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shoutout to all my fellow disabled people with eds

to the disabled anas and mias who can't work out because they physically can't or sensory wise it isnt tolerable

to the disabled people with BED who people think are slacking off or gross

to the disabled people with sensory issues that play into ARFID

to everyone else disabled with an eating disorder (because i know im not mentioning a lot of situations i could go on and on)

not enough people talk about us in EDed spaces and i just wanted to say i love and appreciate you all, your eating disorders are valid, and to take care of yourself in any way possible

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the food you've craved for an hour or the body you've craved for a life time ?

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oh to be a malnourished biological fucking male

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every single “recovery influencer” is skinnier at their recovered weight than i am at my sickest.

only skinny people can recover bc they have always been skinny to begin with.

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Drawing thlnspo is so motivating

(the original photos are from Pinterest)

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Been sticking to 720 cals daily lately

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Lol and not to mention… 4rf¡d treatment would involve me breaking my @n@ f00d rules…. jesus fucking christ im never getting better

I wish getting better were that easy. I’ve had eds my whole life. 4rf¡d since i was 5. 4rf¡d plus some weird 3dnos shit since 12. 4rf¡d and @n@ since 19. I have never known what eating ‘normally’ is. Food is so interwoven into every aspect of our lives. My eds are like parasites that leech onto every corner of my life and mind. There has never been a ‘ME’ without an ed. And the fact that i have 2 comorbid eds that worsen eachother makes it even more complicated. I can’t lose w3¡ght healthily because 4rf¡d won’t allow me to step out of my few safe f00ds that are just carbs. @n@ for me is eating one meal per day, and its the same safe food every day. If you want me to stop ⭐️ving then you have to get the 4rf¡d first, and that shit is a BITCH to treat.

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I wish getting better were that easy. I’ve had eds my whole life. 4rf¡d since i was 5. 4rf¡d plus some weird 3dnos shit since 12. 4rf¡d and @n@ since 19. I have never known what eating ‘normally’ is. Food is so interwoven into every aspect of our lives. My eds are like parasites that leech onto every corner of my life and mind. There has never been a ‘ME’ without an ed. And the fact that i have 2 comorbid eds that worsen eachother makes it even more complicated. I can’t lose w3¡ght healthily because 4rf¡d won’t allow me to step out of my few safe f00ds that are just carbs. @n@ for me is eating one meal per day, and its the same safe food every day. If you want me to stop ⭐️ving then you have to get the 4rf¡d first, and that shit is a BITCH to treat.

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im in so much pain my stomach hurts so bad. Food did this to me food is soooooo evil so evil

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I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.

I will make the fat disappear.

I have a beautiful thin figure under this fat.

I will make the fat disappear

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extremely slay vibes if i were to say so myself

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Valentines dinner with the bf was good (: now it’s time 2 fast for a few days

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Not my photos!! but omg I wanna look like this so bad

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Honestly i’ll just fast tomorrow and thurs. its all gooddddd peace and lovee ✌️✌️✌️✌️

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Bingeing today cuz i have valentines dinner with my bf lol. for shit like this i cant be too hard on myself. if i cant even let myself have One cute date with my bf then 4n4 is nothing but a complete life ruiner

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I'd rather feel skinny and miserable than fat and miserable

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No what i dont have an eating disorder?... How silly! Don't you know I'm just a naturally slim and slender person? What do you mean????? I just naturally am such a skinny individual..... noo don't worry about how much I'm eating haha you're so funny.....