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The Rhythm of her
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Pairings: Nishimura Riki X F!Reader
Genre: Historical Fiction.
Warning: none.
Description: You've always wanted to be a professional violinist, you are someone who idolize someone like the violinist virtuoso Niccolo Paganini, but it seems like your parents have different plans for you. And so, you were married to a Prince of a neighbouring kingdom. As soon as you both got married, he became King while you, a Queen. But what if the longing of your childhood dream still linger in your chest, are you ready to let him go?
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(This fic is inspired by the Queen Charlotte: A Bridgerton Story series from Netflix, and the Filipino film Hello, love, good bye.)
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It was two years ago, he was seventeen when they first met and he was no longer a Prince, the day of their wedding, and she wore the whitest gown, and the prettiest hair. She never looked at him that day, even at their first kiss when the priest announced them, husband and wife.
He admit that they were too young, and she was chased away from home, that she felt very sad that only the strong strings of the violin can make her less sentimental; but he just wanted to talk and spend time with her.
He loved it when she played the instrument, the way she gently close her eyes when she started playing a piece, the way she moves her hands, the way her fingers pressed through the strings. It was elegant. His Queen was very elegant.
The Queen loves the garden that is next to the music room, she often strolls down the garden in the early morning looking through her favourite flowers, peonies. And the king also often watches her take a stroll on his balcony.
They do not talk much in their first month of marriage, and the only interaction they have was at breakfast, lunch, and dinner, then after all that they'd go in their ways.
The King, Riki, loves to play sports, he loves adventures and new places, and he loves to explore and listen to his wife's playing the violin often at tea time.
While the Queen, Y/n, loves to read and loves to write her thoughts through her journals discussing her everyday recycled life. And most of all, she loves to play music.
The couple was quite the opposite. They do not talk much, they do not ask each other much such as 'How is your day?'. They only glance at each other and nod in their way when they bump into each other.
Their marriage was over a year when they started to open up a bit with each other. The Queen, then found herself loving the way Niki danced, she loves how he expresses himself by following the music. The Queen also loves his giddy and bubbly personality, whenever she hears him giggle she couldn't help but laugh with him, telling him he laughs like a child.
Y/n walks through the garden making her way into the pavilion near the pond.
There, she saw him staring deeply into the waters as if he was searching for something.
"Good afternoon." She quietly said as she join him at his side, not glancing at him.
The king then chuckles. "It is quite early for afternoons, my Queen." Niki shifted his gaze at Y/n, he could see her eyes and her slightly agape mouth.
She looks beautiful, more than beautiful, Majestic she is true.
"Why are you here? Something the matter?" Y/n asked finally glancing at him.
"I was wondering if the Queen wanted to dance with me at the Queen dowager's Birthday banquet." Niki silently said, quite enough for Y/n to hear.
"You're the King, how could you not? It is just a dance after all." Niki only looked at her, then turned his attention to the pond.
"I thought you never wanted to dance with me." His voice was painted blue, but for some reason, it made your heart warm that he wanted to dance with you.
"How so?" You asked through your small smile.
"You might want to spend time in the orchestra more playing the violin...like you did last year." The Queen looked at him when she heard him whisper it out. She felt bitterness as she observes his hopeful gaze.
"Well, I'll think about it," The Queen said, swallowing, avoiding his gaze.
Her movement made Niki chuckle a little, quite teasingly.
"I thought I could dance with you since I am the King," Niki said pointing at himself.
"Would you still pick violin over your godly good-looking husband? Who dances very gracefully and handsomely?" Y/n looked at him, whispering 'stop it".
A short silence followed then, Niki sensed her sudden dejection when they made contact in the eye, and she heave a long slow sigh.
"You know that playing the violin is the only thing that reminded me of home..." The Queen held his right cheek, and he can feel the warmth of her palms and her breath that always smelled like earl grey, but he could only sigh.
" Can I not be your home?" The Queen went silent for a second before locking her gaze at her feet.
"Can I not give you the comfort? Do I not seem like a husband?" Niki wanted her to look at him, but all she wanted to do was avoid his expressive eyes.
"...Paganini," Y/n whispered.
"I've always wanted to be a professional violinist..." She bitterly smiled at him.
"I thought that if I showed my father how great I am at playing, he might let me off the hook at marrying."
The Queen took a deep breath then she look at him expressing so much of the emotions she feels, until her lips trembled.
"I am sorry." Was all Niki can say and he embrace her deep into the warmth of his chest.
Days and weeks passed and this day, and his Royal Majesty- Niki, watch you play in front of three violin critics, where they'll observe you whether you passed as a great violinist.
Last week, Niki sent letters to each of them inviting them to the palace to watch you play, thinking it could make you happy if you hear them say you're more than a violinist virtuoso.
When the moment you put your instrument down, claps filled the room, and eventually, when you opened your eyes, your gaze landed on him. He was so proud, he was smiling up to the eyes, and he mouthed a small 'Good job', making your heart warm as your shoulder relaxed.
The critics said you were such a great violinist, that one of them even gave you a ticket to the opera they will perform next week.
You were very happy when one of them said you can be part of an orchestra. Your heart was filled with enthusiasm and also warmth after hearing that.
The day had passed quickly and the three critics went home.
The smile you wore since the day started never left your face up until now. You saw Niki on the balcony watching the sunset and the sky was a mix of orange and purple.
"Thank you." You let out a sigh.
"I'm glad you loved it." He said looking at your face endearingly, and then you slowly put your head at his shoulders.
"One of them said that if only I wasn't the Queen, I might be a popular violinist by now!" Your voice wasn't as enthusiastic as Niki feels, but he quietly chucked smiling at the sky and then looking at you.
"You can be a violinist if you want Y/n," He said as quietly as a whisper. You lifted your head after hearing those. You could not know what to feel, it was as if all sorts of emotions were in there.
"You can leave the title if you want, I'll not remarry or even think of it. You can be a great musician while I wait for you."
The look in his eyes was unreadable and at the same time they were sincere, his words are true, you can feel. But you don't feel the enthusiasm that he thought you'll do when he opened it up to you.
"But what about you?" Hearing your voice made his heart heavy, and then slowly, he could feel a lump form in his throat, but he could only swallow it as he deeply drowns in your eyes.
"I'll always love you."
The Banquet of the Queen Dowager's Birthday came and you were captivated by what your husband- Niki wore.
While dancing, you could only think of him while he held you and your eyes as he guides you to your feet. His smile was the warmest of summer, and his touch was the comfort of the music you've always known but never heard.
The whole night went through with the both of you dancing. It was fun and heartwarming. It felt like a scene straight out of a book.
Until midnight came, you found the both of you looking deeply at the dark sky filled with stars that reflects on the pond.
"I've been thinking it through." The Queen started. Niki could only stay silent, but deep inside, he wished it was him whom she'll pick, he wished and hoped she'll stay with him.
'A little longer please.' He'd thought.
'Stay in my embrace... please." And he'd wish over, and over again in his mind.
But when her eyes caught him, her teary bloodshot eyes, her bitter-sour gaze, and the way she slowly held his hand.
He took a deep breath and closed his eyes and held her left cheek once he heard her trembling voice.
"Go and be what you've always dreamt of. I know you'll be happy." Y/n only nodes at his words.
"I'll always love you." Y/n lastly said kissing him deeply, feeling every taste, showering her every emotion, for she know, that they both know that it would be the last.
And once their kiss was broken, she huff her breath, getting a glance at him for the last time, and not long, she let him go, until he could only see her back, until darkness enveloped her, until she was no longer there.
His tears could not stop, and Niki's chest seems so tight, it was as if he could not breathe.
Until he regained his breath, still not going anywhere but the pavilion by the pond. Still not looking anywhere but the place she disappeared into. He could only heave a deep long sigh and close his eyes.
"I'll always love you more."
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enhyia · 9 months
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Fearless
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Pairings: Nishimura Riki X F!Reader
Genre: Neighbor to Lovers? (I'm so not sure)
Warning: None.
Reminder: Pov shifts between Y/n and Ni-ki's perspectives.
Summary: You've liked Nishimura Riki since the day you first saw him, he's your neighbour three blocks away. It wasn't that you wanted to be obvious around him, it's just that, you wanted him to feel how much you cared for him, but it seems like he took your feelings negatively and everything eventually became messy with the two of you. But then when you distanced yourself from him, he started longing for your presence. Does he like you? But when prom came and you didn't attend, all answers struck him like lightning. Oh, he just wanted to dance with you.
Playlist: Fearless(Taylor's version)(album), Fearless (Taylor's version)song
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(This fic is inspired by Taylor Swift's song and album Fearless (Taylor's version))
++While I was listening to this song way back 2022, I couldn't help but to picture Ni-ki and me having so much fun dancing in a storm, and I wrote this way back in May. I forgot I have this in my drafts..++
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Nishimura Riki, my cool, handsome, tall senior whom I fell in love with last year. I can still remember his white toothy smile and the sakura was falling dramatically. My eyes were wide open, watching him carefully, as my heart skipped a beat in the cage of my chest. He looked so majestic. I thought that that day was a fairytale and that I wished to fall in love again, again and again.
"Is this yours?" he asked looking at me, that my ignorant 15-year-old self thought he also felt what I felt that day.
"Yea-" I answered, eyes lost at the sight of him in front of me as he hands my hairpin that I accidentally slipped off to the ground a second ago.
I fell in love at those very moments. I loved him at that very moment, and I love him up until now.
The sound of my mom calling me echoed from the kitchen to my room causing me to abruptly stand up and go to her.
"Yeah?" I answered looking at her as she make dinner. It was Sunday and I usually just stays at home reading or helping mom around the house.
"Someone's at the door!" Mom said, not bothering to look at me.
Once I was at the door, I grabbed the door knob and there I saw a figure that made my face light up, and immediately, I smiled and greeted him hi.
"I just came to give this to your mom, my mom said your mom ordered two Macha teas." He said suppressing a small-awkward smile.
"Really?" My smile was uncontrollable, it was as if my face was frozen in place, I could not control the smile that nearly reached my eyes.
"I really-- I mean Mom loves the teas Mrs. Nishimura makes!" I exclaimed a little too excited that I nearly jump, and he smiled another polite smile that made the pit of my stomach twirl.
"Fancy pork curry for dinner?" I offer as my tingling feeling of excitement filled my belly.
"Umm... my Mum just went to buy taiyaki, but yeah, I'll taste that curry," he answered, and I opened the door wider than ever while my smile reached my eyes.
"Good evening Miss L/n, Y/n invited me for dinner!" he called across the counter, and my mom gave him the sweetest welcome smile my mom could ever make, and I closed the door and get myself closer to them.
"Riki! You're here!" My mom called, brushing her hands on her apron as she extends her open arms for him and he accepted it dearly with a smile.
"Curry's for dinner!" Mom said as she approach the utensil drawers "Um Yeah, Y/n told me." he said as he quietly scanned the house familiarizing the place.
"Oh! And mom said you ordered this." He said, extending the tea powder he was holding, still has the smile he has since he came here.
"Oh yeah!" Mom said setting the plates and utensils down on the table.
"I'll help you," I told her as I took the things she was carrying, hoping to have a good image of Riki.
Dinner was fun and cosy as mom talked to Riki about rugby, schools, and girlfriends which Riki answered he does not have one; making me heave a sigh of relief.
After we ate, Riki insisted on washing the dishes, and of course, mom protested from making him, until his mom called and it was time for him to go home.
"You should see him off Y/n." Mom said winking at me and I gave her the brightest smile causing her to giggle.
"No, no! I can go by myself it's already dark it'll be dangerous for her!" Riki protested but I stood up from my chair so fast that I think I startled them both.
"I insist! It won't be such a long walk!" I said earning a sigh of defeat from him.
Me and my one year senior Riki live three blocks away from each other, they moved about a year ago from Japan because his sister wanted to pursue her dream here in Korea causing me to meet him and eventually fall in love with him.
The walk was awkward and silent, but I enjoyed it because it was a precious memory with him. This kind of late-night walk rarely happens even though we live in the same neighbourhood and study at the same Highschool, he's just hard to reach, he's very private and popular I can't seem to be noticed. Those thoughts filled my head making me unconsciously sigh.
"You shouldn't have walked me home," he said as we were nearing his house.
"No it's okay, I insisted!" I protested to reassure him, but he stopped in his tracks and turned around to face me. His expression was blank and cold, and it felt like ice run down my spine making me swallow hard.
"I don't want to walk with you. I don't want to have dinner with you. I don't like you." he said with a voice lashing so cold making me freeze in my state.
I stared at him, not blinking as my eyes widened and a lump in my throat formed. He turned his back and continued on his tracks, leaving me alone in the dark street, only a street lamp to light my sight of him getting farther away from me. I stayed for a moment, still stunned and speechless as I feel my heart, my throat going tighter and my feet gues numb, then suddenly I felt my face get wet. And then I left and walked home.
My mom asked me what happened when I got home and I told her Mrs. Nishimura said hi, and went straight to my bed.
The next morning, I got ready and went straight to school, but usually, I'd stop at the Nishimura's to ask for Riki, hoping to walk with him on the way, but every time I got there, he was already gone. Mrs Nishimura can only smile apologetically every day, but now, I've made up my mind to move on since he officially rejected me last night.
But when I walked passed his house, I heard him call my name, and for a moment I thought he had a change of mind and something familiar formed in my chest.
Then he runs towards me. My eyes stayed on his figure, I thought something was new, that something changed his mind because I never even confessed, but I won't deny that I was very obvious and desperate.
My eyes moved from his eyes to his hands as he extends the 2000 won bill he was holding.
"Your Mom's exchange," he said shortly, then he left leaving me confused and stunned with frozen feet yet again in the middle of the streets.
• • •
Three days passed, and I am slowly recovering from heartbreak, and now, Akki seat beside me in the cafeteria talking about the upcoming prom next week on Saturday.
"Aren't you coming?" she asked me, mouth still full of Spaghetti. I sighted and shake my head making her gasp.
"No way! you're not leaving me dateless alone!" she complained shaking my shoulders as she chew her lunch.
"As you said, I don't want to be dateless at the prom." I sighed watching her eat. It was the celebration of the last years in high school, and every year there's a prom.
Usually, I don't have a date, but now, I'm afraid I'll feel very lonely; and the next thing we'll know, we're already at college, and I'm not even a bit excited about that, not when I just got rejected from someone I adored so much, and probably he's at the dance studio or the rugby field getting asked out by every girl in the school. I sighed louder this time, burying my face in my arms at the table as I imagined the worst-case scenarios.
"You should just get over it and find another guy to like!" Akki said crossing her arms.
"Don't cry and mop over a guy, they don't deserve it!" She poked her spaghetti aggressively looking at me while her brows frowned, but I only answered her with a sigh. Akki is my best friend from elementary, she's the one who's with me from time to time.
"You know he's the first guy I've honestly liked so much. You know that right?" I told her as I heaved another long gloomy sigh.
Days passed without waiting at Nishimura's doorstep, without stalking him on the internet, without watching him dance at the stadium with the other girls that also liked him, without waiting for him to go home after playing rugby, without making excuses just to have a word with him, and it's all so foreign and weird to me. I wonder if he ever noticed that my presence are gone.
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Ni-ki's Pov
"Y/n's hasn't been here since last week!" Jungwon-hyung said as we change into our uniform ready to go home from rugby practice.
"Yeah? wasn't that nice, no distraction for Niki?" Jay-hyung said as a teasing smile cross his lips earning an eye roll from me.
"She doesn't distract me Jay-hyung, and yes, I'm very glad I won't see her obvious- ridiculous annoying face. Do you even know how hard it is for me to ignore her? It seems like she's everywhere!" I said almost yelling but they just chuckled at me, and I just gave them another eye roll, hoping they'll stop teasing me with that stupid girl.
"That's a lot of description. I bet you've been imagining her smile since the day she's not around." Jake-hyung said as I adjust my shirt and slammed my locker's door loudly earning another giggle from them.
"Stop pushing it as if I like her! Cuz I don't!" I said and left the dressing room and grabbed my bag and went home.
• • •
On my way home, I saw her figure at our house's doorstep standing, and immediately, I ran to her instinct and grabbed her shoulder turning her around in front of me.
"I told you to leave me alone!" I said holding her shoulder tighter, as I look at her annoyed.
"I don't like you." My voice was quite loud and I just stared at her when she didn't respond, a second later I noticed the tears at the corner of her eyes, and she holds her hands tightly, lips trembling. 
"What?" I annoyedly yelled causing her to jolt and slap my hands off of her shoulder.
"My mom said she wants another tea!" Her voice was trembling.
Then she leaned forward and punched her hand that was gripping the money in my chest then she left as tears fall from her eyes.
I stared at the money on the floor, still stunned by what happened. Then Mum opened the door, eyeing me and the money laying on the floor.
"Why are you just standing there?" She said as she crouched down to pick up the money.
"What's the commotion I was hearing? Why do you look like you've seen a ghost?" She said eyeing me from up to down.
"Your eyes are about to pop out." Mom lastly said she closed the door leaving me behind, still in confusion standing outside as I slowly process what just happened.
• • •
"Secondhand embarrassment!" Heeseung-hyung laughed across the table as we ate our lunch at the cafeteria.
I told them about what happened yesterday with the encounter with Y/n hoping to earn sympathy from them but they just laughed at me! And so, I gave them another eye roll.
"Shut up!" I said as I glance at the whole cafeteria until my gaze lastly landed on the entrance I noticed  Sunoo-hyung has been looking at me teasingly as his brows move up and down.
"Who're you waiting for, that you keep on glancing at the entrance?" Sunoo hyung said and I was quick to defend myself that he was wrong, but they all laughed causing everyone inside the cafeteria to look our way.
"Our Niki's still a baby!" Sunghoon hyung said. "He's denying his crush just like his Jay hyung does," Sunghoon-hyung exclaimed laughing loudly that his small fangs are visible even though we were at the last end of the table.
"Sunghoon shut up," Jay-hyung said, and annoyance was visible on his face, so, they bicker again, and my mind drifted off to somewhere.
• • •
Weekends are nearing, and prom is also nearing, and for once, I'm at the L/n's doorstep, readying myself of pressing the doorbell, when a familiar voice startled me awake from my thoughts.
"Aren't you gonna ring it?" I looked down at her, she was at the staircase holding a paper bag filled with snacks as bitterness cross her face.
"Um.." I was about to tell her a lie but she just shove past me and opened the door.
"Aren't you gonna come inside?" Hearing her voice so cold made my spine freeze into place, and I just realised I was staring and immediately entered the warmth of their house.
"Riki!" Miss L/n's voice rang all over the house, she extended her arms like usual and I gladly took it and hugged her.
"Here's your matcha powder and your exchange," I said extending her the container and the money in my hand.
"Fancy steak?"  She offered, while at the table, four plates are already prepared making me have no choice but to dine in. "Of course!" I answered.
Footsteps of two people rang as Y/n and a guy went downstairs laughing.  The sight in front somewhat makes me curious about who's the guy with her, he was quite tall, but not taller than I am, and he has a Western look and dimples on both cheeks, while I frown unconsciously, not finding the view entertaining.
We all sat down when Mrs.L/n motioned us to eat, and once I sat down, Mrs.L/n bombard me with questions like usual. After questioning me about some random stuff, her attention alters to Y/'s friend who's sitting beside her.
"So you and Y/n are classmates?" Mrs.L/n questioned and the guy nodded in answer.
"Yes, and she always impresses everyone with her Arts and Music! She's very lovely when she sings!" The guy exclaimed, then his full attention shifted to Y/n, looking at her quite lovely as if he was some love-sick boy, but for some reason, he makes me irritated, how come I never knew she can sing?
"Stop it, Maki, it's not like I'm some siren who sings like what you said." Y/n irritatedly said, then this Maki guy chuckled.
Mrs. L/n laughed "She's just embarrassed Maki, she's usually sweet!" Maki nodded and smiled at Mrs L/n. His actions make me irritated, and as they talk it made me feel out of place, I wonder what's wrong with Y/n tonight, she's not usually this cold and easily irritated.
My gaze on Y/n shifted to Mrs L/n when she started talking. "Right Riki? Usually, when you show up at the door she'll eventually smile and talk enthusiastically!" Mrs L/n exclaimed.
Looking at Y/n, she has her glare on her mom then looked at me when her mom laughed at her. Suddenly I feel so shy, and awkward that I could only smile at her. But the movement made her roll her eyes at me.
"Stop with it already," I could see her reddening ears as she play with her food, and for some reason, it made me chuckle. then I caught Maki's gaze, and surely, I saw a glint of jealousy in his eyes.
It's not like there's something between Y/n and me.
And eventually, the atmosphere between Maki and me became awkward the whole dinner.
Later on, Mom called me to go home, but this time when Mrs. L/n asked Y/n to send me home, she looked at me for a second then made her way up the stairs and Maki followed her next. But mysteriously, there's a lump formed in my throat as I watch her walk away. I was quick to swallow what was blocking my throat when Mrs L/n apologizes for her daughter's behaviour.
"She's not usually like that, did something happen at school?" Mrs L/n asked worrying, but all I could do was swallow hard, knowing I might be the reason.
"I'm afraid I don't Mrs.L/n."
Once I went home, the things that happened at dinner earlier rewound in my thoughts as I feel weird inside. I wonder why I'm feeling this way.
• • •
I was walking down the quiet hallway when I heard two people talking, it seems like a guy and a girl. I was about to ignore it and avoid eavesdropping when I heard their familiar voices.
Wasting no more seconds, I turned around and turn around the corner and saw Y/n, her face was sour- or maybe surprised. But the person was facing his back on me, I could not see his face.
"I mean..." The other guy started, "You don't have to say yes now, but please consider my offer?" The guy's voice was familiar, and I suspect that he could be Maki last night at dinner.
I saw Y/n smile at him, and then she gently held his hands, I didn't know why, or what happened. But the longer I stand there, the feeling of nausea increases in the pit of my stomach as I absent-mindedly clench my jaw.
I took one last look before turning around and making my way back to my classroom, forgetting the reason I was outside.
The cushion of my bed envelopes me as I shift and turn feeling the misery of what I heard earlier from Y/n and the guy with her in the hallway, then there's this thing I did out of impulse by asking someone I completely don't know to go to the prom with me...
I fucked up.
I don't even know her name, I didn't give her my contact nor do I have hers. I completely acted through emotions, and all I can do about it is stare at my room's ceiling.
• • •
Me, Jake-hyung, and the others look through trousers, vests, coats, ties and shoes to wear at the upcoming prom tomorrow.  Other students also shop here.
I wonder if Y/n will also buy her dress here...
"I don't care where she'll buy though..." I frowned as I shuffle through the coats in front of me.
"What are you mumbling about?" Jake-hyung whispers close to my ear making me jump a little.
"None of your business." I shortly answered as I continue picking coats. Jake-hyung chuckled as an answer, not long after, he looks at me in the eye seriously, placing a hand on my left shoulder, making me stare at him in confusion.
"You shouldn't do things you'll regret Niki, sometimes you didn't know the things that you've always wanted are already in your palms, but if you accidentally let go, you might never have the power to bring it back anymore even if you try."
His words left me at gaze, the only thing I could reply to him was a nod.
• • •
And then as fast as light, the prom that everyone has been waiting for came.
Dancing lights are everywhere, blinding me as I search through the crowds. I was a little confused as to whom am I searching for, really? Was it the girl I asked out...or was it Y/n all along?
I stand still in the middle of the crowds, observing, wondering, and making conclusions, frozen in my steps. And my eyes could not focus on one thing but the entrance door.
I feel like there was a big lump in my throat, there's this feeling of longing while my breath speeds up as I feel my heart skip a  beat.
Do I like her?
The thoughts made my insides weird, as if a hurricane is inside of my stomach, making me nauseous, these feelings whenever I think of her, this nervousness, wondering if she'll come, and the fear that she'll not...
I do like her.
But what will I do? Does she want to see me? She liked me before...
"Is it too late?" I looked up at the ceiling and heaved a sigh, feeling defeated as I feel my hot breath touch my lips.
"No, it's not." I suddenly jolted.
Turning around, I saw a girl that's quite familiar, I scanned her, squinting my eyes, looking at her carefully, until my eyes lit up.
"You're Y/n friend!" I said as my voice mixed with the loud music around us.
"She's at her house! You can dance with her later when the event started on time if you go there now!" She said through the music at the back, muffling her voice. Not even a second, she's already walking away mixing with the crowds.
My heart smashes in my chest louder than the music in the background. I ran through the crowds as I feel my lips curl up, I bump into other people, but I mind them not, I interrupted the ones who tried to talk to me, but I never stopped on my steps as I near the exit, because I've made my decision.
I won't let her go now.
Huffling my breath as I run through the parking lot, looking for the car I borrowed from my father, shuffling my pockets looking for the keys as my hand shake from the things I've been feeling, I wasted no second and rode the streets making my way.
As I near the neighbourhood I've been through and walked through countless times, my heart could not stop skipping a beat, I'm at the point I think I'll die, and the watch on my right arm seems so loud in my ears.
Before I could even step out of the car, the door swung wide open, and there I saw her in her messy hair, she has her eyes wide open as she huff deep breaths.
"Come with me." My voice came out, it was trembling with my fingers and then I swallowed hard and stared at her wide eyes and slightly agape mouth, then her lips slowly curled up. And I might be mistaken but, I think she just stared at me lovingly, like she always does with those familiar passionate eyes, and I just know that those stares are only for me.
Y/n turned her back and run upstairs, thirty minutes later, I saw her in a light yellow dress just below her knee, and she wear silver slippers, and her hair was in braids in a high bun.
I sigh looking at her, I had never paid attention before, but now I could say that she was the prettiest girl I'd laid my eyes on.
My heart feels like swelling from joy, excitement and anxiety are all mixed. Then she walked down the staircase, and when she was closer she halted a  stop, I can feel her hot breath and it smells minty, and not even a minute I was already captivated.
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Y/n's Pov
When I walked closer to him, joy and many other emotions were playing in my stomach, then I felt his hot breath touch my cheeks. I thought I might explode, he looks like a prince out of a fairytale.
I sighed, studying him, looking at his black orbs carefully, and it seems like they glisten beneath the dark sky.
"I'll come with you," I whispered just enough for him to hear and drag me in the passenger seat.
The ride was silent, while my cheeks burn and my insides twirled, then not long, heavy droplets touched the windows, and the car stopped.
I stayed silent waiting for him to say something, and then he runs his hands through his black hair and looked at me.
Everything seems to fade at the back when he held my hands.
"Would you like to dance with me?" His voice came out like a whisper, his hopeful eyes warms me up as I hear the small droplets of rain in the back of my mind while I hear the mixture of our silent breathing. I swallowed hard staring at him.
"On the storm?"
"On the storm." He quietly answered. And slowly his lips curved up, then the next thing I knew he was outside in the middle of the rain running to my side and opening the door then not even a second, he dragged me to the pavement holding my hand as the loud rain drops filled our both ears, then his warm hands held me by the waist pulling me closer and his body was against mine.
He stared deeply at my eyes until his warm lips captivated mine.
It was slow and warm, it was like a dream and I held him tightly, it lasted for minutes, and then he broke the kiss and held my left hand guiding me for a dance.
The dance was slow, I couldn't help but laugh and look at him again when I heard him giggle and my cheeks and ears burn even though we were all wet from the rain.
"I love you since a year ago..." A sigh silently left my lips.
"Up until now I still do, very, very much," I said hoping he'd hear my voice through the rain. I stayed my gaze on the pavement, and couldn't look at him, fearing I might cry.
Then I feel he let my arm go and held my chin making me catch his eyes. Then he advanced closer and hugged me tight.
"I'm sorry for not realising it early, but please, allow me to love you..." His silent trembling voice and the raindrops are the only things I can hear, and as I hear him, the words that left his mouth felt like a thousand emotions linger through.
"I love you Y/n..." His breath was warm in my ears as I heard him whisper slowly, and the beating of our hearts made harmony together with the rain, and surely the best dress I wear tonight was made to be danced in the middle of the storm, and the things all I could feel was the fearless love and longing for the guy in front of me.
I love you more Nishimura Riki.
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After the little mermaid turned into sea foam
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Pairings: Nishimura Riki X F!Reader
Genre: Historical Fiction, Fantasy, Fairytale.
Warning: none.
Description: After the little mermaid turned into sea foam, when the Prince she loved woke up in the arms of his new wife- what did he ever think? What happened to him? Did he ever think of her?
Reminder: Pov shifts between Fist person(Ni-ki) and Third person. I also encourage you to read the fairytale The Little Mermaid first if you have not read it yet so you can enjoy this fic more.
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(This fanfic is inspired by the classical fairytale "The Little Mermaid" by Hans Christian Andersen)
++ This fanfic has been sitting in my drafts since my favourite Disney classic, The Little Mermaid by Disney was released! And right after finishing the movie, I immediately read Christian Andersen's and while reading, I couldn't help but imagine Ni-ki as the Prince....so...yeah! Have fun reading!!++
Synopsis of The Little Mermaid by Hans Christian Andersen
(It is her fifteenth birthday, and the Little Mermaid wants nothing more than to see the world above the sea. With her father's permission, she surfaces, getting her first glimpses of ships, fireworks, and human beings. She is especially taken with a young Prince she spies aboard one of the ships. Suddenly a great storm approaches, and the Little Mermaid rescues the handsome Prince. She sings a lullaby to comfort him. She escapes to the mermaid world before he wakes, but she continues to think of him. Desperate for help to see him again, she decides to visit the mysterious Sea Witch, who gives the Little Mermaid a potion that will turn her tail into human legs - in exchange for the mermaid's voice. The Little Mermaid drinks the potion and is transformed. The now-human mermaid is found by the Prince. He marvels at her dancing, but is dismayed that she cannot speak. Then the Prince overhears a Princess singing a lullaby, and he mistakes her for the one who rescued him from the storm. They are to be married. Distraught, the Little Mermaid is found by her two sisters. They hand her a knife from the Sea Witch; if the mermaid stabs the Prince, his blood will return her legs to mermaid fins. The Little Mermaid is so in love that she cannot hurt the Prince. Realizing he will never love her in return, she jumps into the sea to spend eternity as sea foam along the water's surface.)
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The time I woke up with my wife in my embrace and felt her hot breath. The last evening at the wedding rewound in my head.
Everything was perfect, the cathedral was gleaming with all the surrounding lights; and Reia, the girl in my arms shined the most. But I could see somewhere, somehow in the side of my eyes, I saw her there, eyes bloodshot and lips trembling.
My heart ache as I ignored her hopeful longing stares. Her hand quietly trembled at her sides, stopping the urge to reach and grab hold of me...my dumb foundling, whom I thought was the maiden who saved me laying dead at the beach. I wanted to hold you and tell you one last time. But you are not the one.
When I embraced her at the deck, on our way to the marriage, I told her she'd always be the one, that I'd rather choose her over the Princes in my arms. I know how it felt; to cry but unable to shed tears. Her tight embrace resembles the touch of the sea that's still fresh in my memories, while her lips are the sweetness of roses.
Up until now I still have the thought that maybe, just maybe she was; the one who saved me and caught me in the depths of the sea, the one who swum with me up to the shore, the one who placed her warm lips on my forehead, and the one who sang to me with her most handsome voice- just maybe.
But I know it wasn't her, it wasn't my dumb foundling. It was she, the Princess in my arms.
The girl in my arms, the princes of Blue Islands, the girl who was taught in the church, the girl with skin so delicately fair, and the deepest ocean blue eyes, the one who sang so beautifully- but her palms, the way her soft palms held me, it wasn't the girl who saved me in the depths of the sea.
I stood up from my wife's embrace, Reia, and sat down, looking around, I noticed a metal reflecting the morning light caught my eyes, it was a dagger laying on the cold floor, with its handle curved in an ocean shape.
I went out of the room and goes up to the deck, where the cold morning air hit my face. It smells like the sea, it smells like fresh seaweed just like my dumb foundling.
But she's nowhere to be found. Where is she? The girl who danced with me the best, the one who can express her feelings through her eyes, the one who was at my side, the one I know who loved me truly-
The Prince, Niki, called out crews that are inside the ship to search and look for the little mermaid, he ordered them to dive into the depths of the sea, and he asked them where they last saw her. His mind was all over the place wondering, searching and longing for the little mermaid's expressive and lovable gaze, her warm gentle touch, her graceful dance, her soft hair... her warm lips.
My dumb foundling...where are you? Just for a minute, that is all I ask, I want to call you and show yourself to me. Let me see and watch your gaze upon me. The elegance of your dance drew me to adore you more than before. Just for a minute, please, I want to see you and hold you before it's too late.
I wanted to, but I could not, after all this time, I know I did not love you.
But as dawn neared, his confused wife stared and waited for him silently at his side as he clench the silver dagger in his hand staring deeply at the ocean's horizon. He felt his heart clench, he lost her, the girl who loved him the most.
Niki's tears run through his warm cheeks. He should have looked at her when he felt her gaze last evening, he should have listened even though she could not speak, he should have asked her name even though she couldn't say it, and he should have stayed; beside her, with her never shedding eyes.
And now, he stares at the dark waves wondering if she's there, wondering if she's alright, hoping that she's fine, because maybe he does, and Niki does from the start know that it was her who saved him from the strong waves on his very birthday. The one who lay him under the hot sands of the beach. The one who sang her awake.
His dumb foundling one. He loved her quite much.
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Occasus Solis
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Pairings: Nishimura Riki X F!Reader
Genre: Angst.
Warning: None.
Description: Ni-ki is your boyfriend since middle school, it all started when his friends started shipping and teasing the both and it turned out Ni-ki had a crush on you since day one. Until you both go into a university you have each other's back, until it's finally time to graduate, to plan for your lives. But it seems like God has different plans. You may not be the one he'll spend all the rest of his life with, but you're still the one whom his heart embraced up until he grows old and his hair as grey as your time.
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++This fic is originally a Ni-ki and Sunoo fanfic, but I noticed it never got quite the attention I hoped for, and it was also written in taglish, so no wonder nobody read it. So I made this!! Enjoy!!++
Occasus Solis - "sunset ˈsənˌset" in Latin.
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I watch you and admire you this close. I hear you gasping looking at the setting sun, and I mindlessly stare at your twinkling eyes of stars, I sometimes wonder, "How can someone be this lovely?" Then I realized, maybe because you are the sunshine, that's why I can't take my eyes off of you, but also pains my eyes whenever I look at you, and they'll eventually water.
"Riki my Love, why are you crying?" Your voice ring through my ears, but it never went away, it just keep on repeating, repeating the wonders of your voice.
"Nothing Love, just wondering things..." I answered you with my almost breaking voice, trying to swallow the lumps of my throat that were trying so hard to stop me from spitting my thoughts out, with my hot tears running down my face, you stare at me, dropping your smile, then when the sunset lights hit your face, it made me realize our time is too short. For all people to leave, why would he pick you?
"Love...you should go rest." Those words came out of my mouth like a whisper, holding the rest of my tears from falling, and holding myself from closing my eyes, scared that you might suddenly fade away, scared that you might leave anytime soon, scared that I won't be seeing those wonderful twinkly eyes of yours that a person would not stop from staring at till those eyes of them burn, and that specific person is those eyes that it's been staring at now. I wonder, what if it was me, the one who'll go away, you might have the same feelings I've been holding for these past few months, I shouldn't have gone home, I shouldn't have left you, I shouldn't have believed you when you told me that you'll be fine, but in the end, you're not.
"Love...maybe- " your sentence was cut off by those silent cries of yours that made my throat burn further, then you close your eyes, open them once again and look at me with your smile that always hides your eyes.
"Maybe God saw that it's not now, there must be a next time, maybe it's not the right time yet, maybe this is a second chance for us to start a new life...in another world, in another time, and maybe in another body. ..but hopefully, never another us, and maybe God picked me first, Love." You told me those words, with a smile but your tears are falling. I kinda blame the sunset for making it so perfect for goodbyes.
"Why-....why you-" My breath was cut off with hiccups, I have now been hiccuping, forcing my cracked-up voice to come out, preventing myself from breaking any further, but I've seen more than enough of you breaking every day, every day you got thinner, every day you got less energetic, and every day those days end, our time got even shorter.
"We can't predict the future, but predicting it won't help, you'll just have to let it flow for how it is, and we have nothing to do with it." Now you're whipping my tears away, while your own eyes gleam with the sunset lights and sparkly tears that are too beautiful to be the end.
"What if-...what if- if there is no next life? What if I can't find you? What if we're born at the wrong time? Y/n what if it's the last time I'll be with you?" The last question made me cry harder and louder, and I am now trying to catch my breath.
" Just wait, and if you can still love...then don't be afraid to try and love someone new, it'll not make me angry nor sad Riki... it'll make me happier, that maybe there is something that'll make you happy, whenever reincarnation is real or not try to be happy in this life, because we cannot predict the future, so be happy even without me." You told me that, and I can still remember how perfectly shone those orange-red-blueish hews of lights hit your bright eyes with crystal tears flown by it.
But now I can't even look at you laying down there, at once looking so peaceful, but I am dreadful, I am hollow, I'm nothing but a body that's moving. I can't even go to where you are, and by any day's close, you'll be buried down, and hopefully be in a place where you and I will meet again, waiting, and hopefully somewhere where the sun rises with you, Sunshine.
I hope to meet you again, when the time favours us, finally and hopefully, my Sunshine.
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anyone wants Ni-ki fanfics????
NI-Ki angst list
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(MADE ALL THIS CUZ I'M LONELY)
1. Fearless (Taylor's version)
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"On the storm." He quietly answered. And slowly his lips curved up, then the next thing I knew he was outside in the middle of the rain running to my side and opening the door then not even a second, he dragged me to the pavement holding my hand as the loud rain drops filled our both ears, then his warm hands held me by the waist pulling me closer and his body was against mine.
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2. After the little mermaid turned into sea foam
I wanted to, but I could not, after all this time, I know I did not love you.
3. The Rhythm of her
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"I'll always love you." Y/n lastly said kissing him deeply, feeling every taste, showering her every emotion, for she know, that they both know that it would be the last.
4. Occasus Solis (sunset)
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I hope to meet you again, when the time favours us, finally and hopefully, my Sunshine.
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NI-Ki angst list
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(MADE ALL THIS CUZ I'M LONELY)
1. Fearless (Taylor's version)
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"On the storm." He quietly answered. And slowly his lips curved up, then the next thing I knew he was outside in the middle of the rain running to my side and opening the door then not even a second, he dragged me to the pavement holding my hand as the loud rain drops filled our both ears, then his warm hands held me by the waist pulling me closer and his body was against mine.
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2. After the little mermaid turned into sea foam
I wanted to, but I could not, after all this time, I know I did not love you.
3. The Rhythm of her
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"I'll always love you." Y/n lastly said kissing him deeply, feeling every taste, showering her every emotion, for she know, that they both know that it would be the last.
4. Occasus Solis (sunset)
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I hope to meet you again, when the time favours us, finally and hopefully, my Sunshine.
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Heeseung as your boyfriend
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Warning: mention of sex
I think...
Heeseung is the type to flirt from time to time, he likes his partner head over heels for him, and I think he loves superiority over his partner. He's the type to flirt a lot on the first date, and when you're both in a relationship, you both fight very often because it seems like he couldn't control his flirtiness, he would flirt with most of the girls he encounters with and it just made you so angry with him, and he likes it when you get jealous.
I also think...
He's the type to have sex in the very first date...(don't ask me, I just feel it in my gut!) I think he's the type to call cat names when you have sex with him, and he loves to hear your loud moans, and sometimes he just gets so creative when it comes to sex, that's why you never get bored.
He's the type to have a date on late car drives, Netflix and chill, or a romantic dinner in a fancy restaurant. He's also the type to give expensive gifts on your birthday. But when you give him cheap gifts he'll appreciate it so much and will ease your doubt that he'll ever like what you get him cuz it's cheap.
He's the type to have a party every day, and maybe that's where you'll meet him.
He's the type to show you off by grabbing you by the waist and saying something like "This is my girlfriend Y/n, she's pretty right?"
In his circle...
He'll shoot them deadly glares until they swallow their saliva hard.
And if he sensed that someone taking a like on you...
He'll get teas from his brother a lot. While he loves it when you help her mother around the kitchen, and I think he's the type to get delusional when it comes to your relationship with the members, he sometimes thinks Jake and Sunghoon have a crush on you, but actually, you just have similar interests with them, and they also have their lover, and that will ease his suspicions.
I also think ...
Lastly, I think...
He's also the type to cry over a break-up after a year, after you've finally moved on, he suddenly wants you back. But honestly, do you want him back? After all, he's the Lee Heeseung.
He's the type to dump you in a week if doesn't like you, and I also think he's the type to cheat a lot, he's the type to get bored in a long-distance relationship, so I think even if you both lasted very long, he'll just dump you for another girl.
Note: I kinda made Heeseung such a jerk in here :⁠-⁠|
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Heeseung as your boyfriend
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Warning: mention of sex
I think...
Heeseung is the type to flirt from time to time, he likes his partner head over heels for him, and I think he loves superiority over his partner. He's the type to flirt a lot on the first date, and when you're both in a relationship, you both fight very often because it seems like he couldn't control his flirtiness, he would flirt with most of the girls he encounters with and it just made you so angry with him, and he likes it when you get jealous.
I also think...
He's the type to have sex in the very first date...(don't ask me, I just feel it in my gut!) I think he's the type to call cat names when you have sex with him, and he loves to hear your loud moans, and sometimes he just gets so creative when it comes to sex, that's why you never get bored.
He's the type to have a date on late car drives, Netflix and chill, or a romantic dinner in a fancy restaurant. He's also the type to give expensive gifts on your birthday. But when you give him cheap gifts he'll appreciate it so much and will ease your doubt that he'll ever like what you get him cuz it's cheap.
He's the type to have a party every day, and maybe that's where you'll meet him.
He's the type to show you off by grabbing you by the waist and saying something like "This is my girlfriend Y/n, she's pretty right?"
In his circle...
He'll shoot them deadly glares until they swallow their saliva hard.
And if he sensed that someone taking a like on you...
He'll get teas from his brother a lot. While he loves it when you help her mother around the kitchen, and I think he's the type to get delusional when it comes to your relationship with the members, he sometimes thinks Jake and Sunghoon have a crush on you, but actually, you just have similar interests with them, and they also have their lover, and that will ease his suspicions.
I also think ...
Lastly, I think...
He's also the type to cry over a break-up after a year, after you've finally moved on, he suddenly wants you back. But honestly, do you want him back? After all, he's the Lee Heeseung.
He's the type to dump you in a week if doesn't like you, and I also think he's the type to cheat a lot, he's the type to get bored in a long-distance relationship, so I think even if you both lasted very long, he'll just dump you for another girl.
Note: I kinda made Heeseung such a jerk in here :⁠-⁠|
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Heeseung as your boyfriend
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Warning: mention of sex
I think...
Heeseung is the type to flirt from time to time, he likes his partner head over heels for him, and I think he loves superiority over his partner. He's the type to flirt a lot on the first date, and when you're both in a relationship, you both fight very often because it seems like he couldn't control his flirtiness, he would flirt with most of the girls he encounters with and it just made you so angry with him, and he likes it when you get jealous.
I also think...
He's the type to have sex in the very first date...(don't ask me, I just feel it in my gut!) I think he's the type to call cat names when you have sex with him, and he loves to hear your loud moans, and sometimes he just gets so creative when it comes to sex, that's why you never get bored.
He's the type to have a date on late car drives, Netflix and chill, or a romantic dinner in a fancy restaurant. He's also the type to give expensive gifts on your birthday. But when you give him cheap gifts he'll appreciate it so much and will ease your doubt that he'll ever like what you get him cuz it's cheap.
He's the type to have a party every day, and maybe that's where you'll meet him.
He's the type to show you off by grabbing you by the waist and saying something like "This is my girlfriend Y/n, she's pretty right?"
In his circle...
He'll shoot them deadly glares until they swallow their saliva hard.
And if he sensed that someone taking a like on you...
He'll get teas from his brother a lot. While he loves it when you help her mother around the kitchen, and I think he's the type to get delusional when it comes to your relationship with the members, he sometimes thinks Jake and Sunghoon have a crush on you, but actually, you just have similar interests with them, and they also have their lover, and that will ease his suspicions.
I also think ...
Lastly, I think...
He's also the type to cry over a break-up after a year, after you've finally moved on, he suddenly wants you back. But honestly, do you want him back? After all, he's the Lee Heeseung.
He's the type to dump you in a week if doesn't like you, and I also think he's the type to cheat a lot, he's the type to get bored in a long-distance relationship, so I think even if you both lasted very long, he'll just dump you for another girl.
Note: I kinda made Heeseung such a jerk in here :⁠-⁠|
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Heeseung as your boyfriend
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Warning: mention of sex
I think...
Heeseung is the type to flirt from time to time, he likes his partner head over heels for him, and I think he loves superiority over his partner. He's the type to flirt a lot on the first date, and when you're both in a relationship, you both fight very often because it seems like he couldn't control his flirtiness, he would flirt with most of the girls he encounters with and it just made you so angry with him, and he likes it when you get jealous.
I also think...
He's the type to have sex in the very first date...(don't ask me, I just feel it in my gut!) I think he's the type to call cat names when you have sex with him, and he loves to hear your loud moans, and sometimes he just gets so creative when it comes to sex, that's why you never get bored.
He's the type to have a date on late car drives, Netflix and chill, or a romantic dinner in a fancy restaurant. He's also the type to give expensive gifts on your birthday. But when you give him cheap gifts he'll appreciate it so much and will ease your doubt that he'll ever like what you get him cuz it's cheap.
He's the type to have a party every day, and maybe that's where you'll meet him.
He's the type to show you off by grabbing you by the waist and saying something like "This is my girlfriend Y/n, she's pretty right?"
In his circle...
He'll shoot them deadly glares until they swallow their saliva hard.
And if he sensed that someone taking a like on you...
He'll get teas from his brother a lot. While he loves it when you help her mother around the kitchen, and I think he's the type to get delusional when it comes to your relationship with the members, he sometimes thinks Jake and Sunghoon have a crush on you, but actually, you just have similar interests with them, and they also have their lover, and that will ease his suspicions.
I also think ...
Lastly, I think...
He's also the type to cry over a break-up after a year, after you've finally moved on, he suddenly wants you back. But honestly, do you want him back? After all, he's the Lee Heeseung.
He's the type to dump you in a week if doesn't like you, and I also think he's the type to cheat a lot, he's the type to get bored in a long-distance relationship, so I think even if you both lasted very long, he'll just dump you for another girl.
Note: I kinda made Heeseung such a jerk in here :⁠-⁠|
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(oh my, oh my god!) CUPID iS SO DUMB! EP.04
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Tittle: Cupid is so dumb!•••
Pairing: Yang Jungwon X F!Reader
Genre: smau
Warning: none
Ep.01! Season!1
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(oh my, oh my god!) CUPID iS SO DUMB! EP.05!
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Tittle: Cupid is so dumb!•••
Pairing: Yang Jungwon X F!Reader
Genre: smau
Warning: none
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Ni-ki as your boyfriend
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(I'm very delulu that's why I made this(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) forgiveme)
I think...
Niki is the type of boyfriend that will call you "pretty", "beautiful" etc. He's the type who's very awkward on the first date and the one who tries very hard to lighten up the atmosphere by being silly or he'll ask personal preferences.
And if both of you are already comfortable...
He's the type to tease a lot, the one who's very childish that sometimes you just can't handle the annoyance you'll just ignore him.
And if you ignored him...
I think he won't stop teasing you until he gets your attention again.
But if he didn't get your attention...
He'll get clingy, he'll hug you in back, he'll braid your hair after he messed it up, he'll kiss your cheeks, and would whisper silly things in your ear. Then he'll suddenly grab the car keys and wear his hoodie then he'll announce going to Starbucks, McDonald's, etc. to say he was sorry for teasing you.
I think...
He's the type of boyfriend that seems to not take things seriously, I feel like when the relationship stays long, you'll get bored cause he still acts like the relationship you both have is puppy love, he won't cross the sexual romantic cause maybe he's not ready even though he's at the right age. ( I think cause he was treated like a baby everywhere he go, to his home in Japan, in Enhypen dorm he's considered as the baby.)
In his circle, I think...
He'll eventually show you off to his friends and would talk about you at dinner with his family, and I feel like Konon (his big sister) and her mom will tease him a lot, and he'll feel very embarrassed about it. He'll post you on social media and I feel you'll be his pfp.
I also think...
His family would like you if you and Niki have common interests, but you're far more mature than him, they think you'd be a great companion for him and you'll remind him of his responsibilities, the one who'll encourage him to study more and the one who'll comfort him when he's sad.
I can also feel like he'll be the jealous type, the one who'll sulk when he's upset, he'll pout and would glare at you then ignore you, and it would be very obvious that even his family and friends would ask you what is wrong.
I lastly think...
If you two broke up, he'll cry very hard and he'll seek for his Jake Hyung and Heeseung Hyung's comfort. He's the type who'll act like he won't cry in a breakup, even if he's the one who broke it off, I think when he tells you about it he already has tears in the side of his eyes and he'll swallow very hard to say it to you but his voice will crack.
And if you're the one who broke it off...
He'll ask why, he's the type to go back to those past events to analyse where did he go wrong, or what he said wrong, then he'll ask if it was his teasing, then he'll go to the point of kneeling to beg you not to do this, he'll hold your hand and will kiss it softly, or he'll hug you real tight, then tell you "for the last time, please, just another minute...just another minute of your touch please Y/n...I love you." While he sobs softly.
That was kinda sad:⁠'⁠(
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Ni-ki as your boyfriend
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(I'm very delulu that's why I made this(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) forgiveme)
I think...
Niki is the type of boyfriend that will call you "pretty", "beautiful" etc. He's the type who's very awkward on the first date and the one who tries very hard to lighten up the atmosphere by being silly or he'll ask personal preferences.
And if both of you are already comfortable...
He's the type to tease a lot, the one who's very childish that sometimes you just can't handle the annoyance you'll just ignore him.
And if you ignored him...
I think he won't stop teasing you until he gets your attention again.
But if he didn't get your attention...
He'll get clingy, he'll hug you in back, he'll braid your hair after he messed it up, he'll kiss your cheeks, and would whisper silly things in your ear. Then he'll suddenly grab the car keys and wear his hoodie then he'll announce going to Starbucks, McDonald's, etc. to say he was sorry for teasing you.
I think...
He's the type of boyfriend that seems to not take things seriously, I feel like when the relationship stays long, you'll get bored cause he still acts like the relationship you both have is puppy love, he won't cross the sexual romantic cause maybe he's not ready even though he's at the right age. ( I think cause he was treated like a baby everywhere he go, to his home in Japan, in Enhypen dorm he's considered as the baby.)
In his circle, I think...
He'll eventually show you off to his friends and would talk about you at dinner with his family, and I feel like Konon (his big sister) and her mom will tease him a lot, and he'll feel very embarrassed about it. He'll post you on social media and I feel you'll be his pfp.
I also think...
His family would like you if you and Niki have common interests, but you're far more mature than him, they think you'd be a great companion for him and you'll remind him of his responsibilities, the one who'll encourage him to study more and the one who'll comfort him when he's sad.
I can also feel like he'll be the jealous type, the one who'll sulk when he's upset, he'll pout and would glare at you then ignore you, and it would be very obvious that even his family and friends would ask you what is wrong.
I lastly think...
If you two broke up, he'll cry very hard and he'll seek for his Jake Hyung and Heeseung Hyung's comfort. He's the type who'll act like he won't cry in a breakup, even if he's the one who broke it off, I think when he tells you about it he already has tears in the side of his eyes and he'll swallow very hard to say it to you but his voice will crack.
And if you're the one who broke it off...
He'll ask why, he's the type to go back to those past events to analyse where did he go wrong, or what he said wrong, then he'll ask if it was his teasing, then he'll go to the point of kneeling to beg you not to do this, he'll hold your hand and will kiss it softly, or he'll hug you real tight, then tell you "for the last time, please, just another minute...just another minute of your touch please Y/n...I love you." While he sobs softly.
That was kinda sad:⁠'⁠(
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Ni-ki as your boyfriend
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(I'm very delulu that's why I made this(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠) forgiveme)
I think...
Niki is the type of boyfriend that will call you "pretty", "beautiful" etc. He's the type who's very awkward on the first date and the one who tries very hard to lighten up the atmosphere by being silly or he'll ask personal preferences.
And if both of you are already comfortable...
He's the type to tease a lot, the one who's very childish that sometimes you just can't handle the annoyance you'll just ignore him.
And if you ignored him...
I think he won't stop teasing you until he gets your attention again.
But if he didn't get your attention...
He'll get clingy, he'll hug you in back, he'll braid your hair after he messed it up, he'll kiss your cheeks, and would whisper silly things in your ear. Then he'll suddenly grab the car keys and wear his hoodie then he'll announce going to Starbucks, McDonald's, etc. to say he was sorry for teasing you.
I think...
He's the type of boyfriend that seems to not take things seriously, I feel like when the relationship stays long, you'll get bored cause he still acts like the relationship you both have is puppy love, he won't cross the sexual romantic cause maybe he's not ready even though he's at the right age. ( I think cause he was treated like a baby everywhere he go, to his home in Japan, in Enhypen dorm he's considered as the baby.)
In his circle, I think...
He'll eventually show you off to his friends and would talk about you at dinner with his family, and I feel like Konon (his big sister) and her mom will tease him a lot, and he'll feel very embarrassed about it. He'll post you on social media and I feel you'll be his pfp.
I also think...
His family would like you if you and Niki have common interests, but you're far more mature than him, they think you'd be a great companion for him and you'll remind him of his responsibilities, the one who'll encourage him to study more and the one who'll comfort him when he's sad.
I can also feel like he'll be the jealous type, the one who'll sulk when he's upset, he'll pout and would glare at you then ignore you, and it would be very obvious that even his family and friends would ask you what is wrong.
I lastly think...
If you two broke up, he'll cry very hard and he'll seek for his Jake Hyung and Heeseung Hyung's comfort. He's the type who'll act like he won't cry in a breakup, even if he's the one who broke it off, I think when he tells you about it he already has tears in the side of his eyes and he'll swallow very hard to say it to you but his voice will crack.
And if you're the one who broke it off...
He'll ask why, he's the type to go back to those past events to analyse where did he go wrong, or what he said wrong, then he'll ask if it was his teasing, then he'll go to the point of kneeling to beg you not to do this, he'll hold your hand and will kiss it softly, or he'll hug you real tight, then tell you "for the last time, please, just another minute...just another minute of your touch please Y/n...I love you." While he sobs softly.
That was kinda sad:⁠'⁠(
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Jungwon as your boyfriend
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Warning: mention of sex
(this is what I think Jungwon as your boyfriend)
I think...
Jungwon is the type of boyfriend that will shower you with acts of service and quality time. I also think he's the type who'll take everything slow but you'll not get bored cause he'll make sure to make every moment with you memorable. He plans out every date uniquely, and if you ask him something, he'll do it without saying a word.
I also think...
Jungwon's the type of boyfriend who won't show you he loves you by words, and the type who's misunderstood on a first date as cold since he's quiet, polite, and agreeable, but honestly, he's just trying to find the natural time when you're finally comfortable with the presence of both.
He'll call you every night asking about your day, and what happened to your previous concerns, and he'll tell you his problems and ask what you think or what you prefer, and he always confirms his decisions by asking you first before doing it.
And if the relationship stays long, the type of relationship that you already are comfortable farting in front of each other, I think the sexual romantic will slowly be open with both.
In bed, I think he's...
Jungwon might be the type that likes soft and slow pace, the type that moans softly and quietly, he'll ask if you're comfortable with the position, or does it hurt, and if you're okay doing it
But I also think...
He's the type that'll suddenly be so mean and cold and would just throw you to the bed and strip you naked and fuck you 3 times as hard, 3 times as fast, 3 times long, and even though you beg him to slow down or to stop, he's suddenly deaf and will not listen to you until he feels good enough to calm down. I think that situation will happen when he's very jealous.
And after that, I think...
He'll apologize immediately after he realized what he has done, and will hug you real tight at the back and say sorry repeatedly, then he'll wait for a moment for you to calm down, and he'll explain what happened.
And if you're still upset until the next morning, he'll buy you your favorite donut. Will prepare you dinner, prepare your bath, take you to work, take you to lunch, and take you home, and after you're home, he already prepared dinner and there's a flower at the table, and he'll hug you and say sorry again until he heard you forgives him.
In his circle, I think he'll...
Jungwon will show you off but he won't say a word, he'll just grab you by the waist as he talks with every relative and friend at the event until every people that attended knows he's your boyfriend and you're his.
I also think...
Jungwon will encourage you to meet his family after dating for a month because he doesn't want secrets from them. And if you're not comfortable, I think he'll wait and will encourage and inspire you by telling funny stories about them.
And once you've met them...
I think Jungwon's family will like you if you're polite and elegant. The type who'll get respected when they speak, and I think Jungwon's family will be pleased to meet you when they saw how you value your work but will always value Jungwon more.
He'll take you to many places, he doesn't have secrets for you, and I also think you're the one who might break Jungwon's heart in the end:⁠-⁠(
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"Do you like her?"
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Title: "Do you like her?"
Pairing: Nishimura Riki X F!Reader
Genre: Fantasy (angst)
Waring: none.
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INSPIRED BY "Harry Potter" by J.k Rowling
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"Do you like her?" Y/n has been standing a meter away from Niki for about six seconds since Niki got stuck in his tracks. The thing that Niki's eyes were lost on was a senior, a Ravenclaw, smart, beautiful, talented, elegant, and gentle.
"...was it obvious?" Niki's eyes never left the girl. His distance from her was at least six meters away, but Niki seems to be with her.
"Yes, I think it's very obvious you like her," Y/n says as she took another step close to the boy.
"That's bad then" Y/n looks at Niki the way Niki looks at her, and everyone was aware, it was as obvious, like how she says it to him. Y/n is a Slytherin with lots of ambitions, a consistent girl who makes and wants everything she does with pure perfection, and if one thing got wrong, a little imperfection in her work means literal punishment for herself, she's the positive next prefect of the house and everyone supports it. One thing about Y/n that made the people around her like her and support her was that she's ambitious, but will never take a dark route and make the people around her suffer. She is far from the evil image the Slytherin house has, but what the others are disappointed about her was she can't say what she truly means, she keeps her thoughts to herself only.
It was summer at Diagon Alley when she first saw how beautiful he was, it was their fourth year, and she was already good at charms and spells at that time, but it was still a surprise that Niki recognised her. She was starstruck, she was enchanted, she was in love, and she feels so many things at that moment that she couldn't explain why, or how she feels that way. What is this that she was feeling?
The Diagon Alley was crowded at that time, it was the start of a school year and everyone was at Diagon Alley again to buy books, uniforms, and owls and wands for the first years. Y/n was busy looking at the piece of paper she was holding where the requirements and the things her mother told her to buy were written. As she walks and walks around but never looked up at the road, something hit her forehead hard, and as she looks up, a beautiful man greeted her with an apology.
"I'm sorry, was I blocking the road?" He frowns looking so apologetic, while her eyes are as big as the moon while little stars twinkle around them; but she can only sigh...she was enchanted. And so, she was in love.
"No...I-I wasn't looking at the road at all"
"Oh, is that so?" He said then he chuckled. He stopped for a moment and look at her closely, and the movement made Y/n feel anxious all of a sudden, did she wear ridiculous clothes that day? Does she look ugly? Or was it because something was on her face? Why is he staring at her so intensely? But she saw his face brighten up.
"You were the little madam!" He said so enthusiastically it made Y/n flinch.
"What?" She can only be confused by the name.
"You were called 'the little madam of the Slytherin house'!" She was more confused, why would there be such a nickname for her?
"You're very famous for your straightforwardness, your intelligence, your goals, your talents that you even led and won last year's quidditch! Even professors fight that you should've been in their house!" He stopped for a bit and took a breath. "You were the student who qualified for every house! I know you!" He says those with his cute hand gestures that he's probably not aware he was doing and he breathes out as his hands are in mid-air, then after, he puts them down looking very embarrassed.
"Then...why am I called a madam?"
"Oh! That's cause you're talented, smart, kind and gentle that you could pass as their favourite teacher." He casually said.
"You're very qualified as a Hufflepuff or Ravenclaw. Why were you at Slytherin?" He asked putting his hands on his hips.
"Umm, cause of my ambition?" Niki smiles at her more until he holds her hands and dragged her to a bookstore and held out a newspaper. The movement made Y/n very surprised that she couldn't do anything but let him drag her there. Or maybe cause she liked the movement, besides, she was very happy when she found out she have a great impression of him.
"There's a quidditch match next week, can you go with me?" He said smiling.
"What?" Y/n thought it was very fast, did he also fall in love with her at that time? But now that she's older and more mature, she finally understood the moment.
"Hey don't be silly! With my friends of course! We can't go there alone, we'll look like a couple!" The statement made Y/n very sad, then after that, his mother called for him and he left. She was disappointed she didn't have the chance to ask what's his house.
Now that it's already their sixth year, she already found out she has no chance. How can she be so oblivious back then? How can she fall in love so easily? She was now sure it was only a simple crush. If only she wasn't blind back then, because she genuinely thought it was love she felt. How can she be smart if she's not even smart enough to figure out he doesn't like her and just misunderstood the way he knows her for her achievements?
"You better confess, it's now or never, graduation's in a week and it'll be a shame not telling her how you feel." A piece of advice for herself.
"How am I supposed to do that? It's just so obvious she likes Sunoo." He said still looking at her laugh with another senior, Kim Sunoo.
"They'll graduate in a week and you'll never have your chance." She said it to encourage him, but the encouragement made her emotional that her tears are itching to fall out.
"I know that..." He said quietly and then he left, maybe too tired looking at her so happy with someone else leaving Y/n alone.
After Niki left, she heave a long sigh. She'll never tell him what she feels.
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