please for the love of god just be nice to one another. if you wanna watch qsmp for chay and lullah, that's great. if you dont feel comfortable yet, that's great too. do what makes you feel best. this is not a black and white issue. you are not good or bad for doing one or the other. prioritize yourself.
I don't know if sleeping meds are supposed to do that, but the ones I take give me like such a rush of energy right as I take them and I start wanting to do everything, like once after I took meds I had a horrible urge to sew, it felt like I needed to sew or I would die
hey everyone! i want to first off thank everyone for your support bc it's meant a lot to me throughout this whole shitshow <3 in better news too, for everyone following the last 4 months of my life and how shitty those have been, i've been grinding my butt off over on twitch and i'll be eligible to get paid next month! not an insane amount, by any means, but enough to cover some bills which i'm so excited about because it means things are turning around.
as of right now, shit's still pretty rough and there's no way to get an advanced payout so i'll have to wait until the 12th for that. i've sold pretty much everything i could sell that i own, and i've been doing some odd translation jobs but it just hasn't even remotely come close to something livable for me. i have around 20€ to my name and that's because a friend was kind enough to help me.
i have to show up at everyone's doorstep on tumblr dot com standing at the doorway, but i know in a different time i would've urged anyone to ask for help every single time they needed it so i'm taking a page out of my own book and putting this out there in case anyone wants to help <3 it'd mean so much to me if you could reblog, but either way thank you for letting me step on my soapbox and have a beautiful day!
this is my p*ypal <3
25 - what's the best personal gift someone can give you
Any of them, because just the thought that the person have been thinking of me and likes me enough to makes a gift is already the gift itself for me
26 - what movie would you want to live in
Okay I'm bad with movie names so I can't actually think of any, but I think any musical movies would be kinda funny to live in, not as a main character or anything, just as guy who happens to always be in the background
30 - what reminds of home
This is very specific but, the sound of keys, everytime I hear them I associate with when my parents would come home after work when I was a kid
So, I don't know if that counts as feel good but, it usually makes me feel nice so... yeah the answer is supernatural who is surprised? It's just a show that usually makes me happy when I watch
This is going to sound silly but, it's thank you for being born by Vixx, I have a tradition of listening to it every year on my birthday and always makes me feel better
4 - what flower would you like to be given
Tulips, I really like tulips for some reason I just think they are beautiful
6 - say three nice things about yourself (3 physical and 3 non physical)
For the physical ones I would say my eyes, my thighs and my nose
Now for non physical, my sense of humor is fun, my creativity is amazing and i like how I'm able to socialize on good days
19 - most important thing in your life
My cats no doubt, they have been with me for a lot and are my comfort