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tbh i’m not even cringing yet, i just feel bad that i was so… RAHHHHH

baefy has helped me not be *so* RAHHHHH, but it’s just a productive of my old environment that will take time to unlearn.

also i’m literally gonna pull up to that ho’s house one day bc where tf is my letter bitch

i cant wait for me to be looking back and cringing at these in the future. especially the long senseless rambles. i’m good at those.

i wonder what’s in your 8th grade letter that kassidy has.

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i disagree fuck everyone i used to love. i don’t even think i agreed with it when i posted it, i think it just made me feel something...

like confusion! bc i couldn’t explain why i disagreed. still can’t, but i can definitely stop loving people

@handawayfromkeyboard on tiktok：

i feel like you never stop loving someone

you [just] learn to love someone else differently

eventually the bitterness fades

& you’re just left [with] memories”

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AFTER he heard me talk it was crazy

i got gendered correctly by an olddd cishet white man in that very rural preppy town i grew up next to yassss slay

(then my dad called me she, but still YASSS the man got it right)

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i got gendered correctly by an olddd cishet white man in that very rural preppy town i grew up next to yassss slay

(then my dad called me she, but still YASSS the man got it right)

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CRYING AT WORK

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i hope he loves me fr bc i love him wiff my hoe hat

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it’s so crazy that it was only 2 months with you. i wish i would’ve been nicer. you are an adventure dog at heart, & i would’ve made sure you were great at it by next year. i would’ve taught you how to catch treats in the air, like Wolf. i’m gonna miss throwing food at your nose just for it to bonk you & fall to the ground. i’m gonna miss how soft your ears are. i wish i would’ve got to feel them one last time. i heard you crying that morning. i wish i would’ve got up.

i wish i had a car, so you wouldn’t have had to die alone. you didn’t deserve that. i keep picturing how you probably wagged your tail when you were about to greeted with death, because even through all this, you loved when people would come see you. you always wagged your tail. every day.

i already miss your energy around the house. Wolf ignores us most of the time. i wish i would’ve been nicer. it would be a lie to say i didn’t find it a little annoying that you would never leave me alone, but i wish you were still bugging me.

what i really wish is that we never got to meet at all. i wish you would’ve found your forever home and got to live a fun full life with your original family. you should be a sweet old dog who gets in his regular car ride for a trip to see the vet in 10 years. but instead, you’ll be buried next to Blu. i heard he was a good boy too.

there’s so many things i wish i could change, i wish that i wasn’t the only one with such a raging urgency to help. it didn’t dwindle. it hasn’t dwindled now even though it’s too late.

i’m really so heartbroken, & i only had you for two months.

i always wonder what’s after death, but i hope that my hell hound is in heaven.

i love you Dog (Doggy, Duff, Doug, That Dog, The Black Dog)

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me when i remember internet secrecy is a thing. no pfp no opinion doesn’t apply on tumble im guessing ?

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i cant have a chicken bc we have 2 dogs that would eat one

im gonna live with him in the summer & raise a chicken <3 i wanna name her xara

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no tf it doesn’t, you were just traumatized & had an fp. love them a lot, but i could never be with them LMAO

sometimes i think ab the end, & it still longs for you

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my void has been invaded WHAT TBE FUCK

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i wish tumblr didn’t ban porn bc then i could actually delete twitter. like i can only imagine how bad the tumblr onlyfans girls are 👀

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ooo or cunt. i love a good cunt moment

i love when men say bitch & pussy, like yessss stick it to semantics

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i love when men say bitch & pussy, like yessss stick it to semantics

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i cant wait until i’m in my hot, sexy, famous, mentally capable era,, but like… tana mongoose & jake paul we’re my age at their peak fame, so i gotta hurry up

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why is it controversial to listen to problematic artists on spotify ?

those people will never know i’m “supporting” them, & that support is literally 35¢ a year