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my DUMBASS charged my phone. WITHOUT EVEN PLUGGING IT IN THE OUTLET

#an absolute dumbass #bitch even thought it was charging #three hours wasted. #new post

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this is making me cry, such an INFINITE A+ parenting right there!! <3

Write Your Story

I just showed my 11-year-old son how many coffee shop AUs there are on AO3.

Why?

He sat down the other day to write a Minecraft story about three kids who go through a portal in their back yard and end up in the world of Minecraft where they have to battle all the big bosses (I didn’t even realize there WERE big bosses in Minecraft but that’s beside the point). He wrote three chapters with a little input from me – his first beta – and y'all?

He was fucking excited. To be writing a story.

Today he came home from school and seemed a little down, so I asked him about it only to find out that some little asshole at his school told him, “There is already a Minecraft story.”

Me: Okay? So what?

Lucifer: If there’s already a story, no one will read mine.

Immediately, I dragged him in and pulled up my AO3 account. My boys know I write fanfiction, so I showed him my account and how many subscribers I have. Then I showed him how many Teen Wolf stories there are. And then, because it seemed like the perfect analogy, I said, “What if I wrote a story where two characters meet in a coffee shop and fall in love? No werewolves, nothing at all to do with the actual Teen Wolf universe. Just Stiles and Derek meet in a coffeeshop and fall in love.”

He laughed.

I showed him Mornings Aren’t For Everyone. Showed him how many hits it had, how many kudos, how many lovely comments.

Then I said, “So do you think, if anyone else wrote a story about those exact same characters meeting in a coffee shop and falling in love… would anyone read it?”

He laughed and said, “No because you already did.”

So I clicked on the Sterek tag and refined to coffee shop AU. His mind was blown to see that they ALL had thousands of hits and kudos and comments. Then I clicked on JUST the coffee shop AU tag and showed him all the fics across all the fandoms written by countless different people.

I’m going to tell you all now what I told him because it applies to everyone.

Write your story. It doesn’t matter that someone else has written a story about that subject. They didn’t write YOUR story. Only you can do that.

And I want to read your story.

#parenting #THIS IS SO SWEET

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us: I'm throbbing for you, baby girl.

mizu: w h a t t h e f u c k . . .

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #the blue eyed samurai #mizu x reader #mizu bes #bes mizu #bes

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Mizu: a lot of you been acting like starved fools from the depths of the hell pit, craving and making these "Fan Fiction" of me. I am very disapointed in you.

Us: um okay?? punish me??? fuck me?? like there's no tomorrow?? go ahead?? I don't mind???

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #bes mizu #mizu x reader #the blue eyed samurai #mizu bes #mizu smut #bes

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Sorry, I'm frustrated again. I have to write this out.

But let's just like...talk. You and me.

So, Blue Eye Samurai is supposed to be about this strong, undefeatable woman, finding the men who wronged her, struggling with herself and her trauma, and basically becoming a legend, right?

So...tell me, why, we as a fandom decided, that the best person she could end up with, was the guy who told her to kill herself when she was at her lowest, who made her childhood hell, who STILL calls her a dog??

...

Why though? Because he's the only man who was written to be conventionally attractive? So, a jawline is enough to look past clear abuse? Mhm.

"No, bc he changed." ???

The last time they spoke in the first season, (if I remember correctly) ended up with him having a boner, then calling Mizu a demon before storming off.

I don't want to offend people, really, this fandom is lovely but...

I kinda feel like some of y'all only see looks. If Taigen and Ringo would swap roles, I'm sure none of y'all would like the ship anymore.

I'm sorry, really, I'm usually not one to trash ships, but this one is just wrong to me. And the fact that there are clear signs in the show that they wanna make this canon?? Makes me want to drop the whole show.

I know this sounds really dramatic, but this is eating my brain. Like, it genuinely gives me distress when I think about the fact that those two could be canon one day.

Bc I know, the show's creators are a couple. Obvi, they will end up writing a straight couple to win in the end. So this is reason I'm probably not gonna tune in for the second season. I'm afraid shit gets ruined.

(this is also the reason why I've been inactive. kinda lost motivation to write or do work for bes. but i'm on my way to finding motivation and will again.)

(lol.)

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ifuckinghateMYtitssomuch

like- when i wanna lean over the table and write, MY FUCKING BOOBAAS WOULD SQUEEZE AGAINST IT AND IT HURTS SOOO BADDDDDDD, INCLUDING WHEN I WANNA GET HOME AND PEOPLE STARES AT ME, AND I KNOW DAMN WELL WHERE THEIR EYES AT-

#i wanna chop them off and throw them in the incinerator #medium but to me it's too big

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Mizu Voicemail

getting a tipsy voicemail from your girlfriend who's at a hangout...this could be categorized as loser!mizu but idk.

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I hate drawing in grayscale, but I'm scared of colors :v

#art style #the blue eyed samurai #grayscale #Color grey #bes mizu #mizu

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Thank you to everyone who got me to 2500 likes! LESGO POUR THESE HEART ONTO MIZU<3

#2500 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you #blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #bes mizu

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my most favorite part of Mizu's body is specifically her flawed skin, the one with little bumps showing her rashes, aswell as her EYE BAGS because I feel familiarity with her since I myself also have a very dark-dark eye bags, /ol also, it adds up to an accuracy of her heritage, where white people can have dark tired eyes, while most asian only have baby bags (ageosal idk)

she deserves to be LOVED y'all.

#blue eye samurai #mizu bes #mizu blue eye samurai #the blue eyed samurai #mizu x reader #bes mizu #mizu fluff #bes

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Mizu! (The specific picture reader has on their phone from those headcanons)

Warnings:NSFW

btw why is it so blurry? The proportions bro imgonnadieeeeeeee

PS: I accidentally saved the drawing without erasing the sketch lol

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #mizu bes #the blue eyed samurai #mizu x reader #bes mizu #mizu smut #bes #mizu sketch

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I love mizu so much that the fact that I've been making art out of Mizu, forgetting how to draw my own OC.

I need her in my life, gosh.

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #bes mizu #the blue eyed samurai #mizu bes #blue eye samurai mizu #mizu sketch #mizu art

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Please, she's too fine✋😩

I tried alr? Low quality shits AHAAHHASTFCHGVJHBKJNLK;ML,

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #the blue eyed samurai #mizu bes #bes mizu #bes #mizu #blue eye samurai edit

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Saw a post like this with negative outlook so I asked for it to be fixed

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Mizu... Please-

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #mizu bes #the blue eyed samurai #bes mizu #mizu sketch #mizu fluff #mizu #bes

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Requests Closed

Requests will be temporarily closed, Life has been very tough and busy, and I think I need to focus more on life than the internet, Thank you for supporting me! I'll be back soon Lovies <3

Me and Mizu will be back!

#blue eye samurai #mizu blue eye samurai #mizu bes #the blue eyed samurai #mizu x reader #bes mizu