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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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No cigarettes, no alcohol, nothing. I've just been sitting here staring at nothing for a while now, my chest hurts.. not from anything physical, just emotional. I dont know maybe I'll just cut myself

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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Everything hurts so unbelievabley bad now. I cant even cry, I can just feel it all in my throat. You told me that you loved me and we even had that day together.. was that just, nothing? Were you ever into me? Why did you tell me you had feelings for me? Was it all just a lie?

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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Using everything in my power not to bash my head in

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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I always ruin everything..

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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Even though shes not in my life she still manages to just fucking ruin things for me. Maybe I'll never be happy

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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And here I am on the new year drunk, hating myself, and one step closer to completely giving up on everything because I know things wont ever be good anymore. I love her so much but God this is, just so confusing. Its almost like I'm watching a movie where I know the ending wont be happy, just a sad and bitter "fin". Everytime we talk I feel like I say something wrong, because I'm just a fucking idiot. Nothing ever comes out the way I want it to, I want to be romantic and sweet but I end up just looking like an obsessive and desperate fool. Why am I like this? Why cant I just ever be happy? I wish I knew if she really loved me of if she only treats me this way out of pity, because most do.

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empty-rebel-blog · 5 years

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Haha, everything hurts now and I cant tell anybody. I'm cold, and alone. I'm a fucking idiot and it seems like nothing can work out the ways I want them to. Kinda wish I burned alive tonight

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