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FORCEBOOK as TOPMEW in the ONLY FRIENDS official trailer.

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Only Friends เพื่อนต้องห้าม | Episode 1

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Something I've found disturbing about this episode was Top admitting he can't sleep alone, and a scene with him being very unable to respond well to Boston's cornering of him, despite the fact it's clear he wasn't really into it. Kind of feels like the show is setting up that Top's relationship with sex might be more complicated than just fuck boy status. It could very well be he's engaged in sex just for companionship without necessarily wanting it, which is a very interesting way to wade into the themes of consent and boundaries.

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#OnlyFriendsSeriesRECAP

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khaotung's script: 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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I feel bad for Top

I don't like his cocky ass, but I feel bad for the strange way his slut shaming keeps playing out.

I started to feel bad for him in the second episode when Boston cornered him in the shower.

And although I still don't know where I stand on his story of the childhood fire, it's very clear that Top disassociates during sex.

Good for Force's facial journey, but Top doesn't enjoy sex, which makes his story about the fire seem more plausible, as if sex is just a means to an end - a body to help him sleep at night.

Because when he was in the car with Boston, he started breathing heavily while Boston was getting closer, yet it didn't read like the kind of sexual tension breathing, but the kind that precedes a panic attack.

Perhaps Top suffers from untreated anxiety, and he copes with it through sex and pills.

I know some people don't like me saying it, but Boston is a predator who is exploiting everyone's weaknesses.

He knows what makes these people vulnerable, and he feeds on it.

He is targeting fragile people.

And enjoys it.

He, once again, trapped Top so he couldn't leave.

Now I'm worried that the more Boston traps Top, the more excessive Top will be when coping. If he already sleeps around to the extent he does to disconnect, how far will he go with the pills to escape?

But it seems like he is a pawn to everyone.

And I wonder what that does to a person. To know that he is just a body. Just a commodity used for his body.

Instead of a being a fully realized person, he is a checklist of items.

And even when he says no, people don't listen because why would a slut say no?

And when Top looks uncomfortable being approached even as the guy himself calls Mew his boyfriend, the guy still offers Top sex.

Which is probably why he respects people's boundaries since nobody respects his.

So whatever issues are between him and Sand probably deal with 1) sex and 2) boundaries since those are Top's weak spots. Pure speculation, but I think Top is looking for a fight. If he feels like his life is out of his control then feeling physical pain could be one way to gain back that control especially if he plans for the pain to happen.

And I also wonder what he will feel like to question Mew about his relationship with Ray and have Mew offer up sex to him.

Because why would a slut need anything else?

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boston + the hand around his boys necks.

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me when ep 3 mentions death and dying awfully a lot :))

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Tian, I will wait for you. No matter how long, I will still be waiting for you. I promise. - 1000 stars No matter how long it is from now, I wish for us to never be apart. Forever. - our skyy 2 x 1000 stars

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aka tian being phupha's favorite view

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you're so handsome, got a boyfriend?

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I had my doubts but the fact that Earth confirmed they used his ring for the proposal, they're insane for this

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Something i absolutely love about the our skyy x bad buddy x 1000 stars crossover is the contrast of the two couples. Beyond just absolutely flexing how distinct P'Aof characters are from each other it also shows what type of blindness each pair has in their relationship.

Pat and Pran communicate in fights and banter. But they have learnt to speak each other's language so well now that it feels easy to them. But they are still college kids. They have pride, and neither is absolutely willing to step down without a fight. And so, when they fight, small or big, it is a fight. Starting with the pettiest "i won't wake you up tomorrow coz you told me i can't do something" and such. Obviously they still care, but to apologise first is to lose the competition.

This is soooo evidently different from the way Tian and Phupha fight. They have an old married couple vibe to them already. But it's the way even when they are actively trying to prove a point, they'll feed each other, take the other home. Phupha makes sure Tian takes his medicine, and Tian makes sure Phupha is warm in the cold night. Their love is never for a second in question, even to a stranger. They may be quibbing, but they'll both be damned if the other doesn't see love in every action.

Which is also why I love how confused Pat and Pran are about the older pair's arguments. Yes, outwardly it is about who fell first. But it's really about Tian wanting to share his whole life with Phupha.

Phupha has been able to do so from the minute Tian volunteered to be a teacher. So, it makes sense that Tian wants him to know all sides of him. He wants Phupha to meet his parents. And be there for his birthday (I'd be upset if my boyfriend of godknowshowmany years wasn't there for a single birthday of mine since we started dating). They don't care who fell first either. It's a front. It's begging the other to give in, to understand. But they suck at speaking to each other. It's all actions.

It's just been really fun to watch.

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– a wish upon a thousand stars: I wish for us to never be apart. Forever.

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Tian + grabbing Phupha's tiddies in Our Skyy 2.

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1000 stars x our skyy 2 x moonlight chicken waists are free real estate <;3

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