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Sitting and looking at my wips like

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Miguel.

"He's such a hardass."

Not with me. I can make him a soft ass. Let me bake for him and listen to his fears and let him cry. I want him to know what unconditional love is.

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fuck these “i need to be fucked” posts. I need to be motherfucking kissed. throw me against a wall and kiss me like i’m the love of your goddamn life and you didn’t think you’d ever find me. 

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Unthinkable - a Miguel drabble

YOU GOTTA LISTEN TO THE SONG WITH IT I am so insane over this man its unreal.

It always ends up like this. Always. But you vow to yourself, it needs to change and if he won't make the first move, you will. The neon of Nueva York dazzles through the floor to ceiling windows of Spider Society, illuminating your side profile as he stands across from you. His gaze is anywhere but your face, glaring daggers at some unfortunate building in the distance. "Look at me won't you? Aren't we having a conversation Miguel?"

You almost regret your words the minute his eye meet yours, knocked back by the sheer intensity of his stare and left breathless because he is breathtaking in all of his stubborn angry glory. The way the glowing neon highlights his features is nothing short of beautiful. "Speak. We are having a conversation aren't we? Or are you going to continue staring at me?" It's a jab at your earlier words and you swallow the sting of his words and take a step forward, forcing him to take a step backwards toward the window.

"Be honest with me Miguel. Is this," you gesture to the space between your bodies, "What you want? Truly?" Another step. "You'd rather suffer and torment yourself in solitude than have me next to you? Don't look at me like that. You make it seem so... forbidden to want you. To want a relationship with you." Another step forward from you, another step back from him.

"It is. It is forbidden. We can't keep doing this. No more midnight rendezvous, no more secret smiles. We can't. It's wrong. I've played with your canon events more than enough. I cant- I can't endanger you."

You pause, head tilting slightly as a humourless chuckle falls from your lips. "You're saying that but we both know it's not true. You're a coward Miguel. Stop running from me. From us. You're just scared that I'll leave you and we both know I'd never do that. I'd never let some universal force stop me from standing by your side. My canon events are fine, you don't think I've seen you check your little gizmo each time you hold me hand, hold me, *kiss* me? I'm fine. I'm not going anywhere."

At this point you're both breathing quick, afraid that the slightest breath could send everything unravelling. The tension so, so close to snapping as you step forward.

Miguel's back hits the glass, the air knocked out of him as you invade his space. He starts and you stop him. "Let me speak because we both know if you say something I might just send you flying through this window. Someone has to take the lead tonight and it certainly isn't you."

He chuckles, the glare and his furrowed brows slowly smoothing themselves into something akin to fondness. "You give me a feeling I've never felt before and I know I deserve it. You deserve it. We both can't keep ignoring this Miguel, it's impossible."

Your lips ghost across his cheek as you rise to your tiptoes. "I can't take it anymore. If we do the unthinkable... we'd be crazy yes but, I'm ready. I'm so ready to face the consequences because Miguel O'Hara the man that you are? Its all I want."

Miguel says nothing, his eyes roving over your face, blood red and pupil's blown before his arms wrap around your waist pulling you impossibly closer. His throat clicks as he opens his mouth, closing it again as an internal battle wages within him. His morals and his desires at odds and you wonder what the outcome would be. Finally, you get your answer, "I want you, mi alma. I can't- you're right. I can't keep pushing you away," he rasps, his eyes trained on your pouty lips.

Before you can get another word in he kisses you, leaning back against the sloping glass, pulling you atop him. It's soft, tender and hungry, full of all the things a man like him can't verbalise.

You lay there with him once the kiss breaks, basking in the neon glow of Nueva York, content as the city nightlife breathes beneath you. You have what you want and so does he and its perfect.

#miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o’hara x reader #miguel x reader #spiderman 2099 #miguel spiderverse #spiderman 2099 spiderverse #miguel atsv #Spotify

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RANDOM MIGUEL HCS

I have so many thoughts about this man you don't understanddddddd

~ HE CANT COOK Like he can but only when he's sleep deprived and zoned out. He'll make the best feast you've ever seen but if he's well rested and awake he can barely make pasta HE NEEDS TO BE POSESSED BY HIS ABUELITA TO COOK LIKE A GOD THEREFORE ONLY SLEEP DEPRIVED COOKING BC CAN YOU IMAGINE HIM SO FRUSTRATED WITH SLIGHRLY BURNT FOOD AND THEN ONE DAY HE WAKES UP TO ALL OF THIS BOMB ASS FOOD AND HES SO FED UP he's just like- come on and no matter how hard he tries he just can't replicate it because he tries measuring but sleep deprived Miguel measures with his soul so its not as good. The desserts in the Spider Society Cafeteria are all his abuelas recipes (he will never tell anyone that though. He's sworn the cook to secrecy)

~He always smells like grease and oil because in the spare time he has at work or when he's frustrated and needs a little distraction he works on little mechanic projects. No matter what cologne he wears (he always smells delicious) there's the underlying scent of car oil

~He's like a cat sometimes. A very large very heavy cat that insists on wrapping his arms around you and leaning on you while you cook for him he's not very aware of the fact that he's almost 300 pounds of pure muscle atop you

~Secretly likes being the little spoon because you make him feel safe

~Would rather suck a lemon than admit he likes the music you listen to (he hides his Spotify from you because his workout playlist is most of you songs)

~Loves letting you put eyeliner on him while you're getting ready for a date. He gets ready quickly and sometimes he gets impatient so you grab his chin and smudge some gel around his eyes. Much to your detriment it makes him look hotter and he stares at you all puppy in love while you put it on him.

~He always wants a lipstick stain of yours on his jaw. Always. He's a taken man and he hates people flirting with him, he just turns his jaw long enough for whoever to see. He will absolutely take you to sephora and hand you his card. You go through lipstick like water becaise of him(edited)

~He smells like car oil/grease, mexican hot chocolate and orange blossom fabuloso. always the orange blossom fabuloso bc hes a clean freak

~Has a soft spot for animals, especially bunnies. They're so soft and cuddly and he would rather die than admit he has a pet bunny because he'd be teased relentlessly

~Miguel is the type of man to drive like Dominic toretto taught him how to drive Ain't not a care in the world swerving and weaving. You're late? Hahaha no. You're there 5 minutes early with coffee in hand because ue drives like a bat out of hell You know he boutta pull up because you can hear his car 10 minutes before he actually shows up. Man got diabolical bass and subwoofers The house vibrating the road vibrating alladat man He pulls up with shades and one arm out the window like "cmon mami we got places to be"

~He can definitely do your hair. He knows how to use a curling iron, flat iron, blowouts all of it bc of Gabi. His hair is always so luscious because on god he has more hair products than you and he takes at least 15 minutes each morning making sure his hair is soft and perfectly styled. If youre going out hes for sure doing your hair "mami you look like a princess hold on let me do your hair."

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You know how everyone hcs Miguel as loving to teach you about his culture and its so lovely- imagine Miguel learning about your culture. I'm Indian so ofc I'm projecting but Miguel in a kurta.... Miguel putting cindoor on your forehead.... Miguel trying to sing you love songs in hindi... him trying his hardest to learn about your favorite foods and taking you shopping for saris and jewellery and absolutely adoring the idea of a mishmashed wedding of Indian and Mexican culture. Its a tradition that the bride hides her groom's name in the design of the mehindi and if he finds it on the wedding night its supposed to be really good fortune and a long lasting love and devotion to your spouse. And lemme tell you its TRICKY because mehindi artists hide it so well.

Just imagine Miguel on your wedding night kissing your feet taking his time working his way up to your calves searching for his name among the designs, him kissing each mehindi stained fingertip appreciating the swirls and smiling when he finds his name hidden in the petals of a flower on your hand...

Him slowly helping you undo your hair, pulling all of the pins out, unclasping the heavy gold jewellery adorning you, unlacing your bodice and untying your skirt just tenderly taking everything off. He absolutely looks at you like you've just emerged from a lotus, so soft and beautiful... his wife

THIS IS JUST SUPER SELF INDULGENT I HOPE SOMEONE SEES THE VISION

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#miguel spiderverse #miguel o’hara smut #miguel o'hara smut #miguel o'hara x reader #miguel o’hara x reader #miguel x reader #spiderman 2099

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I AM SCREAMING AND CRYING HES SO BEAUTIFUL LOOK AT HIM HES SO SURFER BABE WIFEY CANDID PIC AT THE BEACH IM GOING INSANE

I wish I had a silly little excuse for drawing this, but I don’t. Enjoy! 

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10 spidey engineers vs one (1) bug, who wins?

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MITSKI AND MIGUEL I AM UNWELL

My baby, my baby, you're my baby say it to me

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What About The Kens?

I'm already seeing guys complain about the Barbie movie end, how they wanted Kens to be equal in Barbieland but were only given a small part on the Cabinet.

That's the point.

You're meant to feel bad for the Kens. Believe me, women aren't partying over the 'Returns to Matriarch' ending. Some will be, but the ones who also clocked the meaning behind it won't. Most women will also feel bad for Kens. Because it's an exact parallel to how women are treated in reality.

Men, you're meant to be upset. You're meant to question it. Because you're meant to feel it, and feel what that is like, so you can finally understand women. You're upset at seeing it in a movie, now imagine living it in reality. That's being a woman.

Kens were shit on so you could feel what it was like for women this entire time. Kens were being used as a placement so you could see yourself in a woman's shoes. A world dominated by the opposite sex. When Ken leaves, and sees male presidents (All men) for the first time, men being doctors and lawyers, etc, realising he is more than just a prop for Barbie, that was on purpose. Because that is the feeling that Barbie gave to women. It's why you cheer for him at first before he goes a little overboard.

It's exactly why the real world was an exaggerated Partriarchy and Barbieland an exaggerated Matriarchy. Neither wins. Neither is equal. None of them change for the better. It's why you should want women in the real world to be respected, and Kens in Barbieland to be respected.

The thing is, women also didn't win. Not in the real world. In Barbieland, yes, but not anywhere else. The real world didn't change. But you didn't notice, did you? That Gloria (The mother that helped Barbie) also didn't get a position on the Mattel board? It was still all men? Her idea was ignored until it made a profit, and the men will likely get the credit? She'll still just be the receptionist? The women representing the real world didn't get anymore opportunities, neither did the men in Barbieland.

I was hoping that Gloria would be offered a position on the board, and that the Barbie Cabinet would introduce another entire Cabinet to represent the Kens, but neither happened. They're complete mirrors.

But which one did you actually notice? Which did you actually care about? Now tell me again the ending was unfair. Because it was. For both parties. That's the point.

The difference is, Barbieland is fictional. You will walk out of the theatre with the reassurance that at least it's not real. Women won't. Women can't. Companies not giving women equal opportunities or voices isn't fictional, and that was just one example. There are no women presidents (USA at least) for us to go look at in the real world. We don't have somewhere to go to realise it could be different for us like Ken did. Barbie and make believe is all we had when we were kids, or even now.

You're supposed to be mad, just not at the movie.

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“It’s literally impossible to be a woman.

You are so beautiful, and so smart, and it kills me that you don't think you're good enough. Like, we have to always be extraordinary, but somehow, we're always doing it wrong?

You have to be thin, but not too thin, and you can never say you wanna be thin. You have to say you wanna be healthy, but also, you have to BE THIN.

You have to have money, but you can't ask for money because that's crass.

You have to be a boss, but you can't be mean.

You have to lead, but you can't squash other people's ideas.

You're supposed to love being a mother, but don't talk about your kids all the damn time.

You have to be a career woman, but also, always be looking out for other people.

You have to answer for men's bad behavior, which is INSANE, but if you point that out, you're accused of complaining!

You're supposed to stay pretty for men, but not so pretty that you tempt them too much or that you threaten other women because you're supposed to be a part of the sisterhood, but ALWAYS STAND OUT and ALWAYS BE GRATEFUL. But never forget that the system is rigged, so find a way to acknowledge that but ALSO, always be grateful!

You have to never get old. Never be rude. Never show off. Never be selfish. Never fall down. Never fail. Never show fear. Never get OUT OF LINE. It's too hard! It's too contradictory, and nobody gives you a medal or says 'thank you!' And it turns out, in fact, that not only are you doing everything wrong, but also, everything is your fault.

I'm just so tired of watching myself, and every single other woman tie herself into knots, so that people will like us.

And if all of that, is also true for a doll just representing a woman, then I don't even know." -Gloria the barbie movie

this is it. this is exactly it oh my god.

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Miguel O'Hara concept art for Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse by Kris Anka

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tristamp x blade runner

edit: several people asked for prints so they are now available here

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THINKING ABOUT MIGUEL BEING THE SAD BASTARD THAT HE IS

Because I feel like making myself cry. That song is Miguel @ you

He's so desperately denying his feelings for you. He believes he's not a good person, he'll put you in danger, he's a monster, he's broken but God he wants to be selfish and love you the way you deserve Canon events be damned. But he can't. He can't do that to you. You deserve love with someone who isn't a monster, who's not genetically flawed. You deserve someone who will put you first and he can't, not with the responsibility of the multiverse crushing down on him. Most of all he can't put you in danger and being with him is like setting you in the middle of a minefield. And so he tries, he tries to let you go but goddamnit somehow you keep working your way into the armored fortress around his heart, unrelenting and soft and warm and perfect. He just can't- but God what if he could...

And there you are smiling up at him, moon eyed and soft, loving him unabashedly, berating him for looking down on himself, for not giving himself credit where its due. You don't care about the danger, you can hold your own and even if you can't you still don't care because consequences be damned you want to be there for him. He doesn't see the man that you see, the one that puts atlas to shame as he carries the multiverse on his shoulders alone. The man who's understanding and compassionate and sure he may be a little rough around the edges but you see him for who he is. Miguel; his big heart that's been hurt too many times and god you could spend the rest of your life bandaging and holding him together regardless of if he'd let you or not.

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when a character dies and you can just see the remnants of them all throughout the story.... the places that they could have lived in and changed.... when you can see a scene and go "this would've gone so much better with them" but it cant go better because they're gone and they've left the story bereft

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Okay so... First off- in my defense I would not be doin NOTHIN in a haunted house. I wouldn't even be in a haunted house. Do I look like I want a heart attack?!

What if we were in a horror movie?

I saw that this idea was done and wanted to try it out w some friends!

No pressure if you don’t wanna do it, but I thought this would be fun! @sternevogn @koravelliumavast @eepiebeepie @coffinbeananteiku @macncherries

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Spider-Verse Artists Say Working on the Sequel Was ‘Death by a Thousand Paper Cuts’

Why don’t more animated movies look this good? According to people who worked on the sequel, Across the Spider-Verse, it’s because the working conditions required to produce such artistry are not sustainable.

Multiple Across the Spider-Verse crew members — ranging from artists to production executives who have worked anywhere from five to a dozen years in the animation business — describe the process of making the the $150 million Sony project as uniquely arduous, involving a relentless kind of revisionism that compelled approximately 100 artists to flee the movie before its completion.

While frequent major overhauls are standard operating procedure in animation (Pixar films can take between four and seven years to plot, animate, and render), those changes typically occur early on during development and storyboarding stages. But these Spider-Verse 2 crew members say they were asked to make alterations to already-approved animated sequences that created a backlog of work across multiple late-stage departments. Across the Spider-Verse was meant to debut in theaters in April of 2022, before it was postponed to October of that year and then June 2023 owing to what Entertainment Weekly reported as “pandemic-related delays.” However, the four crew members say animators who were hired in the spring of 2021 sat idle for anywhere from three to six months that year while Phil Lord tinkered with the movie in the layout stage, when the first 3-D representation of storyboards are created.

As a result, these individuals say, they were pushed to work more than 11 hours a day, seven days a week, for more than a year to make up for time lost and were forced back to the drawing board as many as five times to revise work during the final rendering stage.

"For animated movies, the majority of the trial-and-error process happens during writing and storyboarding. Not with fully completed animation. Phil’s mentality was, This change makes for a better movie, so why aren’t we doing it? It’s obviously been very expensive having to redo the same shot several times over and have every department touch it so many times. The changes in the writing would go through storyboarding. Then it gets to layout, then animation, then final layout, which is adjusting cameras and placements of things in the environment. Then there’s cloth and hair effects, which have to repeatedly be redone anytime there’s an animation change. The effects department also passes over the characters with ink lines and does all the crazy stuff like explosions, smoke, and water. And they work closely with lighting and compositing on all the color and visual treatments in this movie. Every pass is plugged into editing. Smaller changes tend to start with animation, and big story changes can involve more departments like visual development, modeling, rigging, and texture painting. These are a lot of artists affected by one change. Imagine an endless stream of them."

"Over 100 people left the project because they couldn’t take it anymore. But a lot stayed on just so they could make sure their work survived until the end — because if it gets changed, it’s no longer yours. I know people who were on the project for over a year who left, and now they have little to show for it because everything was changed. They went through the hell of the production and then got none of their work coming out the other side."