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anggg pogiiii

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do, give, wanting, loving?

We owe someone not because on what they do, but on what they give.

Until giving turns out to wanting.

wanting; adjective

At first, we didn't see where we going. Small talks with bigger hopes, small voice with loud laughs. What you do, ask me for more. No, what you give is what i want. But there's always a but.

But it's not right.

But it's not just you and me.

But there's her.

But it's not me.

What you give leaves me into more deeper wanting.

wanting you makes me do to give more

but

it's not the right thing do.

don't wait the time that wanting turns out to loving.

because what is right to do is give what the reality wants.

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less is more

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Foremost

put your eyes and ears on me,

in me,

just me... only

how much time do lovers need?

how much trust needed to pour?

how much love to put?

Sometimes those are only subjective, because love needs the both of you, foremost. Time, trust, love is given but what if the both of you don't need each other? ...anymore?

Imagining one day you wake up, di mo na mahal. Would you wonder yourself feels like that, di mo na sya mahal... pero ilalaban.

What makes people to stay?

choice, its a choice to make.

A choice with love.

A love that binds the two of us,

foremost.

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Pang habangbuhay... 💙

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Making Someday's' Apart

Someday you will smile

Someday you will laugh

Someday you will be love

Someday you will be happy

Someday you will feel the triumph

Someday you will feel complete

and someday Im the reason why

but

Someday I will sacrifice

Someday I will feel broken

Someday I will be in pain

Someday I will feel vulnerable

Someday I will look pale

Someday I will be ruined

and someday I will feel those

because, I will sacrifice for your completeness, triumph and happiness even though I will feel the pain, being ruined and broken. I just want to see your laugh,smile and feel the love you want. Even if I will suffer being vulnerable and in pale situation just to know that someday it will never be the two us,because someday you're gonna let yourself away from me.

You being happy, and me seeing you being happy.

We're gonna make our someday's' apart.

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You always do the line but the director still say the word ‘cut’

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One Sided

Been thinking for days,

How to tell you those way

My mind resist

What my heart says

I feel the love coming from you

T’was a love that already grew

How I wish this is true

But the reality is screwed

Your trusted words , makes me comfortable

For your love that is undeniable

I’ve woke up where I found myself

Am I the only one who fight for ourselves

Regrets is on the way

Wishing I’ve not trusted what did you say

Now, I feel the pain

Of believing someone who can’t actually stay

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I did love you but I don't anymore

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To love is to forget ourselves

Some of us always put themselves first after anyone else, but in some perspective there's such situations that others priority is not their own stand but the others. It was a nice call for me to understand what love is. And its veracious you're only loving when you already forgot yourself, why? Because you will invest all of your time, effort to someone. To the point where yourself left hanging right there but when you're loving it doesnt matter if you forgot yourself needs as long as youre with the person you love theres nothing more you need. You will forget to have a time with yourself, the only wants you want is to give your time and when you already forgot yourself you are genuinely loving. Genuine love, sounds easy but hard to do. Yes we do love, but how real that love is? of all people you love, is it love? or youre just concered? now, if you already forgetting yourself youre loving but the main question is "am i loving?"

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But bear this mind it was meant to be

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Summer Love

actually, its nothing

not anymore but this summer thing

as they said ‘summer love’

who suddenly leave

the voice

who I love to hear the most

is enough to say

I have my summer love?

long talks,

that make us seat on the sidewalk

words that take me to adventure

a road to an dead end

my sun to my day

my shades to my eyes

I would love to have a summer

if it has love

everytime..

don’t wrap up

love is for autumn,fall,spring,winter,summer

what season it is

its love

to you,

summer just ended

and your love ended too

summer, thank you

I've met my summer love...

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Kamahalan 🖤

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"For a moment I was a selfish, for a moment I wanted more"

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Whys, Whens and Hows of Life

Why I need to experience something I wouldnt want to experience. Why I am broke now then will fixed afterwards. Why I came up to something big but needed to relinquish. Why it is hard to trust. Why I need to decide if i can go with both. Why I need to toil. Why I need to love whose doesnt payback the love. Why it can't be us. Why I need to sacrifice something. Why there's unfulfilled promises. Why I am falling. Why I need those in life.

When will I wake up. When will I give up. When will I decide. When will there's someone who can payback the love. When I can say there's us. When will the light come back. When will I get love. When it will happen. When it will fix. When will it termed life.

How can I trust. How can I choose. How I am going to be his. How can I survive vague situations. How can I live. How can I assure. How can I say my sentient. How can I get off to grate of dilemma. How can I be me. How's life.

Life is full of query, and if you want the answers. You need to take a risk. A risk that can be a learnings for you. A learnings that can make your life live unforgettable.

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Real 💙