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im like a beautiful tropical houseplant in order to thrive i must be fed regularly and by fed i mean i need to buy myself jewelry or clothing or makeup. i also need to like eat but more importantly material possessions

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im sooooo close to buying a $52 genesis shirt and its not even vintage

#junk food clothing damn you and your cute graphic tees #i have a yes junk food shirt from the 00s (got it in 2012 on ebay) with the dragon from the tormato? tour but its too small now #i wore it when i met chris for the first time <3 #wait they have the same dragon design shirt in a large for $16 on old glory..... #a beast that can talk

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#oh a picture of an angel? #my prince

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while we're all having peeter hammaoil meltdowns ill throw out there that the way he sings "allow me the dream in my eye, i have been waiting for such a long time" in pilgrims is like. if my brain itself could orgasm thats would it would feel like im sure

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july 27, 1976, marquee club, london

photos by yuji kaida

#exploding. currently #ph

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Peter Hammill ending a live performance in a very normal way

Van Der Graaf Generator - A Plague of Lighthouse Keepers - Live for Belgian TV, March 21st, 1972

#thank u for digging this up #this was the day i realized i thought he was hot. exactly three years and 10 days ago evidently #i loved his music instantly and then i was watching vids and was like... waaaait a minute

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i should. keep stuff like that to own blog. i deleted the reblog. but im not taking back what i said. mick taylor is so much better looking than like 90% of men like all men everywhere and the dudes that made it to the semifinals are 6s at BEST. and what the FUCK is up with neil peart beating bill bruford. a 4 vs a 10. people just vote for whoevers music they like better, its a popularity contest not a hotness contest. be objective. for fucks sake

#no fucking chance the average human being who didnt know neil or bill saying neil is hotter #zero chance #but the rush simps on here. fuck #im so mad #autism 5000 moment #a beast that can talk

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casually having a full blown autistic meltdown in the tags of someone elses post. sorry

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son of a bitch the light in my bathroom went out sometime while i was working (i work in my dads woodworking shop like 30 feet from my house it has an office on the second floor) so i cant shower tonight. and no im not going to use one of the other two showers in the house. the first floor shower probably hasnt been used in 5 years and the second floor one is like. idk. yes i did use it for the first 22 years of my life. but its not MY shower. so i have to wait till morning. i was really looking forward to showering tonight. i havent showered in. well i dont care to say but its been . too long.

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this is an important video i think

#IT IS USEFUL!!!

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boy i am really good at making people laugh when i am dead serious and getting a deadpan stare when doing my best bits

#i keep saying things 100% serious to my boss and shes like OMG YOURE TOO FUNNY!!! #no ma'am im just autistic #yes you can be funny and autistic. you can also be like this #a beast that can talk

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C h a k a K h a n

#mum

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sometimes when im having a bad thoughts night when im trying to sleep like the anxiety is just torturing me sometimes ill whip out my happy place. u know what that is. its me and 20 something yr old chris squire sitting side by side on the bank of a stream running through a forest in springtime. obviously i only knew chris as an old man and never got to sit by a stream with him. but i have a hell of an imagination. its funny tho, of all the things i could possibly imagine, thats the thought that soothes me the most. just having a nice peaceful time with my hero. not even talking necessarily. i loved him so much, dog. i still do. he was so incredibly kind and wonderful to me hes still healing me from beyond the grave. not sure if that says more about him or my love FOR him but. maybe both, i guess i love him for a reason. whatever works i guess

#and i dont even have to guess about whether or not hed be nice to me. because he was #im glad i didnt wind up with john wetton as my autistic infatuation because he completely blew me off irl lol #im very lucky that chris took a liking to me immediately #maybe in another universe we're the same age and we get to be friends for years..... #a beast that can talk

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reblog if you'd go on a roadtrip with your pfp

#i would do anything to be in chris' presence again. a roadtrip would be great #however. he was not known for being a good driver. and i dont have a license. so #maybe if he was like really well rested and not high

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happy late birthday bitch <3

#he looks so fucking good in the top left pic #anyway happy belated bday i saw it was yesterday and forgot to post about it lol #anwywayy love youuuuuu kissskisss #david

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everyone agreeing with this tweet is so lucky because cell phones have absolutely been in my dreams, specifically DREAMS ABOUT TUMBLR DISCOURSE. I literally had a dream my mutuals made a callout for me i'm not fucking joking helppp

#i have recurring nightmares about trying to call 911 on a phone but i keep hitting the wrong buttons

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me when im healthy: i wait two weeks before seeing a doctor for something then i make an appointment !

me after experiencing a medical issue for like 4 weeks: it will probably go away if i pretend it doesnt exist. right

#if i go to the doctor that means ive lost.. #a beast that can talk