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dredgen-nope · 1 year

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On my hands and knees begging god to let me please be interested in and date a normal fucking person of course the guy I like just reveals he's weirder and weirder as time goes on

#but not via dating app I'm over that shit now i can't do it anymore #how tf to meet ppl tho like i don't meet anyone at gigs #no one comes up to me and I'm too shy to talk to anyone plus they're all in groups or with their partner :/#The guy i kinda like now is a customer at work but omgggg work is so fucked and he's like intricately woven into the lore there i hate it #txt

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dredgen-nope · 1 year

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remembering this morning how much of an actual shit head a producer was to me on the first two seasons of b**** :) love it love it so much love to ask about work that someone else I worked with said there could be potential for only for them to be like :) oh sorry we already have everyone haha but we'll keep you in mind of course for other things!!! even tho for the last year they've routinely found bullshit work for other people and completely forgotten about me. also posted a promo today that specifically I'm not in but the rest of my team from S3 was and one of the clips is one that was originally mine but I gave to a coworker because she didn't have enough. love to routinely be made to feel like shit and an outsider by the animation industry

**edit: oh yeah also it wasnt me offering her because I didn't even have that many more clips than anyone else. It was me being TOLD I HAD to give her one

#are you neurodivergent? not in a way that i personally like? get fucked then #is the attitude by management and producers basically #legit so fucking angry this morning #I'm tired of being stuck at this garbage cafe job I'm tired of getting nowhere w animation like #part of why i can't work on my portfolio and do art anymore is like what's the point. so i can be treated like shit and underpaid again?#i just wanna fucking cry honestly #txt

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Can't believe I'm having to explain to my housemate he shouldn't forge my signature and instead maybe simply wait two hours for me to just wake up and do it myself

#good lord i know I'm already gonna kill this man #txt

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dredgen-nope · 1 year

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#also i was very tired of being straight edge eliminating pretty much any dating and even a lot of friend prospects in my late teens/early20 #after leaving my core hs friend group that grew up/were sxe basically w me #and i hate even more that now even though i drink because i don't do drugs/weed/coke i still feel this way #and if i went back to being edge i would have zero chance to meet anyone to date because apps suck ass and #the two people i met from them that i actually really liked and dated were both alcoholics and had/developing coke addictions lol #fyi non Australians we have a very weird culture re drinking and drugs and smoking like ppl know it's bad and do not careee #if ur from the uk and think the drinking culture sucks lmao It Can Get Worse #last person i dated did way more drugs than my ex and drank the same amount but had the guts to call my ex an alco #There were other issues way worse which is like. can't believe i got along w them better but my ex was still less bad jfc lol #tbf i feel like i was lied to most of the time so this person could get me to like them (other than the drugs and drinking and sleepinng #around those were very real problems that i personally witnessed)#city ppl built different and by different i mean 💀💀💀 yikes #deleting this later

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dredgen-nope · 1 year

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#i would be nicer to fwb man but he's kinda weird and also fucked me around for three weeks instead of just saying #he only wants to be fwb and not date #so now he gets the bare minimum #also cause yeah like we don't talk or hang out he just tells me I'm hot or cool once every like two months #be interesting to see if i go back to masc nb instead of being fem like i am now if dudes don't wanna try to f me again lmaooo #Christ i just want a partner but instead since like middle school people just wanna f and leave im gd tired #txt

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#not some guy tryna be fwb with me asking me to come over yesterday and tonight #my brother in Christ it is like three days until Xmas #also the dude that put me on to finally buying s*x toys like lol i don't need u anyway man u made urself redundant oop #hanging out w someone tomorrow anyways that i would probably rather because at least they're trying to be the f in fwb if that's their goal #men really be like hey we haven't spoken in six months but i saw you reactivate your tinder for a week before deleting it wanna smash???#begone from me #txt

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dredgen-nope · 1 year

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by talos this can’t be happening is a mandela effect because the actual phrase is by the gods this can’t be happening and i’ve never heard anyone say the former in game

#queue

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