drizzit

[drizzit]

i was so fucking sad when i was 14 and now when i fold my laundry or see a pool of moonlight on the floor of my bedroom i know that miracles exist. i see love in everything. love sees everything in me too

[drizzit]

#cockney slang? #its supposed to mean very nice

[drizzit]

the lesbian computer from portal was right. given the circumstances ive been shockingly nice

[drizzit]

I've opened up commissions again! Only simple portraits, but I'm definitely available again to draw your characters ^^

Should you not want to go through ko-fi to commission me, please send me a message for more info!

Will add more info underneath the read-more about my decision to open shop back up.

I've had them closed for a long while because I noticed I had tried to do too much from the get-go. I was not in a good place mentally.

I've now been home since the beginning of the school-year from work because of a burn-out and I've actively been trying to work on myself and finding peace again.

I decided I wanted to open up again to drawing the characters that other people hold dear. I've been barely getting by on my sick pay and this would support me immensely, however I also just want to enjoy creativity again.

I hope I can help make some of your ideas come to life <3

#commission boost

[drizzit]

GET YOUR BODY OUT OF SURVIVAL MODE SO YOU CAN CREATE FROM YOUR HEART

[drizzit]

Why do you sometimes talk weird in posts?

There’s a lot of Black Mold in my house

[drizzit]

Y'know when Minthara said "I came to Moonrise with a retinue of warriors and assassin - the best House Baenre had to offer." it really sounds like the Baenre sent her out to lead a full-force surface raid to take the (filthy surface dwellers who dared to preach not of Lolth in Menzoberranzan) cult of the Absolute down.

Such resources and task are not to be taken lightly as it is done in the name of Lolth... And then she fucks it all up. Not only did Moonrise stand but also all of her men are either dead or converted.

Her entire life got turned upside down. From an esteemed commander who led such campaign to being forsaken by her one and only goddess, the ever-present presence in every Underdark drow's life - Lolth. Her Matron's wrath is certain, she cannot go home, plus the threat of the shapeshifting Orin dials up the paranoia to a 10. She's between a rock and a hard place.

So when I read about people saying Minthara's really nice for a drow I mean... She basically lost everything and is probably at one of the lowest points in her life. And if you romanced her at the goblin party, for a moment, suddenly it was fine. Her mind was clear again, her lover's embrace was a safe haven. Conquered the grove, the first win in days. Tav was the only good thing happened to her so far since she set foot on the strange world of the surface. The only friend and trusted ally (and lover) she's got. Company that well deserve civil conversations and more.

She knows how she's perceived: drow, not trustworthy, not "good"; a woman stripped of all her noble titles - an exile - you're better off marrying the Duke's son than her (she tells Tav this if you break up with her for Wyll).

Drow uses one another to fulfil their ambitions, then discards of their allies like they were nothing. And yet, you - a stranger who has all the reason not to trust her, keep her safe, near, promise and deliver the promise of vengeance for her - killing Orin. You don't have to promise her anything, yet you deliver.

The kind of security and certainty Tav (as both a friend and a lover) gives her is probably nothing she has ever experienced during her entire life in the Underdark. Being the intense and insane person she is, giving her 1000% in terms of dedication and loyalty to Tav is honestly fitting in my opinion.

Take in the fact that she was abandoned by two gods at this point (Lolth and the Absolute - albeit a false one), perhaps subconsciously giving her all was to not being abandoned again.

And that makes turning her away after learning that she was brainwashed by the Absolute, one of the cruellest decisions one can make in game.

Simply flat out killing her like any other enemies, not knowing that she was a woman brainwashed and lost everything puts her up there as one of the more tragic characters in game.

[drizzit]

Centaurworld didn't have to go that hard with the songs but they did and by gods were they right

#WE ARE ALL JUST FRAGILE THINGS #SOFT AND SMALL #AND #HAVENT BEEN HERE BEFORE

[drizzit]

no tumblr i'm not gonna spam those so the left counter overflows and turns into "TUM" or something equally corny

[drizzit]

MIKU????

#mtg #might just get some proxies 👀

[drizzit]

One of my coworkers does the is but whatever it was he would make fun of it so i said i rotted in bed all weekend and he still makes fun of me but it hurts less ^~^

my manager just asked me what my hobbies are outside of work and i cannot accurately describe how surreal it was. it was like being asked by the guy who locked you in the dungeon if you used to do anything fun before they locked you in the dungeon.

[drizzit]

bumblebutts

#digital art

[drizzit]

I need all of you to see how orange my sister's cat is

#animos #KITTEH!!!

[drizzit]

the pink and red are like,, exactly kirby colors ^o^

#analog art #SO CUTE!!!! #WAAAA I LARVA DIS KIRBY ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ #bravo and compliments to the chef!

[drizzit]

#photography #fav

[drizzit]

this is the hummus of good fortune. reblog to have something good happen to you today.

#good luck posts

[drizzit]

orc mating season has begun

#architecture