being a fat guy really into other fat people and having a lot of friends who also express attraction to fatness has really given me a wonderful cushiony experience of straight up forgetting how fucking vile a lot of people get at the mere implication that a fat person may be attractive
So this racist guy I've played Minecraft with for four years that I became codependent with even though he treats me like shit just told me that he bought a chastity cage and accidentally lost the key and now he can't stop thinking about trying to fuck me.
I don't know how to navigate this situation, I would rather kill myself than have this relationship be gay on any level other than subtextually, even just being friends with him is bad enough.