadness and started to cry put his hand on his face he cried with rage i remember that i also imagined me pushing Black Jack and Pinoko away a sword of fire I threatened them and if they tried to get close to me they would get burned I remember they looked at me very confused and very sad and then Pinoko started to cry Black Jack took her in his arms and hugged her and caressed her and also started to cry along with her and the two slowly walked away turning their backs to me and i also cried seeing they watching two people I loved walk away. i started to ignore Black Jack and existence for 13 weeks at this time i suffered to much cause they seemed death to me I started to feel like my dreams were dead... i tried to give up of they forever at other side i wanted to see they again but i never aloud myself to do this cause i only wanted to see they again when i was completely cured of this traumas and this depression while this time i had to pretend that they never existed in my life I couldn't even think about them for a second at this period i change completely my behavior but with the time i realized that doesn't make since Pinoko and Black Jack started to act so oposites of what they actually where before in conclusion to this i learned that just because an author make things in he's character's personality that doesn't means that this is who he really is and sometimes what we see is not always real or accurate authors can make mistakes and can lie without even know i and it's not a cultural case i'm not iluding myself with lies i'm not been egoist or being that guy that just want to believe in your own truths i just believe that in reality Black Jack and Pinoko wasn't the same this what they weren't the same as what they showed in the series and in the manga i learned that was just Tezuka's point of view and that just because the characters were made by him didn't mean they were the same as Tezuka i believe that every character can have your real version somewhere and yes there]s a real Black Jack and Pinoko.in addition to Osamu Tezuka being to blame for this depression and these traumas, he is also to blame for simply having almost destroyed my relationship with my family i almost had my dreams destroyed because of him...

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my 2021 old draw of Adora and Black Jack floating png

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Adora helping Dr Black Jack take off his cape