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i can’t

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ok to rb.

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“When you look at someone through rose-colored glasses, all the red flags just look like flags”

— Wanda Pierce (Bojack Horseman)

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why my hand shaky

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Me: *sees a mirror*

Me: lol cursed image

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i wanna punch the walls till i break my hand

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one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something good. and I don’t get why I have that.

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Hi brain, you obstinate fucker. I drank the clear splashy stuff. I ate the green things. I went under that bright fucker up there. I did the thing with the moving and sweating and whatnot. Now make the happy chemical, you lump of fuck.

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it’s so scary realizing you aren’t getting better, and you’ve been getting worse for a long time

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and I found myself wondering; what makes us cruel? What makes us kind? Can we truly love ourselves if we are only capable of seeing the biterness in compassion?

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Thanks bpd 🙃