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Starseed Pioneer | 5th Dimensional Integration. Love Yourself.

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divinity-in-love · 5 years

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Living inside secrets. There are things that I just cannot explain because I don't feel anyone would relate or get it. However.. from experience, I know that if I share first.. others will step forward to claim their courage also and say they also feel the same. But my experience and reality feels do distant from my mind... so deep inside the universe that once upon a time.. it feels like my past is just stories from fairytales that never relate to current reality...so radically deep and far I have travelled away in change...

12th house moon conjuct Pluto.

I have transformed worlds away from what was once all I knew. Nobody who knew me there knows me now. Nobody who knows me now has ever known the places I've been through to be here. I'm one of a rare few who can travel to distances so far from one another... meet strangers from different corners of the earth and see them all as one.. connect with them intimately... call them all friends.. and become their family.. then disappear and go so far, they wouldn't recognise me... nor would any of my soul connections recognise one another as a reality because they all live in different ones.. and only I have visited them all in their own bubbles of illusion.

So... it feels isolating. I have closeness with all, yet none truly or fully connect with me at the depth I can feel seen and acknowledged for my wholeness. None of them fully know all I am and all I have seen. Not many to share my all with... only a rare few who also leave because they, like me.. are floating without restriction... meeting souls of all natures.. different backgrounds and types unrelated to one another...

#12thHouse #MoonConjuctPluto

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divinity-in-love · 5 years

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2019 shall be your year of learning responsibility as Saturn transits #AQUARIUS and returns in your natal. I no longer feel the same way towards you as ever before. It's a new paradigm. I feel nearly nothing at all towards you. I'm now starting to recognise my own energy as a new born baby, ready to feel light and observe a new compassion growing within me for what I have been through. I love myself dearly and I'm glad I can feel a new level of love unfolding from within me to the surface as it will spread out to MANY with new found inspiration and joy, healing and wisdom for all of those who love and care for me where you triggered it wide open through the hatred you feel for yourself showing itself in the face of my affection and care.

When she said "You need constant validation and reassurance." I thought.. "Have you met yourself?" Then I also thought, it clearly shows why she needs it so much, she doesn't give it to herself because she doesn't know that this is loving someone, this is loving yourself... to give yourself constant validation and reassurance... to give it to those who are close to you. It triggered me because she made it a negative. She said it like there was something wrong with it.. something wrong with ME for not even just wanting it.. For NEEDING it. How can someone make you wrong for a NEED? Tut tut... someone needs a wise owl to help her a little... cause she's clearly in recession when it comes to her inner wealth thriving... someone throw her a golden chocolate coin or something.. help her out of her misery... I'm afraid to claim that I ever spoke with her... I regret every moment. So don't speak of it until it has festered longer and I can be free of the energy that manifested her attitudes against love and treasure... someone is awaiting me at the bottom of this ocean, a magical creature I have always known wanted... I'll meet her down there when I've reached it.. When I've dived deep enough within my wells.... 💙🦂🥀🌱🌷🍒

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divinity-in-love · 5 years

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Healing

And as you hold me with love... I remember the feelings... It felt good when he was close to me. I did my best to cherish it, knowing it would soon be gone. and I wanted enough of it in my psyche to prolong the reminiscing. I wanted to feel enough love and embrace to enable nostalgia. I wanted to enjoy the feeling in my memories before anger and hostility overtook me. For I knew she would betray me before long.. her imprints were very flakey. I did not trust her accusations... For I could see what in her was being projected... her distrust in me was surely a misunderstanding for her of her own afflictions and secrets. She didn't tell me what was important so she could hold onto herself... her own power... but absorb mine like a pill of vulnerability she could chew... but not ingest. Proving that someone could be hurt by offering an opening... gave her further reason to continue her self preservation in self protection and pushing away any soul who could want to be too close that she may feel unsafe... unguarded... I see more and more clearly, as each night I am alone... in my dreams; life is unravelled and in my awake state through out the days... more data is accessed... as I try to avoid seeing her face... that I detest... disgust arises as her energy travels anywhere near me... I deter to avoid being associated... I desire for that being to be as far away from my existence as possible... I wish I never knew of her. So far away, please do take her. Never again, to hear any name associated with the bearings of the events... set fire to them, let them burn.... Can we pretend nothing ever happened, please? I'm embarrassed and I wish to be released from the past by detection. I'll keep privately obtaining from the history lessons... but please never again let the sound of her name be whispered into my realm of living... can we bury her energy where it caused negativity? Can we deflect the chaos and murder her pain instead of letting it shower outward upon others? Can we scar her where she wishes to scar us and can those who she has broken the hearts of choose to collectively send back her pain to where it belongs so she can learn to heal herself?