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“She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cozy bed, and to love and be loved in return.”

— Starra Neely Blade (via perrfectly)

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saya gak paham kenapa pemikiran saya bisa su-ruwet ini. istilahnya seperti kabel yang menggulung siap2 meledak dan akan menyetrum siapa saja yang menyentuhnya.

kemana saya yang dulu? yang pasrah dengan semuanya, penurut dan sabar. menyerahkan semuanya kepada Tuhan bagaimanapun hasil akhirnya nanti. karena pada saat itu kita semua akan kembali. kenapa harus takut?

kenapa harus takut kecewa? kenapa harus takut sakit hati? kenapa tidak bisa kita yang menjaga agar semuanya baik-baik saja?

tidak, bukan tidak bisa. tapi hanya tidak ikhlas mencoba dan menerima.

semoga saya bisa.

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Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena

Egon Schiele, “Lovers” (1909)

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you’ll have an easier time letting go of people if you stopped attaching them to your future. you are your only constant.

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“James Baldwin writes about suffering in the healing process, stating: “I do not mean to be sentimental about suffering—but people who cannot suffer can never grow up, can never discover who they are.” Growing up is, at heart, the process of learning to take responsibility for whatever happens in your life. To choose growth is to embrace a love that heals.”

— Bell Hooks, All About Love: New Visions

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Cailin Russo by Jennifer Stenglein

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I love myself and it is now easy for me to walk away from anyone or anything that is no longer in agreement with my soul. Not because I am cold or selfish but because I know what I deserve.

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everything comes to you in divine timing; be patient and remain grateful for all you’ve received. focus on developing a connection to and with your higher self; embody them as often as you can in your daily life. the life you desire is already yours, take inspired action in order to live it. your soul family is calling you in; open your mind and your heart to new possibilities. 

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“She did not need much, wanted very little. A kind word, sincerity, fresh air, clean water, a garden, kisses, books to read, sheltering arms, a cozy bed, and to love and be loved in return.”

— Starra Neely Blade (via perrfectly)

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I can’t.

Well, I really miserable. I can’t describe how my feelings are. Semuanya terasa sangat berat, bagiku.

Aku, yang ditinggal oleh Ayah-ku. He passed away in Nov, 19, 2017.

Rasanya seperti apa? Aku juga tidak tau, dan tidak mengerti. Rasanya sangat tidak enak, yang aku lakukan saat itu—sampai saat ini, cuma bisa menangis, dan sesak saat mengingatnya. Dia segalanya bagi hidupku.

Tentang apapun itu, he was the first right there when I need everything. Dia selalu mengantar jemput saat aku selalu bisa melakukannya sendiri, and he was always tell me everything about life and everything invaluable for me. Tentang apapun, dalam hidup.

I wish, aku bisa jadi orang soleh ya Yah. Biar doa ini bisa sampai.

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I do believe in an everyday sort of magic - the inexplicable connectedness we sometimes experience with places, people, works of art and the like; the eerie appropriateness of moments of syncronicity; the whispered voice, the hidden presence, when we think we’re alone.

Charles de Lint (via anachronisticfairytales)